Was I Wrong

She's on my mind 24/7 loosing her was the hardest thing I could've ever done, I had no choice. - Niall Horan

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1. Can't Shake Her

I can't seem to get her out of my mind, what I did was wrong, I tend to screw up a lot, I broke a fragile soul.

I told her I didn't love her anymore because I thought I didn't.

I picture her crying and leaving the apartment, as she stated "I love you but I can't do this anymore nothing is the same anymore, you've changed for the worse."

After she said that she slammed the door, a picture frame falling to the ground.

Maybe I did change, maybe I was a dick to her. I didn't believe her at first, and somehow I can't figure out what has changed about me.

"You're a fool." I whispered to myself taking a sip of my coffee.

It was 9 in the morning, currently in London to perform tonight with the lads.

I guess I'm excited.

"Hey Niall! Are you up lad?!?" I heard Liam call from inside the room.

"Yep." I sighed and took one last sip of my coffee and left it on the balcony table and entered the hotel room.

"You look like shit mate." Liam joked and I just gave a small chuckle.

"So what's the schedule for today?" I asked trying to keep my mind off this one person,

"Well same old same old, we have to be down stairs in an hour so stop laying around, I know it's been a tough month, I know what and whom your thinking about." Liam said and left the room.

I sighed out to myself and decided to take a shower. I went into the bathroom and took off my shirt showing my bear upper body, I then imagined Aubrey putting her arms around my waist as she took in my body.

"Snap out of it!" I hissed to myself and turned on the shower head. I undressed fully and hopped into the shower.

As the water ran through my back, I leaned against the wall, there she is again smiling at me.

"Fuck." I sighed

I applied the shampoo and conditioner to my hair, and rinsed off my body.

When I was done I dried myself off and changed into a white v neck and some skinny jeans. I dried my hair and put some gel in my hands to style it a bit.

I heard a slit knock at the door.

"Yeah?!" I called out.

"We're leaving, hurry up lad!" I heard Louis call out.

"Coming!" I hollered back.

I opened the bathroom door and Louis was waiting for me I grabbed my phone and followed him out the hotel room.

It was quiet, leaving the hotel room.

I was at peace knowing I could leave a hotel room without being attacked, I love the people that love me but it's too much sometimes and I can't take it that much.

We drove to the stadium and started our peperation for tonight's concert. On the drive I imagened what Aubrey was doing at this excat momment.

~ Aubrey's Point Of View ~

I walked in the cold rain, holding a coffee, I was walking into the label I was working at. I love to work behind the scenes of the music industry. I loved listening to music but I like'd rather manage it and create it. It's amazing how some one could just put together lyrics and insturments and create music. LA is the place for me.

I love working with artists and helping them record their new songs, this job meet the world to me.

Boss called me into day about recording a new album with someone wildly popular in the music industry. I was excited and nervous, being 19 I felt to young but what the hell apparently I'm good at what I do.

Anyway walking my ass in the freezing cold rain to meet up with the boss.

"Hey Aubrey!" Sara the desk worker greeted.

"Hi." I smiled at her and kept walking into the office.

I walked to my desk/work studio and took off my coat. And I adjusted my burgundy beanie. I was wearing skinny jeans and a white blouse, with riding boots, I was wearing a burgundy infinity scarf to match my beanie.

I walked into the meeting room and there was the boss waiting for me.

"Finally, I can't hold it in anymore! Our company has hired us for an on the road project! That's why I've called you in, this is your chance to show everyone what you can do, you are going to record a new album, with a special band! Drum roll please....." Mark said

I "drummed" on my the side of my thighs.

"You're hitting the road with the one and only One Direction!! Since you're young you must be yearning to travel and you need to see new things and new experiences so I thought you were perfect! And you're one of the best studio employes here" He smiled widely

My heart was racing, I winced at the familiar name 'One Direction'

"And if you don't do this, your job is on the line." He spoke serious now.

I gave him a fake smile.

"I'm excited!" I lied.

I lied I don't think I could face him again, Niall, I couldn't.

"Great you're free to go and you'll be leaving tomorrow early in the morning, I'm sending you off to London " Mark smiled and went into his office to do the usual work.

This Job was huge for our company and he thinks I'm the best he could've pick someone else.

I wasn't sure how to feel or react. It's like I was frozen in that moment.

I feel so hurt still.

I left Niall back in Ireland I transferred jobs and the only reason I left was because he was talking to other girls, acting unhappy with me, he used to argue with me about every little thing. I had started smoking again to deal with the pain that he has brought me, I smoked when he wasn't around and I just couldn't take it anymore. I left and I don't know what changed but he wasn't happy with me anymore.

He acted as if I had a problem and anything nice I had done for him, rubbed him the wrong way.

Niall would never hurt me physically but he hurt me emotionally.

I love him but I think I hate him because of how mean he was to me.

And I cannot forget the word that came out of his mount "I don't love you anymore..."

I wanted to cry.

I looked at the time it was 3 in the afternoon, I have a client.

I prepared the studio for the recording artist, I'm working with Olly Murs today.

Trying to make myself seem happier than what I was a minute ago, he walked in.

"Aye Aubrey!" He greeted and gave me a simple hug.

"Hey! Ready to get to work?" I asked him.

"Yes I'm excited to sing this song!" He exclaimed. I just smiled at how excited he was to sing the song that we had writing together.

"Get in the booth." I said taking a seat on the chair with the controls.

I pressed a button and spoke into the microphone so that he could hear me "Start on the first verse." I smiled.

He put his head phones on and started to sing from the lyric sheet.

"I can see you're not yourself

Even when you're here with me

I know that you're somewhere else

So put another record on

Kiss and leave me on

Nothing really matters when we're dancing

Listen to the same sad song playing on repeat

'Cause every time we come this close, my heart skips, skips a beat"

He sang into the microphone and I sang along in my head, these lyrics mean the world to me.

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Hey just wanted to say something really quick I'm new to this and this is my first story, let me know if you like it or not, and if you see any mistakes please let me know. Thank you for reading my first story!! Well if you did, I doubt anyone will read it, I know it sucks at 1st but I have to get myself going haha. It'll be great trust me!! :)

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