I'm Tilly McQueen I'm 19, and I wonder what I did that was so bad to end up here, I don't think this will ever change. Nobody understands what I have been through or going through, I am all alone. For me pain is, eternity.


3. This Is Me 2

Now you know how my wonderful father died, not it is time to tell you how my mother died...


Me and my mother were sat in the hospital waiting for the results, I can't lose my mother I have already lost my father, I can't go through that pain again. The nurse walked out to me and my mother.

"I have the results back from the test and I am very sorry, it wasn't good news, you have cancer, and it is terminal," the nurse said. I just looked at her in shock.

"N-No you must have the wrong r-results." I whispered trying to take it all in, I looked over at my mother to see she was going to break down any time soon.

"No, I am sorry, they were the right results," the nurse told me. My mother broke down sobbing.

"W-We should g-go back home," my mother stuttered staring at the ground. I sat back for a minute and took it all in, my mother has cancer it is never going to get cured, she is going to die...


1 week later


Me and my mother were walking back, we have got to grips with her having cancer, when she does go, I am moving in with my boyfriend Aaron. I don't think mother will die soon though.

"You okay?" My mother asked, because I was awfully silent. I just nodded, we were coming up to the traffic lights, I pressed the button. I looked up to see mother was watching for the light to turn red and the man to turn green, it was amber then red, I could see a figure of a car looking like it couldn't or wouldn't stop. My mother walked across the road.

"NO MUM! THERE IS A CAR!" I yelled, a hint of desperation in my voice. What my mother did next was unexpected. She stopped halfway across the road where the car was going to.

"No, Tilly, it's fine, I'm ready, I was going to die soon, so I am ready to die now! I love you and always will!" She shouted. She was stood closing her eyes, waiting, waiting for the car, her arms were spread out like my mother was the cars target. She looked peaceful.

"I love you! Please no!" It was too late, the car came in contact with her, she rolled over the bonnet and hit the ground, and anybody that saw what happened could tell there was no chance she could live from that. I ran over to her and collapsed by her side.

"NO!" I yelled. I pulled my mother into a hug even though she wouldn't hug back, all the cars around had stopped.

"I'm a doctor, let me check her pulse?" I moved out of the way so he could check her pulse, he did and looked back up at me.

"I'm sorry, she died." He said. I broke down sobbing.

All I could think of what she said, 'I'm ready, I was going to die soon, so I am ready to die now! I love you and always will.'

I am Tilly McQueen I am 15 and today I saw my mother die.

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