Things Just Happen

This is a rant book, where I can just put on issues that I come across day by day, which'll help me, but hopefully you too :) x
*Warning* will contain swearing.


11. Angels

I was listening to Amelia by Tonight Alive. It's about the lead singer's best friend commiting suicide, so it's a warning now, if you don't like this topic then click away.


There are some lyrics in the chorus that get to me every time, but only today did I actually get a new thought about it out of nowhere.

"Wish you were here

But it's becoming clear

That Earth's just not the place

For an angel like you"


It got me thinking, angels are beautiful. They are better than humans. I don't know if anyone else has seen this, but I've seen the quote " 'Angels can fly', she said and jumped". She believed she was an angel. So whatever made her jump, deep down inside, no matter how much she told herself that the world didn't need her, she knew that she didn't need the world. She was too good for us.

Now, I mean that in the nicest way possible, I'm not making suicidal people look bad, but doesn't that mean that they know they are beautiful? I'm a smart person, and people think that's a great thing, but it means you grow up faster. You understand things younger. They all think that it's an amazing life, but because of all the things I said above, I wish more than they could ever imagine, more than anything, that I was just an average person. In a similar way, they keep telling themselves that they are not beautiful so that they can fit in, be average instead of superior. And when they can't take it anymore, when they finally realise that they can't keep pretending, they try to kill themselves telling themselves that everyone's better off without them, but really, they'd be better off going.

I'm not trying to be horrible here. If you are/have been suicidal, I apologise if this offended you. I'm surprised myself that I thought like this, even though I will never believe that about myself. So I do understand, honestly, if you find this offensive, but I just hope that this thought will keep you strong. You are always beautiful, no one can change that, and I think that deep down, further than anyone will ever see, further than even you will see, you know that you are beautiful.

Stay strong, and just hold on a little longer,

Vach xx

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