Wonderstruck

Do you ever just see a beautiful stranger? Not just a stranger that looks nice, but a really beautiful stranger who just captures you with the way they look and the way they act and makes you think about them at 2 am. A beautiful stranger that leaves you wonder struck and makes you somehow want to see them again and be with them forever yet at the same time, make you want to stay away from them so they remain this mysterious beautiful person that's in the world that would never hurt you.
I should have gone with the latter.

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Ethan's point of view

I came so close to hitting her. I know I shoved her and she shoved me but that was never going to actually hurt her. That wasn't an immediate reaction, I was just doing it because she did it to me. But I really came close to hitting her. I almost punched her hard around the face. I wanted to physically hurt her and I've never been more ashamed of myself. 

I don't really know what to do with myself now. She didn't storm out or anything. She just walked and that leaves me feeling really lost. I can't go to bed. I'll just lie there feeling horrible. I can't eat. I feel sick. I can't do anything else, everything seems so unimportant. I want to find her but I have no idea where she is and she doesn't want to see me anyway. I kind of don't want to see her either. This isn't like every other time though, I'm over it now. As soon as I realised that I may have really ruined things this time, every bit of anger was gone. I just know that if I see her face then I will feel so guilty all over again. 

I decide to give her a couple of days. That turns into a week. That turns into a fortnight. 

 

Rosy's point of view

I want him back in my life. We haven't spoken in two weeks and I know we were just both cooling down but we're done cooling down now. Now we're just too ashamed to face each other. Every day feels like a year. It's torture just waiting for him to send a message or call me but he never does. Of course I could make the first move, but I'm too embarrassed and somehow too proud at the same time. I'm so annoyed with myself. Even after it caused this problem, I'm still letting my ego get the better of me. Even though I know Ethan and I both owe each other an apology, my ego is telling me that he is the one in the wrong and that he should apologise. 

I miss seeing him happy with me. Memories of him laughing at what I say or kissing me because of how much he loves me feel like a world away. 

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