Let me love you *Completed*

Amanda Wilson is a battered, beaten down girl who's just about had enough. She just wants it to be over and it's about to be, until a new kid comes into town. Seth Monroe. He can't figure out what's wrong with her, why she won't open up, why she can't let him love her. Is Amanda to broken to open up?


19. Doing It

The next day, Seth was absent and I went through hell from those girls. Olivia wasn't in any of my classes, only my lunch period, so she didn't know anything. In gym the next thing I knew, I'm in there bathroom, gasping through my tears. I see a shiny blade sticking out of my gym bag and I lunge for it. I wipe the dried blood off on my P.E. shorts, and slice it across my wrist quickly. Stop. A voice says in the back of my mind as I continue cutting. Stop. You promised you wouldn't be that girl. But I couldn't stop. Cutting was my drug, my need to live. And I couldn't stop. I slice my wrists open and my thighs, dragging it down my forearm and at the base of my neck. When my high is done, I breathe hard and fast, staring at the mirror into my gray eyes that shone like stars. I clean off the blade and slip it into my bag again, pulling on my red sweatshirt and black and white tights to hide the fresh cuts. As I put my sneakers on and my hair in a bun, the bell rings and I dash out the door. I knew what I was going to do. And I had to do it quick before anyone stopped me.

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