Let me love you *Completed*

Amanda Wilson is a battered, beaten down girl who's just about had enough. She just wants it to be over and it's about to be, until a new kid comes into town. Seth Monroe. He can't figure out what's wrong with her, why she won't open up, why she can't let him love her. Is Amanda to broken to open up?


18. Blood

I felt empty after my father beat me, like the only things that were preventing me from killing myself were Seth and Olivia. It's not like I could run away. He said he'd kill me if I did. I blindly stumble down the hall and close the door to the bathroom. I couldn't cry. I was far past crying by now. I hadn't eaten anything for five days, and it was taking a toll on my body. The bones in my jaw were more prominent, and now I could count my rib cage and drag my finger down my spine. I missed the soft skin that used to cover my elbow. Now all i felt was hard bone. Then I realized something was in my palm. The kitchen knife. It was a shiny, spear kind of knife with a sharp blade. Before I know what I'm doing I sink the knife into my flesh and drag, relishing in the pain. Then I drop the knife, the blade dripping with my blood. I watch as the red liquid oozes out of the fresh cut on my forearm, mesmerized. I wanted to do it again, when something clicks into my brain. No. I immediately snap. No. You are not going to be that girl. You are going to fix your problems, and this is not how you do it. I drop the knife in the trash and bandage my arm before walking back to my room, shaken. I couldn't tell Seth what I'd just done. He'd never love me anymore. He'd think I'm some mutant freak. And I can't let Seth leave my life. I just couldn't.

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