Not so number one

Hi my name is Hannah and I get bullied, a lot. I'm still trying to understand why. I mean, I think I treat people right, and never bullied anyone else. Yet Harry and his friends seem to think it's cute or funny or what ever to bully me. I want them to stop hurting me. I want them to stop calling me names. I want them to stop embarrassing me. But mostly... I want them to stop avoiding an answer.


14. Chapter thirteen

Hannah's POV

The next morning I woke up in a comfortable bed, in a pretty pink room. I remembered where I was. I frowned, then smiled, then frowned again. The first time I frowned I remembered I was in Louise's house. I smiled because he said he was going to be nice to me from now on. Also, Mrs. Tomlinson was very nice to me. I frowned again because it was only a matter of time before they gave me up again. 

I sat there thinking about the dream again. I knew it was Harry well, in the dreams I had before last night it was Harry. Last night it was all the same stuff, first the beating then the kissing then the sex. But then, he started beating me again. He beat me and then went and kissed another girl right in front of me. Harry wouldn't do that to me, he wouldn't. Last night it wasn't Harry, or at least I hope it wasn't.

I pulled the covers off of me and stood up. I stretched my arms and yawned.  I walked over to the dresser and got my clothes for the day. I went into the bathroom across the hall and locked the door. I turned on the shower and let it warm up. I then stepped into the shower and let the warm water cover me. That made me relaxed and fell good. I got some shampoo out of the bottle and put it in my hair. I scrubbed my head and then rinsed it off. The bubbles slid off of my body and down the drain I then conditioned my hair and washed my body.

I stepped out of the shower and wrapped a towel around me. Then, I wrapped one around my hair so that it would dry faster. I dried off my body and put on my clothes. I then brushed my teeth and put on my make up. I left my hair to curly as it wanted to.

I then walked out of the bathroom into the hallway. Louis then walked out of his room

"Morning Louis." I said. He didn't respond.

"Louis, is something wrong?" I asked, again he didn't respond.

"Louis are you ok?"  I asked him. This time he turned to face me. He looked mad. Have I done something?

"What does it matter to you?" He said.

"What? Why wouldn't I care if my 'brother' was ok?" He walked up to me and smacked me in the face.

"Don't call me your brother. I would never want to be called your brother." He said. He walked down stairs. I was left confused and in pain. He hit me pretty hard, I guess that promise he made last night was just a joke. 

I felt tears rise in my eyes, from both pain and the fact that he lied to me. I thought I had gained a friend. I had been through quite a bit in just a few minutes. Louis hit me and told me he didn't want to be called my brother. Well, I guess I still have Harry.

I walked down stairs into the kitchen to get myself some breakfast. Unfortunately, Louis was in there doing the same thing. He looked at me with angry eyes. I looked away from him and went to the fridge to get the milk out. I got a bowl put some cereal and the milk in it. I was going to sit at the table in the room, but Louis was sitting there. He gave me a look that said I didn't want sit with him and if I did, I would regret it. 

I stood by the counter and ate my cereal. When I finished I put my bowl in the sink and walked upstairs to get my book bag. Louis got up from the table and followed me. I was a bit scared, I didn't know what he was going to do. One minute he was telling me he was never going to hit me again, and the next he smacked me in the face. I looked into the mirror in the bathroom when I got upstairs. The left side of my face was red from where he hit me.

I walked out of the bathroom and into my bedroom to get my book bag. I picked it up and left my room. Louis then walked out of his and made a dissuaded look at me. I walked up to him. 

"Why are so mad at me? Did I do something wrong?" I asked.

"What do you think?" He responded.

"What did I do?"

"You told my mom I bullied you, now I'm grounded for three months."

"I didn't know she was your mom, I found out when I walked in the front door."

"Ya, sure."

"Truly, I had no idea you lived here!" I yelled. Then he smacked me on my right cheek, pushed me on the ground and then kicked me in the stomach. 

"Don't ever yell at me or lie to me, ever." He said. "Now get your fat ass up, my mom is making me drive you to school."
I got off the floor and a tear slipped out of my eye. He looked at me again. He looked mad, angry, and irritated, but yet there was a bit of regret and sympathy tied into it all. His blue eyes shinned with all of those emotions. He turned away. He started to walk down the stairs, he noticed I didn't follow.

"Come on, let's go." He yelled.

I walked down the stairs with him. His mom was standing by the door. 

"Bye, have a good day at school." She said.

We walked out the door and into his car. The ride to school was long and awkward. I didn't say a word, he didn't say a word. It was very intense. We finally arrived at school and I was out of the car in seconds. I walked inside quickly.

Louise's POV

I felt bad for what I did to Hannah. I knew her other foster families had hit her, I didn't want to be like them. I wish I hadn't hurt her, now I bet she's scared of me and wants nothing to do with me. I was thinking about all of this in the car. I felt all this until I remembered why I did it. I was grounded because of her. 

Three whole months! I don't think she got enough she deserved. Today after school, She'll get the rest.

Hannah's POV

I went to my locker to get my stuff. After that I went to find Harry, which wasn't hard. I walked up to him so that I could talk to him.

"Hey Harry." I said, he didn't respond.


"What the hell do you want?"

"What, I thought you were done bullying me?"

"Well you thought wrong sweet heart."

"But, what about the......the kiss we had?" I said that in a whisper.

"Ha, that meant something to you?"

"Um ya, I thought everything you said was to apologize."

"God, you are stupid! It was a joke! I never meant any of it."

"So it wouldn't matter to you if I killed myself?"

"Not the slightest bit." He said in a heart beat. Then he walked away.

I was wrong. I didn't have Harry, once again I had no one. I knew what I had to do. I was gonna kill myself. I don't know when and where, but it will be soon.

Harry's POV

I walked into the school. I was hoping Hannah wouldn't come up to me and try to talk to me. If she did I was gonna have to bully her. But just mine and her luck, she walked up to me to talk to me.

"Hey Harry." She said.


"What the hell do you want?"

"What, I thought you were done bullying me?"

"Well you thought wrong sweet heart."

"But, what about the......the kiss we had?"

"Ha, that meant something to you?" It did to me.

"Um ya, I thought everything you said was to apologize."

"God, you are stupid! It was a joke! I never meant any of it." But I did I meant every word of it.

"So it wouldn't matter to you if I killed myself?"

 I had to just say I didn't care. If she thought I cared, it wouldn't be good. Besides, Louis is gonna be nice to her now so she has him to fall back on."Not the slightest bit." I said then walked away.

She just stood there, she looked like her heart had broken in two. I felt terrible, but I had to show her I didn't care (Even thought I do). So I grabbed the next girl that walked past me and kissed her. That girl just so happened to be my ex-girl friend and the biggest slut in school, Jasmine Kay. I pulled away from the kiss and shot a big smirk towards Hannah. This time she looked like she was about to cry. She ran off into the bathroom. 'Your a dick!' 

I looked beside me, Jasmine was still there. 

"Um....can I help you?"

"You just kissed me, doesn't that mean you wan to get back together?" She asked.

"Ya...I guess." She grabbed my hand and walked with me to first period. I sat down in my seat and she sat next to me. This was going to be a long day.

Hannah's POV

I ran into the bathroom without a second thought. I started to cry so I took off all my make-up because it would have come off from my tears anyway. I wasn't going to sit in the smelly bathroom for thirty minutes like I did yesterday. Right after I took off all of my make-up I ran to the back of the school.

I sat where I sat yesterday and looked at the trees. I thought about the dream again, it was Harry. Harry kissed another girl right in front of me after he bullied me today, just like in my dream. I felt really sleepy so I closed my eyes.


I woke up to a bell ringing. I sat up and realized I was still at school. I looked at the clock it was fifth period I really didn't want to go but had to. I got up and walked to class, I went and sat in my desk. Shit, I forgot Louis was in this class. He walked in and sat next to me. 

He didn't say a word to me the whole time. The bell rang and I stood up from my desk.  walked to the door and Louis got my attention. 

"Hey, Hannah."

"What Louis?"

"Harry wants to 'meet' with you after school today."

"Ok." Was all I said to him. I didn't care anymore.


I walked to the back of the school to 'meat' Harry. But when I got there Harry wasn't standing there...





















......Louis was.




'Great, I was counting on Harry to kill me.' 

"Louis, I thought Harry was gonna be here. Are you hear to watch?"

"No, I'm here to do the beating." He replied. "Shall we begin?" 

Before I answered he came at me by punching me. He punch, kicked, shoved, slapped...... there was lots of pain. 

"Just...........kill me...............already."


", please." 

"I-I would never do that. Um..... I gotta go." He said and ran off. He forgot his book bag. I know he keeps a blade in it. I crawled over to the bag and pulled out the blade. I took it and cut my wrist, deep. I cut it again and again and again. Then, I blacked out.


Harry's POV

I remembered yesterday Louis said he was gonna beat Hannah after school today. I wasn't sure if he still was or not. Hannah could have done something that pissed him off last night or this morning. The slightest thing will set him off.

After school ended I walked to my locker I got all the things I needed to do my homework. What, I my not make straight  A's but I try. I do my homework.  Anyway, I walked to the back of the school and Louis can running in like a mad man.

"What the hell is wrong with you?" I said.

"Hannah just asked me to kill her!" He said. My eyes went wide. 

"What did you do to her?!"

"Beat her like we usually do! I didn't you think you were serious when you said she was gonna kill herself."

"Who the hell jokes about that Lou?" My eyes got bigger. Hannah. Louis didn't have his book bag with him. He keeps a blade in there doesn't  he?

"Lou, don't you keep a blade in your book bag?" He nodded. I remember what Hannah said.  'You better hurry up and kill me before I beat you to it.' Louis got where I was going with this we ran to the back of the school and found Hannah..........























......passed out on the ground with a pool of her blood surrounding her.


I hope everyone enjoys the update!!!!! Another shout out to @EmilyRoses13 and @_Katherine10_ Love you guys!! Please leave me a comment to tell me what you think about the book!!! Bye! 

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