Not so number one

Hi my name is Hannah and I get bullied, a lot. I'm still trying to understand why. I mean, I think I treat people right, and never bullied anyone else. Yet Harry and his friends seem to think it's cute or funny or what ever to bully me. I want them to stop hurting me. I want them to stop calling me names. I want them to stop embarrassing me. But mostly... I want them to stop avoiding an answer.

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17. Chapter sixteen

Louise's POV

'Cancer.'

"Cancer?!"

"Ya." 'My sister might have cancer!' Oh my god! Well....... at least I didn't cause it. But now I'm ten times more worried than I was before. What are we going to do. I love Hannah and everything but right now the family is in a tough spot. I'm not sure if we would be able to afford the medications she would need to recover.

"Cancer." I said again.

"Yes, but the nurse said she might have cancer. She also said it could be many other things."

"But it was most likely cancer! Harry, if she has cancer, I don't think we will be able to afford her medication."

"Don't worry about that right now, for all we know, it might not even be cancer."

"Oh come Harry, lets be realistic here. How many times is it cancer when people are told that something they have is most likely cancer?"

"Most of the time."

"Ya, most of the time. What makes her any different? 9 times out of 10 there bodies are pretty healthy, but they end up getting cancer anyway." I was really upset by now. As positive as I was earlier, I can't hold back all the negativity that was working it's way inside of me. How am I suppose to stay positive now, my sister has cancer. Sure, it was one thing to be depressed and cut yourself..... well that's not good either, but cancer is a whole other story.

I walked back to Hannah's room. She was still asleep, but as I walked closer I noticed she was crying. I didn't know if I should wake her up or not so I just left her. I didn't want to see her cry again so I walked away. As I started to leave I herd a moan and then a squeaking sort of sound. I turned to see Hannah with her eyes wide open, a smile appeared on my face. I ran up to her, but she scooted away in fear. A frown soon replaced the smile.

"What's wrong?"

"Please, don't hurt me, please. I didn't mean to get you in trouble."

"Hannah, I'm not going to hurt you anymore. I promise, I will never hurt you again." I said.

"That's what you said last time, then the very next day you beat me up and made me want to commit suicide."

"Ya, I know and I'm sorry, I truly am. I just want my sister to be safe and love me as much as I love her." She then did a double take.

"Wait, sister? Sister as in sister, or sister as in foster sister?"

"Sister as in sister. Hannah, we adopted you." After I said that she shot up out of the bed in to my arms. She seemed to be just as happy as I was about it.

"You are serious right? This kind of thing is no joking matter."

"I'm dead serious. You are officially my sister, forever." She hugged me tighter, I hugged her tighter. At that moment I knew that we would always be by each others side and always be there for each other. We would be each others shoulder to cry on. She pulled away with a sad look on her face.

"What's wrong?"

"I feel terrible saying this but, I'm not sure I trust you Louis. I mean, you did promise me that you wouldn't hurt me again then the next day-"

"Ya I know, please don't say it again. It gives me a terrible feeling in my stomach. But I understand what your saying, it is completely understandable if you don't completely trust me yet. Or even if you don't for the next few months, but hopefully one day you will."

"Thanks Louis. I'm glad you understand." Because of all the excitement, I completely forgot about her cancer. My face fell when I remembered.

"Louis, are you alright?" Hannah asked me. I did not want to be the one who told her she had cancer. I'll let a nurse or doctor do that.

"Ya, perfectly fine." I lied.

"Ok, well, do you know when I get to leave the hospital?"

"No, I don't. Would you like me to go find out?"

"Yes, please."

I ran out of the room as fast as I could. I really didn't want to have to stay in there and lie to her and tell her that everything was ok when in reality, it was far from it.

Hannah's POV

I was falling. From where, I'm not sure. But as soon as I was about to hit the bottom, of whatever, someone cought me. He seemed really familiar but I couldn't put my finger on it.  I looked a little closer and realized it was Harry. He set me on my feet easily and looked into my eyes.

"Thanks."

"No problem."

His friend Louis walked up to me and punched me in the arm while his other friends Liam, Niall and Zayn watched. Harry let go of me and I started to fall again. I felt really unsafe at the moment.

"Haha, you thought I would actually be nice to you? Ya, keep dreaming." Harry said as I fell to where ever I was headed. Then I landed in a small room, it looked like the room I had before my parents gave me up. My parents then entered the room. They sat down like they did before they gave me up, sad and depressed.

"Honey, we need to talk." My mom said.

"What about?" I asked

"About...... our life style. Things aren't great right now." This is exactly like the conversation we had before they gave me up, wait. Was I reliving that terrible moment all over again?!

"And we are doing all we can but, it just isn't enough." My dad said.

"No." I whispered to myself.

"With me losing my job, you getting bullied, and you becoming depressed, things just aren't working out." He continued.

"No." I said a bit louder.

"Look sweety, we are running out of time and money. We just aren't able to provide food, water, and other expenses for three people and watch over you and pay the bills on time and work. It just can't all be done." My mother said

"NO!" I screamed.

"Hannah! What has gotten into you?" My mother asked.

"I can't, I can't relive this moment again! I just can't! It was hard enough losing the only people who loved me the first time, but I can't do this again!"

"Again? Hannah, what are you talking about? Look Hannah, I'm sorry but-"

"Don't say it." I whispered.

"We can't do this anymore."

"Don't, please, don't say it." I whispered again.

"Hannah, I'm sorry but, we are putting you in foster care. You will never see use again."

"NO!" I screamed.

  After I screamed, the world around me changed. I was in a house. I had been in this house before, it was my first foster house. The Keylands, they were my first foster family. Pretty mean, but not the worst. They all looked at my like I was crazy. They all walked up to me.

"What the hell do you want? We sent you away for a reason." Rick yelled at me. He was my first foster father.

"Ya, you God damn son of a bitch, we don't keep things that are sent from hell at our house." His daughter Katelyn said. She was the worst verbally.

Rick walked straight up to me and punched me in the jaw. Next thing I knew, every foster family I ever had, which was a lot, were all standing in a line. The line was to come up and smack me. Each family did so, when they got to the front, they smacked me. I would have run, but some how Santana tied me up so that I couldn't run. She held on to the ropes until everyone got there turn to smack me. Once everyone was finished, she smacked me last and the hardest.

"You will never be loved." She said to me. Then she left with the rest of them. I was left lying on the ground. Then some people walked up to me and picked me up off the ground.

"Don't worry your safe now." Louis said. I was happy someone came along who cared about me.

"Ya, your safe with us." Harry said. Then Liam, Niall, Zayn and Louise's mother appeared. They tried to comfort me and tell me I was in good hands and that I wouldn't be hurt anymore. I smiled at them. I went to hug Louis, he hugged me back, then pushed me away.

"What the hell are you doing, who said you could touch me?" He said.

He punched me then walked away and his mother followed. I walked up to Harry and he pushed me down.

"Fuck off, ho." He walked away as well.

I ran to Niall, then Zayn, then Liam and each one of them turned away. I was left alone in pain. I started to cry. I found a blade on the floor and picked it up, put it to my arm and.........

 

 

I woke up. Louis came rushing to my side, I scooted away from him.

"What's wrong?"

"Please, don't hurt me, please. I didn't mean to get you in trouble."

"Hannah, I'm not going to hurt you anymore. I promise, I will never hurt you again." He said.

"That's what you said last time, then the very next day you beat me up and made me want to commit suicide."

"Ya, I know and I'm sorry, I truly am. I just want my sister to be safe and love me as much as I love her."

"Wait, sister? Sister as in sister, or sister as in foster sister?"

"Sister as in sister. Hannah, we adopted you." It took me a second to process what he said, but then shot out of my bed to hug him. I was so happy. I finally, after three years, had a family.

"You are serious right? This kind of thing in no joking matter."

"I'm dead serious. You are officially my sister, forever." I tightened my grip on him.Then I remembered last night so I pulled away.

"What's wrong?"

"I feel terrible saying this but, I'm not sure I trust you Louis. I mean, you did promise me that you wouldn't hurt me again then the next day-"

"Ya I know, please don't say it again. It gives me a terrible feeling in my stomach. But I understand what your saying, it is completely understandable if you don't completely trust me yet. Or even if you don't for the next few months, but hopefully one day you will."

"Thanks Louis. I'm glad you understand." Then it was his turn for his face to fall.

"Louis, are you alright?"

"Ya, perfectly fine."

"Ok, well, do you know when I get to leave the hospital?"

"No, I don't. Would you like me to go find out?"

"Yes, please." Everything was alright, for a change. I was feeling better about myself now that I had a friend, I have a family who loves me and life was just simply.......... more simple. Everything was good, everything was wonderful, life couldn't have been more perfect.

An

I hope everyone likes the chapter. BTW, if you didn't catch on, the part before she says she woke up was a dream. Bye.

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