Not so number one

Hi my name is Hannah and I get bullied, a lot. I'm still trying to understand why. I mean, I think I treat people right, and never bullied anyone else. Yet Harry and his friends seem to think it's cute or funny or what ever to bully me. I want them to stop hurting me. I want them to stop calling me names. I want them to stop embarrassing me. But mostly... I want them to stop avoiding an answer.

14Likes
31Comments
3100Views
AA

18. Chapter seventeen

Louise's POV

I went out of Hanna's room and just started to walk around the hospital. I would have told her about the cancer, but one I didn't want to put her in a bad mood and two I didn't want to be the one to tell her. In her mind everything probably seemed to be falling into place, I could see way she was in a good mood. She finally got someone to adopt her, I was going to stop bullying her (that probably took a lot of stress off of her shoulder) and with Harry being my friend, hopefully he would stop bullying her too. I still don't know why he bullies her in the first place, he's the one with the crush on her.

I walked around until I found Harry, sitting on the floor crying. Not really crying, just letting a few stray tears slip out of his eyes every now and then. I sat down next to him so we could talk. He didn't look at me. He didn't even acknowledge that I was there. He just starred off into space, letting the tears slid down his face.

"She woke up a few minutes ago, if you want to go see her-"

"Maybe in a minute." He cut me off. Now I was going to have be the positive person I was earlier so he wouldn't fall apart.

"Look, dude don't listen to what I said earlier. I was wrong, she's going to be fine."

"No, Lou, you were right. She has cancer, I'm just going to have to face it now. I can't keep pretending everything is fine when it isn't because one day I would have to realize it's not. I would need to take my head out of the clouds and wake up from my fairy tale, and face reality. I might as well do it now, before it hurts me too bad." He stood up from where he was sitting and walked away.

Hannah's POV

I was sitting in my bed thinking about how wonderful life is now. 'I have a family, I have a family. I, Hannah Perish, finally have a family. And on top of that, Louis is going to stop bullying me! Maybe he can convince Harry to stop also. Speaking of Louis, where is he? He left about twenty minutes ago to ask a nurse when I get to leave the hospital.' Right as I was thinking about it, the door opened. But it was only Harry, wait Harry?

"Um.... wheres Louis?" I asked.

"Down the hall, why?"

"He said he was going to ask the nurse when I get to leave, but he hasn't come back with an answer. Anyway, I'm not trying to be rude or anything but, why are you here?"

"I came to see how you were feeling." What? Why would he come to see how I was feeling? I gave him a confused look.

"I will never understand you Harry Styles." I said.

"What do you mean?"

"I will never understand what goes on in your head."

"Ok, why do you say that? Is it weird for me to be here, to see how you are feeling?"

"Yes Harry, it is."

"What do you mean 'you will never be able to understand me?'"

"I mean, I will never know what you want with me. One day you kiss me and run away, then the next day you bully me."

"Well, I mean I was scared-"

"Then," I continued, cutting him off cause I really didn't care what he said. "When I show up at Louise's house we kiss again and talk to each other and the next day what do you do? Bully me and kiss your ex girlfriend right in front of me. You expect me to just be ok with showing up here? Not wonder why you came? I thought you liked to see me in pain, is that why you came? So I could amuse you some more?"

"No, I would never-"

"You would never what? Put me in pain? Enjoy my pain? Because you do both of those things everyday."

"Ya, but I have a reason-"

"You have a reason?" By now I was yelling. "You have a reason to bully me?"

"Yes I do actually." He was yelling also.

"Well than I would like to hear this reason of yours."

"I can't tell you, I'm sorry, but I can't."

"Than how an I suppose to believe you Harry? How can I believe you if you can't give me a reason?"
"I'm sorry. I would tell you but I can't!"

"Leave! Get out!" He stood there for a minute with a shocked look on his face. I was tired of his crap. "I said leave! Harry I don't want you hear."

"Fine throw me out, it doesn't change anything."

"What's that suppose to mean?"

"It doesn't change the fact that I can't stop bullying you. It doesn't matter what anyone says, I have to."

"Harry I'm done. I don't want to talk to you anymore. Leave!"

"Fine, I'll leave. But by the way, you see that bum on your arm?"

"Ya."

"It's cancer."

"W-what? I-I have-"

"Bye." He said and walked out. He left me sitting there, wondering if what he said was true. Could it really be cancer? I sat there and started to cry. I thought everything was coming together, I was wrong. Maybe I'm not meant to have a happy life, there always seemed to be something bad going on in my life. First the bullying, then the no family, now the cancer.

Harry's POV

I walked away from the conversation I had with Louis. I dried my eyes and walked into Hannah's room. She looked up at me and had a confused look.

"Um.... wheres Louis?" She asked.

"Down the hall, why?"

"He said he was going to ask the nurse when I get to leave, but he hasn't come back with an answer. Anyway, I'm not trying to be rude or anything but, why are you here?"

"I came to see how you were feeling." Again, she had a confused look on her face.

"I will never understand you Harry Styles."

"What do you mean?"

"I will never understand what goes on in your head."

"Ok, why do you say that? Is it weird for me to be here, to see how you are feeling?"

"Yes Harry,it is."

"What do you mean 'you will never be able to understand me?"

"I mean, I will never know what you want with me. One day you kiss me ad run away, then the next day you bully me."

"Well, I mean I was scared-"

"Then, when I show up at Louise's house we kiss and talk to each other and the next day what do you do? Bully me and kiss your ex girlfriend right in front of me. You expect me to just be ok with showing up her? Not wonder why you came? I thought you liked to see me in pain, is that why you came? So I could amuse you some more?"

"No, I would never-"

"You would never what? Put me in pain? Enjoy my pain? Because you do both of those things everyday."

"Ya, but I have a reason-"

"You have a reason?" By now she was yelling. "You have a reason to bully me?"

"Yes  do actually." I also began to yell.

"Well than I would like to hear this reason of yours."

"I can't tell you, I'm sorry, but I can't."

"Than how an I suppose to believe you Harry? How can I believe you if you can't give me a reason?"
"I'm sorry. I would tell you but I can't!"

"Leave! Get out!" I didn't move so she yelled at me again. "I said leave! Harry I don't want you hear."

"Fine throw me out, it doesn't change anything." I said. I was a little mad at her. She doesn't know why I bullied her, she can't yell at me. Well.... maybe she can, but still.

"What's that suppose to mean?"

"It doesn't change the fact that I can't stop bullying you. It doesn't matter what anyone says, I have to."

"Harry I'm done. I don't want to talk to you anymore. Leave!"

"Fine, I'll leave. But by the way, you see that bum on your arm?"

"Ya."

"It's cancer."

"W-what? I-I have-"

"Bye." I said and walked out of the room. I felt kind of bad for telling her that and just leaving, but she didn't want me here. I stared to walk down the hall so I could leave the hospital until I bumped into Louis.

"Where are you going and why do you look so mad?"

"I just had fight with Hannah."

"Wow, your not even dating yet and you are already having fights."

"Shut up." I snapped back.

"Sorry, just trying to lighten the mood. What were you fighting about?"

"She said she couldn't figure me out. One minute I was kissing her the next I was bullying her."

"Well, come on. That is a bit odd."

"Ya but I have a reason to bully her."

"I would hope it's a pretty good reason if your going to continue to bully my sister." I could tell by the way he was raising his voice he was starting to get mad as well. He was also starting to get protective of Hannah.

"Ya, I'm going to keep on bullying her."

"Then what's your 'great' reason Harry? Why are you going to keep bullying her?" He started to yell at me.

"You think I want to? I wish I could stop bullying her. Every fucking day I wish I didn't, but I have to." I yelled.

"Then why? Why do you have to bully her?!"

"Because I get paid!"

"What?" He whispered.

"Ya, I get paid to bully Hannah."

"By who?''

"Her parents."

Join MovellasFind out what all the buzz is about. Join now to start sharing your creativity and passion
Loading ...