Not so number one

Hi my name is Hannah and I get bullied, a lot. I'm still trying to understand why. I mean, I think I treat people right, and never bullied anyone else. Yet Harry and his friends seem to think it's cute or funny or what ever to bully me. I want them to stop hurting me. I want them to stop calling me names. I want them to stop embarrassing me. But mostly... I want them to stop avoiding an answer.

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20. Chapter nineteen

Louise's POV

I woke up the next morning in an unfamiliar room. I looked down to see Hannah sleeping on my chest and she still looked like she was crying. A tear slipped out of her eye, she was crying in her sleep. She started to make noises in her sleep.

"No, I can't." She whispered. "I c-can't, I just can't." She said.

"Hannah, Hannah, wake up." She must have been having a dream about her cancer. I lightly shook her awake. She woke up instantly and looked at me with worried eyes.

"Louis! I can't do it! I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't. I-I can't die." She cried out. She cried so hard her face turned red as soon as she started. I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her close to me.

"Shhhh, It's ok. Everything's going to be ok. It's alright. You won't die."

"Yes I am Louis. I am and I don't want to." She whispered.

"Don't worry, it will all be ok. Shhhhhh, it'll be ok." I said to her and she suddenly fell back asleep. I guess the dream was so over whelming for her, so she fell back asleep. The nurse walked in soon after and looked at me confused.

"I'm her brother." I said.

"Oh ok. Would you mind leaving the room for a few minutes, I need to run a few test to see how she's doing." I got out of the bed and went into the hallway. I still wasn't fully awake so I sat in one of the chairs and fell back asleep. I was woken back up by the nurse who ran the tests on Hannah.

"Can you come into the room please? I need to talk to you and Hannah about a few things."

"Uh, ya, sure." I got back up and walked back into the room.

"Louis." Hannah motioned me to her bed so that I could sit with her.

"Yes well, have a seat please." I sat in the bed next to Hannah, she was so nervous she was shacking.

"Ok, about the lump in Hannah's arm, we still aren't quite sure what it is."

"Wait, so there's a possibility I don't have cancer?"

"A slight possibility. We are going to need to run a few more tests. We don't want to overwhelm you with them so we will give the rest to you tomorrow."

"Ok, thank you."

"Um, one more thing. We think that the lump could be something that would require surgery. It would not need it right away but it would need to happen soon. So if we find out that that's  what it is, do you want us to do the surgery right away?"

"Ya that would be ok, so I might not have cancer, right?"

"Right, but don't get your hopes up, we still aren't sure. I'll leave you all to talk." She left the room and Hannah had a smile on her face.

"What are you so happy about?"

"Didn't you here her? I might not have cancer!"

"She did say might and she said not to get your hopes up. You might have cancer, please, don't put all your hope into that. If you do have cancer, I don't want you to be crushed. So, don't put all your faith into it the slight possibility."

"Louis, don't be a downer, have some faith. I know there's not much of a possibility but we need to have some hope, ok?"

"Ya, alright."

I lied down in the bed with Hannah and started to fall back asleep. I was thinking about the fact that Hannah might not have cancer. If she didn't, then everything would be ok. If she didn't everything would be normal. I didn't want to get my own hopes up so I stopped think about it and decided to go to sleep. Right before I fell asleep my mom walked into the room.

"Hannah, oh my God are you alright?"

"Ya I'm fine."

"Hi mom."

"Hi Louis, um Harry called this morning and said he needed to talk to you. He said it needed to be in person, it must be pretty important."

'What does he need to say to me?' I thought. Then I remembered He was going to tell me about Hannah's parents

"Uh, ya it is important so I better get going. I'll see you later, bye Hannah."

I walked out of the hospital and got into my car to drive to Harry's house. Once my mom told me Harry needed to talk to me about something important, I started to think about Hannah's parents. I started to wonder why they would do that. I thought her parents put her in foster care because she was bullied. It just didn't make since to me. I arrived at Harry's house and got out of my car. I walked up to the door and waited for someone to answer. The door opened, I was pulled into the house then pushed into Harry's room.

"Dude what was that for?"

"I just want to tell you and get I over with. I don't want anyone to over hear it."

"Who's going to here it, your mom?"

"She might, if she does word will get out to other people and then I'll be in huge trouble."

"Ok, go ahead and tell me."

"Alright, I started the day I asked Hannah out. I had forgotten she had a boyfriend so I asked her out and she said no. That was the first time a girl had said no when I asked them out. I got so mad that  right after she said no I ran off to go punch something. That day I walked home from school because my mom couldn't get off work to pick me up. While I was walking I ran into Hannah's parents, she rode the bus so she wasn't with them. I guess Hannah had talked to them about me because they knew who I was so they asked to talk to me.They said that Hannah wasn't becoming what they wanted her to be, so they were going to get rid of her. They didn't want it to seem like they didn't love her so they asked me to bully her. I didn't say yes automatically, they tried to bribe me with things. They finally said they would pay me fifty dollars a day if I bullied her. My family was in a tough spot at the time. I needed the money and I was still a little mad at Hannah, so I said yes. After a few days I felt terrible about what I was doing to her so I told her parents I didn't want to do it anymore. They said I had to keep bullying her or they would report me to the police because I was abusing a person. They wanted to keep it going so they can send her away. Even after they got rid of her, I guess they wanted to make sure they never got her back, so they made me bully her and are still making me bully her."

"Why would they do that? What do you mean she wasn't what they wanted her to be?"

"When they got her they thought she would be this perfect child,  guess she wasn't."

"Her parents wanted her to be perfect and when she had a slight mess up they didn't want her?"

"I guess so."

"How do they know you still bully her?"

"I have to report to them what I did."

"Can't you just lie?"

"No, they checkup on her to make sure I doing what I say I'm doing."

"What was wrong with them?"

"They had a lot of drug and drinking issues."

"What do you mean when they got her?"

"Um, well....."

"Wait, where they even her real parents?"

"No, they weren't. I wasn't suppose to tell anyone that either."

"Well it's good to know, um, I need to get back to Hannah."

I went back to the hospital and couldn't believe what I had just heard. Who treats people like that? Why would anyone think that? I can't believe they weren't even her real parents. What happened to her real parents? Why wasn't she with them? There was so many questions I probably wouldn't get answered. I walked back into that hospital and went to her room. I walked into her room to see her crying. 'It's cancer isn't it.'

Hannah's POV

After the nurse told me I might not have cancer, I overwhelmed with happiness. There was still a possibility I could live. I was thinking about that for a long time until Louise's mom walked into the room.

"Hannah, oh my God are you alright?" She asked me.

"Ya I'm fine." I said.

"Hi mom." Louis said to her.

"Hi Louis, um Harry called this morning and said he needed to talk to you. He said it needed to be in person, it must be pretty important."

I wonder what Harry needed to say to him.

"Uh, ya it is important so I better get going. I'll see you later, bye Hannah." After Louis left his mom started to ask me questions.

"So, why are you in the hospital?"

"Oh, um, well, I was  not being careful and got run over."

"Hannah, I know that's a lied. What happened?''

"I wanted to end my life. I was tired of living with all the hate. I felt that no one loved me, I felt that no one wanted me, I felt like I had no purpose. I didn't know you were going to adopt me. I understand if you don't want me anymore."

"Why on earth would I not want me anymore? Hannah you are apart of the family, I would never ever, give you up. I need to head to work so call Louis to see if he will come be here with you for awhile, ok?" I called Louis and he picked up immediately.

"Dude what was that for?"

"Louis, um, will you come to the hospital? Your mom is leaving and sh wants someone to be here with me."

"I just want to tell you and get I over with. I don't want anyone to over hear it." Harry said. 'I guess he is still at Harry's'

"Who's going to here it, your mom?"

"She might, if she does word will get out to other people and then I'll be in huge trouble."

'What are they talking about?' I decided to listen in on there conversation.

"Is he coming?" Louise's mom asked.

"Um, ya."

"Ok, then I'll see you later. Bye."

"Ok, go ahead and tell me." Louis said to Harry.

"Alright, I started the day I asked Hannah out. I had forgotten she had a boyfriend so I asked her out and she said no. That was the first time a girl had said no when I asked them out. I got so mad that  right after she said no I ran off to go punch something. That day I walked home from school because my mom couldn't get off work to pick me up. While I was walking I ran into Hannah's parents, she rode the bus so she wasn't with them. I guess Hannah had talked to them about me because they knew who I was so they asked to talk to me.They said that Hannah wasn't becoming what they wanted her to be, so they were going to get rid of her. They didn't want it to seem like they didn't love her so they asked me to bully her. I didn't say yes automatically, they tried to bribe me with things. They finally said they would pay me fifty dollars a day if I bullied her. My family was in a tough spot at the time. I needed the money and I was still a little mad at Hannah, so I said yes. After a few days I felt terrible about what I was doing to her so I told her parents I didn't want to do it anymore. They said I had to keep bullying her or they would report me to the police because I was abusing a person. They wanted to keep it going so they can send her away. Even after they got rid of her, I guess they wanted to make sure they never got her back, so they made me bully her and are still making me bully her."

"Why would they do that? What do you mean she wasn't what they wanted her to be?"

"When they got her they thought she would be this perfect child,  guess she wasn't."

"Her parents wanted her to be perfect and when she had a slight mess up they didn't want her?"

"I guess so."

"How do they know you still bully her?"

"I have to report to them what I did."

"Can't you just lie?"

"No, they checkup on her to make sure I doing what I say I'm doing."

"What was wrong with them?"

"They had a lot of drug and drinking issues."

"What do you mean when they got her?"

"Um, well....."

"Wait, where they even her real parents?"

"No, they weren't. I wasn't suppose to tell anyone that either."

"Well it's good to know, um, I need to get back to Hannah." After Louis said that I hung up the phone and started to cry. 'I can't believe this, I wasn't even good enough for my parents. They weren't even my real parents. What happened to my real parents?'

I cried and cried until Louis walked in. He saw me crying and rushed to my side.

"What happened? Did they tell you it was cancer?"

"No, I heard everything. Everything about my parents."

AN

Hey everyone! It's finally summer time, so that means I will be updating a lot more! I might also be starting my other movella 'Finally found'. Thank you to all of the people who gave me over 200 reads on this movella. I hope everyone enjoys the chapter. Please comment and tell me what you think about the book. Bye!

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