Not so number one

Hi my name is Hannah and I get bullied, a lot. I'm still trying to understand why. I mean, I think I treat people right, and never bullied anyone else. Yet Harry and his friends seem to think it's cute or funny or what ever to bully me. I want them to stop hurting me. I want them to stop calling me names. I want them to stop embarrassing me. But mostly... I want them to stop avoiding an answer.


6. Chapter five

Harry's POV

As soon as the bell rang I went to the back of the school. I really didn't want to do this. I hate hurting her, but I had too, for more than one reason. One being that Louis said he was going to be here to watch, the other... well, I don't like to talk about the other reason. I had to think of a plan so that I didn't hurt her too much. 'Well I Can't do that. Or I might be able to...... no that's stupid. Oh I'll just go easy on her... no I can't do that either! Louis will know I'm faking.'

I couldn't think of an idea, so I started to passe back and forth. I saw her out of the corner in my eye and I instantly got butterflies. I then remembered that Louis told me that if he wasn't there with in fifteen minutes, I should go on and start. He said he would have just gone home if he wasn't there by then. 'Maybe I can bye myself sometime.' I thought. Even if I don't beat her I still had to play the part so I turned towards her and put a big smirk on my face.

"Well I see you showed up, good. You haven't forgotten like last week." I said, in a cocky attitude.

"Nope, not this time."

'God she looks beautiful.'

"I hope you don't forget again. Next time I won't let you off so easy." I said

'Good, Harry keep that small talk going, then maybe you won't have to beat her.'

"You were letting me off easy!? That was easy to you. You are a total-" She stopped talking when I gave her a look that said 'Do you really want to finish that sentence?'

I looked at my phone for a second to see what time it was. 'Good Harry, you have managed to waste five minutes.'

"Sorry, I shouldn't have said that." She apologized

I wanted to walk up to her and hug her and say ' You shouldn't be sorry because your right! What ever was going to come out of your mouth was probably right.'

But instead I said "You should be, God I let you off the hook with only a little extra beating, and you say that to me. Bitch."

"Look, I said sorry, ok."

"Well, sorry isn't good enough."

"What are you going to do to me?" She asked in a sad, scared voice.

"Well.... I haven't decided just yet. Give me a minute to think would you!" I yelled at her.

"Ok, sorry, please, just don't hurt me too bad, please."

I really didn't want to hurt her, she seemed so scared of me. Who could blame her, I beat her almost everyday. I hate it, I hate it so much. For once I want to be the one to catch her tears instead of make them fall. But as you can see that's never going to happen.

"I'll do what I want. Now just let me think!" I said.

I wasted a good seven minutes walking around pretending to think of what I was going to do with her. I was still 'thinking' until she interrupted my thoughts.

"Um, Harry. Sorry for interrupting you but if your going to do something to me, can you please just do it. I really need to get home."

"Will you just let me think."

'Only three minutes left.'

"Sorry, but I need to get home. Do what ever you want but if I don't get home soon my foster mom is going to beat me."

"And I care because?"

She looked really hurt after I said that.

"Do you have a heart at all, Harry. Do you even have the smallest piece of a heart inside of you?" She asked.

I felt terrible after she asked me that I wanted to hug her. Tell her that I do have a heart, and that it beats for her.

"I'm not sure, but what would it matter anyway?"

"Why do you do this to me? Why do you treat me like you do?"

'Two minutes.'

"Because I feel like it." I said.

"No Harry, that can't be true. One day you ask me out and the very next day you to decide to bully me. You can't tell me you bullied me then and for the last three years just because you 'felt like it'.

She was right, but I could never tell her that.

"I do what ever I want when I want."

"Harry that's not an answer! That isn't an answer to why you bully me."

"Why do you even want an answer?"

'One minute.'

"I have a right to know! I have a right to know why I was bullied these past three years! I have the right to know why one day I was popular and then the very next day I was treated like shit!"

At this point she had a few tears slowly run down her face. I felt terrible. I wanted to rush to her and wipe away her tears for her. Tell her how much I cared for her.

"Look, things change,ok?"

 "Ya things do change. But not over night like that, Harry. I mean if you went to school with people for eight years and they were all you friends and then one day they decide they don't want to be your friend anymore. They decide to bully you instead of being your friend. It doesn't happen just like that Harry."

I stood there silently. I looked down at my feet and didn't say a word.

"What do you have to say about that Harry, huh? What do you have to say?"

"I... I don't know."

"Ya that's what I thought."

"And what is that suppose to mean?"

"That I'm right, you have no heart Harry Styles! You are full of hate, and at this point in my life so am I! I hate you Harry. Thanks to you I will never know what love is or what it feels like to be loved."

I walk up to her to tell her something but she smacked me in the face. 'Man,this girl has an arm.'

"And you know what Harry, I don't care anymore. Do what ever the hell you want to me. I don't give a-" Right as she was about to finish time was up, it had been fifteen minutes. 

"-shit. so you know what I'll just go do what you have wanted me to do for a long time. I'll save you the trouble and kill myself for you. You would have done-"

And with that I interrupted her...





















...with a kiss.



Hey I hope you have enjoyed the book so far. I am really getting into my movella so I might just be updating every day. But of course there will probably be some days I won't be able to update so don't be disappointed if I don't and sorry for the shorter chapter.  Well that's all I have for now so bye.

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