Not so number one

Hi my name is Hannah and I get bullied, a lot. I'm still trying to understand why. I mean, I think I treat people right, and never bullied anyone else. Yet Harry and his friends seem to think it's cute or funny or what ever to bully me. I want them to stop hurting me. I want them to stop calling me names. I want them to stop embarrassing me. But mostly... I want them to stop avoiding an answer.

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16. Chapter fifteen

Harry's POV

When we got there we walked in the door and saw......... Hannah, hooked up to at least four different machines. I almost broke down right then and there. We walked up next to her bed, she had bandages wrapped around both of her arms. She wasn't conscious, but she seemed to acknowledge that we were in the room. She twitched when we stood by her bed. I put her hand in mine and stated to cry.

"She will be ok, mate." Louis said. I didn't respond. I didn't feel like talking, only thinking. I was of course thinking about Hannah. It seemed that only yesterday we shared our second kiss, which it was only yesterday. In less than twenty four hours everything changed. One day she was happy with friends who loved her, the next she was cutting herself and put in the hospital.

"Harry, are you alright?" I started to think about why we were here. 'Just before hand Louis had been bullying her. She told him to kill her and he ran........ when he ran she tried to herself.'

"Harry, hello, dude answer me." 'If Louis hadn't run inside she wouldn't have cut herself. If Louis hadn't bullied her, we wouldn't be here. If Louis hadn't done any of that, she would be safe.'

"Harry, what the hell? Talk to me!" I realized it was his fault, it was all his fault. He is the reason she cut herself, he is the reason she's hurt.

"It's all your fault." I said in a whisper.

"What?"

"I said, it's all your fault. You bullied her and made her want cut herself after school."

"Well, I-"

"And, you ran away after she told you to kill her. How will you live with yourself, it's all your fault. If you had stayed she wouldn't have gotten to the blade in your book bag and cut herself."

"Hey now, I'm not they only one who bullied her. You certainly had your fair share in that! I won't take all the blame for this!"

"Yes, but you, your the one who took it too far. You beat her up after school, she told YOU to kill her not me!"

"Bull shit! She told you like, two days ago to kill her."

"But I wasn't beating her up, I didn't make her try to commit suicide. You are the reason the Love of my life is in this stupid hospital! It's all your fucking fault!" At that I ran towards him with full speed. I hit him so hard he landed on the floor, it took him a minute to get back up. When he did, I punched him in the stomach. He lent over in pain, then stood straight and punched me in the jaw. I fell over and hit the floor. He then kicked me in the stomach. I pulled his legs out from under him and from then on it was a full out battle.

A nurse finally came in and saw us fighting and told us to break it up. Us being boys, we didn't. She then threatened to throw us out of the room if we didn't stop. So, as much as I didn't want to, I stopped. I wasn't about to leave her, I was going to stick by her side. Even if it meant I had to turn myself into............them. Those horrible people who made me bully her......

The nurse was over on the other side of Hannah. She was looking at her and observing the state she was in. At that moment Louise's phone rang, so he walked out of the room to answer it. I noticed there was some swelling on Hannah's right arm, it didn't look too good.

"Um, excuse me? I'm not a doctor or anything but I don't think that much swelling is normal on a human arm." The nurse looked at it and her face went white. 'That can't be good.'

"N-no it's n-not. Um I need you t-t-to leave for a bit, ok?"

"Ok........" I walked out of the room.

"Ya........Ok.......Yes.....mom, ya I'll............ Ya I'll do that............Don't worry, I wont." Louis said into the phone then hung up.

"What are you doing out here?" He asked in a snotty voice.

"The nurse asked me to leave. I found something on her arm that didn't look too good. I told the nurse and she asked me to leave."

"Oh, goody, Harry is here to save the day."

"What's that suppose to mean?"

"Nothing, absolutely nothing."

"Louis, will you get over yourself. For Pete's sake, you sister is in the hospital! Can you care for someone other than yourself for more then two seconds!"

"Hell, Harry. I have cared about someone other than myself ever since I walked through the damn doors of the hospital! When we got here I was consistently watching over you to make sure you didn't go crazy or have a break down. And when we went into her room all I could do is think about Hannah! Why do you think I was being so defensive when were talking in there! Dude, I KNOW it's my fault. I know we are here because of me. I know she wouldn't be here if I didn't bully her! And to answer your question, there is no way in heaven or in hell that I'm going to be able to live with myself. I'm NEVER going to get over this. If I told my mom, she wouldn't even be able to look at me if she knew I was the reason Hannah is in this condition. So there Harry, now you know that Louis Tomlinson does have feelings." Once he finished his little speech, he walked away.

Louise's POV

After the nurse broke up Harry and I, my phone rang. I walked out of the room to answer it.

"Hello."

"LOUIS! Where are you and Hannah?!"

"Oh....um....well....the hospital?"

"What?! Why are you at the hospital?"

"Look mom I'll give you all the details later, but Hannah's hurt right now."

"Louis, you need to look after her-"

"Ya-"

"And make sure that she ends up alright, ok?"

"Ok."

"You need to make sure-"

"Yes-"

"nothing happens to her."

"mom, ya I'll-"

''Louis, you need to be responsible."

"Ya, I'll do that."

"And don't leave until she leaves, unless she has to stay over night. Ok?"

"Don't worry, I won't" After I finished talking to my mom, Harry walked out of the room.

"What are you doing out here?"

"The nurse asked me to leave. I found something on her arm that didn't look too good. I told the nurse and she asked me to leave." He said.

"Oh, goody, Harry is here to save the day." I replied in a sarcastic voice.

"What's that suppose to mean?"

"Nothing, absolutely nothing."

"Louis, will you get over yourself. For Pete's sake, you sister is in the hospital! Can you care for someone other than yourself for more then two seconds!"

"Hell, Harry. I have cared about someone other than myself ever since I walked through the damn doors of the hospital! When we got here I was consistently watching over you to make sure you didn't go crazy or have a break down. And when we went into her room all I could do is think about Hannah! Why do you think I was being so defensive when were talking in there! Dude, I KNOW it's my fault. I know we are here because of me. I know she wouldn't be here if I didn't bully her! And to answer your question, there is no way in heaven or in hell that I'm going to be able to live with my self. I'm NEVER going to get over this. If I told my mom, she wouldn't even be able to look at me if she knew I was the reason Hannah is in this condition. So there Harry, now you know that Louis Tomlinson does have feelings."

I walked off when I finished yelling at Harry. I walked down the hallways making twists and turns until I had no idea where I was. 'I'll find my way back eventually.' I started to make my way back, as I walked it really hit me. It was all my fault. Everything Harry said was right. Ya sure I knew it was my fault, but it really hit me, right then and there. Their was no one else to blame,  it was all me. How am I going to live with myself?

I continued to walk down the hallways, until I heard Harry calling my name.

"Louis.... come here, Hannah." He was running and out of breath. I ran up to him.

"What about her."

"The doctors are running test and one of the nurses said that she isn't doing so well."

"How bad is she?"

"I don't know, but you know that swollen part of her arm I found?"

"Ya."

"Well the nurses said it could be a lot of things, but most likely it was......

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

......Cancer.

AN

Hey, I hope everyone enjoys the new chapter! Sorry I haven't been posting lately, I have been supper busy and sorry for the short chapter. Anyway, I probably wont be able to update again until Monday. I make no promises on an update tomorrow, but we will see. Bye for now!

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