Stole My Heart

The pain I felt that day I ran away still pondered my mind. Did I make the right decision? Did I have to leave to make sure Niall was mine? He promised never to let her take him. So why didn't I believe him?
The pain I felt lying on the park bench. In the cold. Feeling unwanted, unloved and lonely. Why didn't I go home?
So many questions were needing to be answered, but I couldn't answer them. They were questions to stay unanswered. For I didn't have an answer. I was so confused of all the past events. Meeting Niall had led me to a life of pain and misery. And look where we are now. In a room full of pain and misery!

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44. "no, i-i'm fine"

"You know!" I tried my best to control my anger remembering we were in a hospital. He stood there and scratched his neck anxiously. I give up! My body seemed to move in slow motion as I began to falter towards the wooden door that had been haunting me for days. I ignored the nurses demands to let him rest and took a deep breath and did something I had been waiting to do for a while. I opened the door.

 

My ears filled with beeping noises from many machines surrounding him. I blinked rapidly to stop the tears forming in my eyes. I looked around the room. It seemed darker and gloomier then before. My mind flashed back to the endless days and nights sitting in the hard chair in front of me, starring, waiting for movement anything at all to assure me he was ok. All that mattered then was for him to be okay, but now I wanted him awake more then anything, he needed to know that I knew.

 

I continued scanning the room with my eyes before they stumbled across what I was looking for. His eyes widened at the sight of me. i bet I looked a right state, I hadn't slept in days. Using his fingers he combed his hair out of his eyes and his smile grew. I couldn't stand here any longer. I needed him.

 

I raced forward and wrapped my arms around his neck holding him tight. The yelling could wait. He wrapped his arms firmly around my waist. I'd been needed this for so long.

 

"Miss me?" He laughed and I instantly pulled away from the hug remembering why I came in here. He leant forward and to kiss me but as his lips brushed mine I pulled away. 

 

"What's wrong?" He asked a little hurt and shocked by my actions. I ignored him as I knew I would instantly feel bad if I let him get to me. I walked around the bed and sat on the chair which had been where I sat for quite sometime now. I sighed and put my face in my hands frustratingly holding back my tears. I blinked away the fading image in my mind both from my dream and back at my house. Time to be brave Harriet.

 

"I went home" I put on a fake smile and he instantly lit up like I'd overcome a fear or something. 

 

"Really?! What made you?" He crossed his arms over his chest getting intrigued to know the answers to the questions pondering his mind.

 

"Harry" I took a deep breath using everything I could to stop myself from screaming at him.

 

"He told me that they were properly worried about me and-" I screwed my eyes shut and let a tear escape. I heard shuffling and opened my eyes.

 

"no, i-i'm fine" I stopped Niall from getting up to comfort me. I couldn't keep it a secret from him that something was bothering me.

 

"Were they worried?" He asked casually sitting on the edge of his bed, his eyes studying me trying to figure out my thoughts. I could only manage a shake of my head as more tears spilled onto my lap. I took another breath and began again.

 

"Amy was there" I started to gain my confidence in confronting him again. I wiped my tears with my sleeve and looked up at his horrified expression. I couldn't stop myself from asking the next question and I couldn't stop the flood of tears that came after it.

 

"Did you do it?"

 

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