our little infinity // harry styles {16+}

everyone could have an infinity with anyone.
mines was chosen with no one else but with lovely.. Harry Styles

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2. chpt 1

Later in the mid summer - I was 16 years old .. didn't really interact with people my age .. stayed in bed all day .. watch the same tv show over and over and my mother so begun to think that i was depressed.

 

I was never like this before , I was that girl that everybody knew. The happy girl. Even had a nickname " Smiley Daisy " cause they said I had a smile that could cure cancer . But thats when cancer didn't like my smile and decided to be a dick and diagnose me with stage 3 leukemia.

 

 

My name is Beatrice.

16.

diagnose with stage 3 leukemia.

and hates living.

 

Yeah - kinda sums up my life pretty much.

 

On July 5 , a day after america's birthday my mother took me to a doctor to get my daily checkups - to be honest I hated doing these checkup bullshit.

 

"Beatrice , we have to put you on another pill cause it seems that your recent pills aren't really working well on your little tumor so we have to order you another set of zodiac-z pills but extra strength ones " she says and place the order on this little machine that always seem so weird to me.

 

I stare at my mom and she smiles at me - I remember the memories we have had back when I was extremely sick but one memory always brings tears out.

 

* flashback comes in *

 

you heard the beepers on the machine going out of control - I could see the bright lights getting bigger and bigger and I wasn't ready to leave yet. I look over to my parents - my mom and dad sobbing and crying holding my hand.

 

"You don't have to go through this anymore Trice " my mom sobs talk.

 

" You could just let go " she says and I feel my heart beating slower and slower as seconds and minutes past by and the crying nosies get bigger and louder.

 

* flashback fades out *

 

 

3 years later - here I am kinda healthy and just so goddamn tired. I just wanted to go watch adventure time before I miss my favorite episode when flame princess and finn kissed.

 

" Also , Beatrice I found this little counseling place & I've signed you up for group therapy with people your age at a little community center for teens "

 

WHAT THE HELL DOES SHE MEANS GROUP THERAPY ?!? IM NOT GOING TO GO TO NO THERAPY IM FINE WITH JUST STAYING AT HOME AND SLEEPING DOING NOTHING - WATCHING 80S MOVIES ALL DAY ! IM NOT GIVING THAT UP !

 

" um what ? no I don't do therapy or anything that involves me talking to a shrink in anyway okay ? I'm fine honestly ! right mom ? " I asked her and she begins to pull this face that I already knew that i was not getting out of this and that I'm definitely going .. fuck.

 

 

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