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When the music stops is the only one left behind. Niall Horan...

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14. A new friend

On Monday it was out there in various newspapers. Niall with different girls and I was almost even more empty in my stomach. 
"Niall Horan's back!" it said. "He's just as flirty as he always has been, and he doesn't seem to get enough of the girls. Niall's still single."

 

Niall stood outside my door and I heard that he had been crying. 
"Come on sweetheart, let me get in." 
I swallowed and I was just angry. 
"No, I have read in all the papers that you are single and I've seen photos of all the girls you've been with." 
Niall sighed. 
"But it was just for fun. I promise not to do it again. I love you!" 
I opened the door, but the chain was still between us on the door. He couldn't get in. 
"Niall stop!" 
I saw his blue eyes and they were red. I saw at him that he hadn't slept, and I saw that he was devastated.
"I just lost control!" he whispered. "I promise not to flirt, I promise not to cheat and it's you I want." 
I saw at him he still didn't understand that it was me who was hurt. 
"Louis told me everything." 
Niall went silent. He was startled and just stared at me. I swallowed and I realized that there was more that Louis hadn't told me. 
"He told me that I can't change you." I said honestly. "It's you who should change yourself." 
Niall looked down at the floor. 
"Emelie, I don't ..." he sighed. "I wont be fine without you."
I was sure about my thing. I didn't want to be a replacement or something that just was there for him. 
"Niall, you can't understand that you hurt me?" 
He looked at me. 
"Well, I understand. I get it now..." 
I shook my head. 
"You think I should just look at you when you behave as an teenager? I want a guy who's faithful, who presents me and fully are committed to the relationship."
Niall began to cry. 
"But I can. Give me a chance." 
I swallowed. 
"I must think about this. I'm hurt and I'm in pain." 
"How long?" 
I had no answer. 
"As long as it's needed."

 

I was surprised when Louis came home to me. He brought ice cream and wine. 
"I thought you might want some company?" 
I let him in and looked at him with a suspicious look. 
"Shouldn't you be with the guys and..." 
Louis interrupted me. 
"I want to be where I'm needed and they'll be fine without me." 
I followed him into the kitchen. 
"And your girlfriend?" 
Louis blushed and laughed a little bit. 
"That was a lie. I didn't want to sound like an idiot and I have no girl."
He picked up three packages of different flavours of ice cream. 
"Which one?" 
I still hesitated, but pointed at the one with vanilla and chocolate. 
"So you're single and you're here?" 
Louis laughed and he looked amused. 
"Yes, I'm here! Do you mind that?" 
I blushed. 
"I don't know!"
"Where have you got yours plates?" 
I picked out two for him and continued to ponder the ice cream into the plates. Was Louis flirting with me? 
"So you came here just to eat ice cream and drink wine?" 
Louis began to scoop the ice cream in the deep plates. 
"Emelie, I want to get to know you and is it wrong to be friends with you?" 
"Just a friend?" 
He smiled and gave me a quick glance. 
"Yeah, just a friend!"

 

We landed on the couch and actually I relaxed. Louis joked, and he talked more than he listened. It was as if he wanted me to forget Niall. We chose to look at an old love film and direct, he was amused. 
"Why are movies so damn predictable?" 
I laughed and looked at him. 
"How do you mean?" 
Louis raised his eyebrows and smiled at me. 
"No matter what happens, the guy always gets the girl and they will always be happy?" 
I giggled. 
"Lou, it's just a movie!"
He nodded and drank wine. He gave me my glass and I tasted it. 
"Love's just over the top." I said a little cold. "And guys are just idiots who think they own the girl." 
Louis paused and looked at me. He seemed to think and I realized that he was a guy. I blushed and swallowed. 
"I mean, not you, perhaps?" 
Louis smiled faintly and he seemed almost glue the eyes on me. 
"You know something?" he whispered. "You get hurt many times in life, but that's life and you have to move on."
I sighed. 
"I know! Niall isn't the first to have broken my heart, but he's the one who hurt me the most." 
Louis took my hand and he seemed to want to comfort me. 
"It will pass over, baby." 
I smiled. 
"Yeah, maybe?"

 

The wine affected me and I felt a little more at ease. The movie ended and Louis was quick to find a new one to look at. 
"It's late." I complained. He laughed and smiled at me. 
"Are you doing anything special tomorrow?" 
I shook my head and directly, he seemed satisfied. 
"Good! Then we can sit and talk away a whole night?"

 

I fell asleep. I don't know when or if I even was aware of it. I fell asleep and I actually slept deeply.

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