"I wasn't asking about you." I screamed at him.
"oh yeah, not what I heard."
"well trust me, I wouldn't make my life revolve around some stupid, arrogant, manwhore anyways." I felt the rage inside of me with that last sentence.
I walked away with my head held high, no regrets, nothing. It felt like a ton of brick had been lifted off my shoulders, I had relief from him.
He ran up and grabbed my arm tightly, I tried to jerk away but his grip only got tighter. "Let go of me I'm going home!" "No you're not!" and with that, everything went black.

This story contains racing, drinking, drugs, and alcohol. Other celebrities and Justin's friends will be featured. This story is full of twists and turns that you won't see coming.


31. Chapter 30

I think the waitress cold feel the tension between me and Justin, she put the food on the table then left. I wasn't very hungry so I just picked at the fries trying not to make eye contact with Justin. I could feel his stare burning the top of my head. I finally rose my head slowly and met his eyes, they were watery and full of sorrow.

    "I just had no idea." he began... "I had no idea about your past..."

"And that's where you fucked up. You never tried to get to know me." I put emphasis on the try. But it's true, he never did. 

    "I just didn't-

"Justin just stop," I cut him off, I couldn't take his bull shit, I couldn't believe another word out of his mouth. "I'm a big person who believes in trust. I trusted you, which I shouldn't have." the last  part was a practically a whisper.

    "And that's where you're wrong, you can trust me...."

"But I can't Justin, you have screwed me over one too many times" I leaned back in my booth

    "You aren't letting me explain though...!" he was getting furious

"What?! Explain how you ave no manners? How you have no feelings towards other people? How you only put yourself first? All you want are games, and trust me I will always win those, but we aren't playing those, you are just hurting me, over and over again" his face was hard "Don't you tell me I don't have a valid reason not to trust you." 
I got up from my booth, "Please, take me home."

He sat there silently, never taking his eyes off of where I was sitting, he slowly turned his eyes to me, got up and started walking towards the door, I followed.




The following Monday at school the only thing people seemed to be talking about was the race that happened that weekend. 

I met Brandy in the parking lot, I was wearing a white loose v neck with blank jeans and dark red vans. I let my hair fall down my back and I was barely wearing any makeup. I wasn't really feeling it this morning. The drama from Justin had me exhausted, even when he wasn't around. Brandy  on the other hand went all out, probably for Mac, she wore a striped shirt with a skater skirt, a gold necklace and keds, very preppy...that was her style.


I left Brandy at the front office and I began walking to first period. I had a feeling today was going to be a good day, I felt happy, I think telling Justin how I really felt made a weight come off my shoulders. 

I turned the corner and went into math, I went down my row, made awkward eye contact with Justin's friend that sat beside him. I put my backpack on the floor then slid in my seat. I began working on the warm up problem before the bell. Not because I'm nerdy but because I like being done before everyone else, also I didn't want to make eye contact with Justin. I heard the rest of the kids come into class, sitting in their seats and talking. I heard the bell ring saying first period begins. I never felt the weight of Justin sitting behind me.

   "Mr. Bieber absent..again" the teacher said as he made marks on his paper.

There was a knock at the door. I held my breathe, assuming I would see his face, but instead there was a vase full of flowers. The girl that answered the door took them then began walking towards me.

   "They're for you." she simply said then put them on my desk.

My stomach went into knots. I opened the card, all it read was,

"Let the games begin. 





I know it's been forever and i miss you guys! I'm sososososo sorry!!

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