My child

I lost my child (by adoption), I lost a part of myself and I had to continue. I had no idea where my daughter was and I wasn't the girl who dared to think of her.


8. My love

I don't know what happened to me. When we got back to Nialls apartment, I teased me with Kitty and we laughed until we couldn't breathe. In the end, Niall went into her room and he was amused. 
"Okay, who's going to go to the bed first?" 
Kitty giggled. 
"Not me!" 
I sat up and tried to calm me down. 
"Not me!" 
Niall smiled and he came into the room. He lifted Kitty up and looked at her with a paternal gaze. I saw that he loved her and I knew how lucky Kitty was. 
"You're going to sleep." he told her, and laughed a little bit. "You will get to meet Amber another day." 
Kitty resisted. 
"No, Daddy!"


I got to help Niall to put Kitty in bed. It took time but eventually she fell down and she showed with her whole body that she was tired. 
"Goodnight Sweetheart." Niall whispered and kissed her lightly on the forehead. We left the room and he closed the door. 
"She's wonderful!" I whispered, and was surprised when I felt Nialls arms around my waist. He hugged me and made ​​sure I ended up with my face towards him. 
"You are wonderful." 
I blushed and felt how he kissed me. It was a tentative and a cautious kiss. I couldn't resist and I took my arms around his shoulders. I felt his lips stroked over mine and I loved it instantly.
"Amber!" Niall whispered when he had finished the kiss. "I have feelings for you and please don't tell me that you don't like me." 
I swallowed and I felt his hands slid over my back. He looked straight into my eyes and I saw that he almost suffered. 
"Are you serious?" 
Niall nodded and pulled me toward the couch. 
"I love that you are so kind to Kitty and I love that you are you." 
I blushed and swallowed even more. 
"You don't know me." 
Niall smiled and stopped. 
"Well, I think I have a pretty good idea over ​​who you are."
"But I ..." 
I didn't got the time to anything more. Niall kissed me and I felt how he almost pressed up against me. I moaned lightly and I lost all resistance. I felt how he influenced every inch of my body and when his tongue slipped in between my lips, I moaned lightly. Nialls hands were everywhere and I felt that he had boner. I don't know how, but we landed in his bedroom. I landed on the mattress and Niall was quickly on top of me. I felt how much he wanted me, but I hesitated. 
"Niall, I ..." 
He completed everything and looked into my eyes. 
"All the guys aren't as your first and only guy." 
I swallowed and I was still unsure. 
"Tomorrow you will just leave me and say..." 
Niall put his hand over my mouth. He was red in the face and I felt that he was shaking with excitement. 
"Please, I don't want to fool you and I want you in my life. I wont do anything so cruel to you. Not when you get to my stomach tingle. I can't keep myself away from you."
One of his hands slid inside my dress and I felt how he caressed my skin. I groaned and all my resistance disappeared. I kissed him again and this time I didn't hesitate. Niall pulled off my clothes and then he undressed himself. I felt his naked body met mine and it was like I came home.


Niall parted my legs and I felt him penetrate. I groaned and I felt no pain. Instead, it was wonderful and I couldn't get enough of his body. Niall was cautious, yet demanding. He moved quickly and he filled me with all that I had missed. It was like he gave me more than what he should and in the end everything was like in a fog. I moaned, I groaned and I let him take care of my body. That led to that I came and I felt everything just spun around. I felt his body shook, I cried almost straight out and when I landed on the mattress, did Niall so that he came. I felt how he filled me and I felt him shaking.


"I love you." 
I opened my eyes and felt his lips on my neck. We were sweaty and we were tired. 
Niall raised his head and looked into my eyes. 
"Don't be afraid, but I love you." 
My stomach tingled, my legs became weak and I didn't know what to say. The truth was that I loved him back. He was the only one I wanted and he was too perfect for me. 
"Niall, are you sure?" 
He laughed and nodded. He kissed me lightly. 
"Yes, I'm sure." 
I smiled. 
"Niall, I love you!"

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