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Adriana was just your average 16 year old, but nobody knew her story. She wasn't just the usual school girl, she was a millionaires daughter, with secrets. Can she keep up with the normal school girl life? Let's hope so...

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1. Chapter One

Not now... Not here, I said to myself as I felt my already tired eyes well up again. It was all that I had been doing for the past 4 years... It was all I knew, all I'd ever been taught. My mother never got to be a mother to me, because she died giving birth; when my eyes opened her eyes closed... Forever.

I also lost my father at the age of 12, he was the closest thing I ever had to my mother yet I lost him too. That's when I myself, ended up in hospital. It all got to much for me and I thought I could make the pain go away with a razor but it didn't... I'm not going to lie, it helped but it didn't stop it. I didn't think anything would ever stop the pain.

The night I lost my father was unforgettable, I always picture his lifeless body hanging from our family home ceiling. Pale as a ghost and colder than ice. If only I'd been home earlier I could have stopped it, to this day I have no idea why... Why he did it, or why the thought even crossed his mind; no note, or message... Nothing.

I still live at the house. I don't call it our family home anymore because I live here alone, i don't let anybody in... I'm not just talking about my house, I'm talking about my life. If I let someone in and they leave it will hurt, I don't think I can deal with anymore hurt, so I just choose not to let anybody in. It's easier for me and it's easier for everybody else.

I couldn't tell you how I feel even if I wanted too, I can't put it into words... I miss how my life used to be. I guess you could say I took what I had for granted, even though I didn't have a mother to be with me for the past 16 years, I knew she loved me when I was born and I'll treasure that moment for the rest of my life, I had my loving father who was also a millionaire, until the unforgettable night I found him dead on May 25th, 3 days before my birthday....

Basically that's the whole reason I can still live in our family home, because when my father killed himself I inherited all of his money. It wasn't the same, I'd rather have my father, he means more to me than any amount of money but I didn't exactly have that choice.

Why? Why do I act the way I act? It's quite simple really, the less people I know the less I can get hurt... I've lived alone since I was 13, I'm now 16 why can't I carry on living alone? What's stopping me...?

I had one best friend all my life... Hannah. She was the most amazing person in my life, she was there all my life; she had my back and I had hers, I don't think I'd be here if it wasn't for her... I told her everything. But then it all just stopped.

She moved away with her dad when he divorced her mum, and I never saw or heard from her again. I left hundreds of messages and voicemails but I got no answer. I don't see why but I lost my best friend, she no longer had my back.

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