Ruined

17 year old Isabelle Rodriguez has home schooled since 6th grade. Now she is at the end of her 11th. Her life is always books and pencils and boring classes with her father. Her mother died whenever Isabelle was 6. She doesn't have any friends. She doesn't have a boyfriend. No phone, no computer. Just herself, her father, and her room. One day she over doses and ends up being "kidnapped" by an unidentified nurse who practically hires her to work for a secret company. There she meets a boy who changes her life.. Forever.

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16. All The Way

    Isabelle's Pov

    

     I woke up next to Blake, who was sprawled out over the bed. I slowly got up, trying not to wake him. I walked into the living room and turned on the TV. Yesterday ruined everything. Our facility. Our friends. Our job. Our reputation. The explosion attracted media and then we were busted. Found out. Not undercover anymore. I turned on the TV. 

    Well, speak of the devil. I thought. On the TV screen was the scene from yesterday.  

   Underground Explosion and Undercover FBI? 

   I sighed and picked up my phone.  

    This is a group message to all employees of the UCFBI. Since we have been discovered, we no longer are able to keep these jobs. There is no reason for it. For anyone who would like to stay in the FBI business, they are hiring anyone who would like to join. They are doing background checks and other things. To the others who do not want to, I hope that you will find a great job. I am very sorry for the inconvenience. We did not expect this to happen. To all of you, was hope the best. 

                                   -Amanda and Rick

  I felt tears well up in my eyes. This is al my fault. All of it. It started when I was eight and ended when I was freaking 18 years old! Why would this happen to me! Because of me, all those lives were lost, money was lost, homes were lost, jobs. The feeling that I had the day that I wound up in the hospital came back. Guilt. Depression. Sorrow. I needed to let the pain out. Just let it bleed out. It sounds weird saying it but it is true. I just need it. I heard footsteps in the hall. I looked up from my phone and saw Blake standing there. I can't tell him. He is already stressed out enough. I smiled through the tears. He was stretching in his black boxers. He yawned and leaned against the wall. 

     "Where is my phone?" He asked, scratching his head. I looked around nervously. I spotted his phone on the kitchen counter. I stood up and strutted towards it. I shrugged. I he looked at me a minute. "It's right there." He said pointing at it. I looked at it then back at him. He figured out I was trying to get to it. He lurched forwards with a smile on his face but before he could get it I already had it in my hands. I turned it on and tried to type in his passcode but I felt his arms wrap around me. Before they could close I jerked away. I ran forward, around the couch and into my bedroom. He thinks it's a game. I will just delete the massage and then act like it was a game the whole time. "Hey, open the door. I need my phone. Now. Like, don't get into it. Please." He said.

   "Why?" I asked. He hesitated. What was so bad on here?

   "Just don't do it." He said. I got into the phone and the message showed up which I deleted. But then, I saw a message from Jacky. Who is Jacky? "Belle." He said.

    "Who is Jacky?" I asked. He pounded the door.

    "Read it." He said. If he didn't want me to see it, why would he say to read it? I opened up the message.

     Heyy. It's Jacky. We use to date. Like, two years ago. I am sure you remember me. You met me at a club. lol Butt, I was just saying that I saw the little bitch that you date now. She seems sluttish. And gross. But, I hope you two are happy. Oh, so I have an opening if you would like to, you know. Yeah. Im an open book. You don't have to pay. I know that you have never done it before. Well, when we dated you hadn't. Just give me a call if you want. ;) -Jacky

   I could feel my anger rise up in my throat. But there was more. He had replied. 

     Hi Jacky. Yes, I remember you:) Your the slut that slept with my brother before he died. He was on his way home from you and then he got in a wreck. Remember that? WHILE WE WERE DATING TOO! And that bitch girlfriend of mine is the sweetest, most caring and loving person I know. I love her. More than you will ever be loved. EVER! And yeah, I know your a prostitute. That was an easy one from when I saw you at SF's. Talk about her being slutty. I have some friends that I will refer to for you. Maybe you can get some extra cash;) Byyee -BJ

     I felt the rage disappear. I smiled and stuck my tongue out at the phone. More at Jacky. She can't see it but I don't care. I giggled. I slowly opened the door. He was standing there with his arms crossed. He stood up.

   "I am really sorry. I didn't know she would say that stuff. She ju-" I cut him off. I pressed my lips to his and slowly slid the phone into his back pocket. He got chills on his arms. I wrapped my arms around his neck. 

   "I love you too." I said. He smiled and picked me up. I wrapped my arms around his waist. Our  lips moved in sync and our tongues dance around each other. I moved my hands down to the rim of his shirt as he walked us to his bed. I pulled his shirt over his head and he placed me down on the soft blanket. He stepped up onto the bed and over me. I smiled. 

   "Are you sure?" He asked. 

   "Its been 7 months. I love you. That is a fact. Not a lie." I said. He nodded and pulled my shirt over my head. 

    "What about the dream?" He asked. He leaned down and kissed my neck. 

    "It was couple of days ago. He is gone now. I know you won't hurt me." I said. I moaned as he bit my neck. He moved his hands up and down my side. He made his way back up to my lips. 

   "I will be right back." He said. He got off of the bed and went to the bathroom. I huffed. I pulled my pants off and sat them on the ground. I got beneath the comforter. I closed my eyes and laid my head on the pillow. I heard him come into the room but I didn't open my eyes. I felt him slide onto the bed. Then, I felt his lips on my neck. I smiled. "I knew you didn't fall asleep that fast." He said. He laughed into my neck. I moved my hand up on the back of his head. He only had boxers on. And, he was… hard. I moved his leg around mine. 

    "Is this right?" I asked. He felt a smile creep onto his face. 

    "I am 20, you're 18. It okay for me, but if you want to wait until you are like 20, then I am okay with it." He said. I jerked around.

   "20? That is two years. I was thinking like, maybe a couple months. Which I would be 19 because I only have three months left." I said. 

   "That's right. June 8th." He said. I giggled because the little hair her had on his face tickled my neck. I mumbled.

   "Mhm." He giggled. The thought of what we would do for a job kept coming to my mind and I couldn't stay focused or concentrate of the pleasures of speeding this time with Blake. I kinda squirmed out of his kiss and sat up. He looked at me weird. My clothes were on one side and his were on the other. "Blake." I said.

   "Yeah?" I looked down a minute. 

   "We lost our jobs." I said. He looked at me all confused like. 

   "What do you mean we lost our jobs?" He asked.

   "I got a text about it this morning but I deleted it off of your phone." I said. I looked down and played with my fingers. I felt a tear come up in my eye. "We were discovered." I said. He looked away and shook his head. "It's all my fault. I'm- I'm sorry Blake." I said. He shook his head and smile a little. He put his hand on my face. 

   "No, it's his fault. It was never yours. I promise. We will find a job. It's okay." I smiled and wrapped my hand around his. We just lied there and cuddled up on his bed and slowly fell asleep. 

   I woke up to Blake stirring in his bed. I thought he was having a bad dream or something but he was smiling. I decided to get up and write in my diary I started  a couple of months ago.

    Dear Diary,

               We went all the way tonight. He was perfect. It was amazing. :)

 I went back to his bed and laid down beside him and instantly fell asleep.

 

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