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"The late February weather tickled my skin as I closed the door to the taxi and gathered my bright orange suitcases. I walked up the steep stairs that lead up to the rusted grayish brown door. A whole bunch of different emotions flowed my mind as I was about to see my family again. The door swished open and Connor enveloped me in an abnormally large hug."
Natalie finally sees her cousin Connor Ball again after a few years. While in Scotland, she and her new friends encounter hardship, heartbreak, and many adventures.

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39. Andy's POV

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Chapter 39- Andy (“Terrible Things” by: Mayday Parade)

    “You what!?” Connor stated shocked.

“You herd me. I broke up with him.”

“Why on earth did you do that!? I thought you really liked him.” Connor said after taking a sip of his coffee.

“I did.”

“Then what happened?”

“I didn’t have feelings for him and I knew it wasn’t going to work out anyways. You can just tell ya know?”

“Yeh.”

“Can I ask you something?” I asked.

“Yeh sure anything! I’m an open book.” He said spreading his arms out.

“It’s a bit personal.” I warned.

“That’s fine.”

“What was your Ex- Girlfriend like?” I felt really noisy after saying that.

“She usually disincluded herself from everyone and kept to herself. She was cute but not as cute as you.” He blushed.

“Thanks.” I replied modestly.

“Why’d you ask?”

“I guess I was curious. This is embarrassing but I never had a boyfriend.”

“Oh?”

“I had like I guess semi- boyfriends like Alex but never serious ones. I wish I knew what it was like.”

“It feels amazing. You feel like you can do anything. You feel more confident and loved.”

“Loved?”

“Have you not felt that either?” He questioned. I moved my head side to side. I hadn’t since I basically lived by myself for most of my life.

“It’s a long story.” I said not wanting to tell him my whole life story.

“I have time.” He responded pointing to his watch.

“Just promise me you won’t get emotional… because I only cry when other people cry and I really don’t want to cry right now.” He nodded his head up and down and glanced at me with a look of worry. “My mom was a major alcoholic… my dad left my mom because of it. I lived with my sister and brother who were very very close. My mom was basically out of the picture. She left us to fend for ourselves. My sister and brother both had jobs that would give us very little pay but anything was everything to us. It was difficult. We had to leave the house since we couldn’t pay off the mortgage. We had to live at various motels around the country. I even lived in Iceland for year!” Connor wrapped his arm around my shoulders and rubbed my arm up and down. “My sister then started taking drugs since she said that it eased her pain. I was about 10 at the time so I didn’t know what drugs really were. I just knew that they were bad. I tried to stop her and intended to throw out her drugs but I didn't know what they looked liked.  I went into her bathroom and saw a bunch of pills that reminded me of jelly beans and ate them. I was knocked out cold but luckily I was immediately taken to the emergency room and I was ok.”

“Wow.” He stated still rubbing his hand on my arm.

“A few years after, I must have been around.. hmm.. 15? I got a call from my brother who was hysterical crying. My sister had passed away from overdosing. I was devastated. My brother took it so hard. He would scream, break things in the motels, and sometimes even hit me. I knew he never meant it and it was just a side affect from his emotions. A few days after he had hit me the first time I got another call. This time from the hospital. My brother had also just passed away from an overdose. The doctors said it was suicide and that he would have never taken that much on purpose. I was crushed, heartbroken. My brother was all I had. I never felt loved. Even when my sister and brother took care of me, I never felt it. I just felt like that them taking care of me was their second job and it was not out of love.” Tears were in Connor’s eyes and I could tell he was trying so hard not to cry.

“I’m so sorry. I would have never guessed you had such a sad backstory.”

“You’re lucky. I don’t think that I’ve told anyone this.”

“What happened to you after your brother… if you  don’t mind me asking?”

“I was placed in various foster homes and lived with many families until I got a job myself and bought my own house.” I replied.

“You can live here if you’d like.” He suggested.

“Thanks for the offer but I’m ok. I’ll let you know if I change my mind.” 

“You’re always smiling. How did you get through all of this?”

“It’s the past. You got to live in the present.”

“Let’s go outside.” He suggested. He gave me no time to reply and just dragged me down the stairs and out onto the still wet grass. We held hands as we relaxed looking up at the stars and airplanes. The sky was as dark as the nailpolish on my nails. I scooted closer to him and let out a deep breath.

“Look!” I said pointing at Orion's belt, a constellation made up of three stars forming a line.

“Orions’ belt?” He questioned.

“My sister.” I said as I pointed to the star closest to the left. “My brother and my mom.” I pointed to the last two stars. I rested my forehead on his shoulder and nuzzled my nose into his shirt. I closed my eyes and fell asleep to the sound of his soft breathing.

    I was awoken by a loud and obnoxious snoring. I was in my bed. It confused me since I fell asleep outside. Connor probably carried me in. I turned around to get a glance at the time until my eyes collided with bright blue ones. “Connor?” I questioned.

“Sorry about the whole sleeping in your bed thing… I carried you back inside but you had the tightest grip on my shirt and wouldn’t let go… so it’s not technically my fault.” He replied innocently.

“So you’re blaming this on me?” I asked jokingly pushing the hair out of my face.

“Yup!”

“Gosh…” I peeled the covers off of my now cold body and looked at myself in the mirror. “Ew.” I replied trying to fix myself.

“What’s ew?” He questioned approaching my vanity. He placed on arm on the table close to my arm and wrapped the other one around my neck as he rested his chin on my shoulder. “I’ve never seen anyone wake up so beautiful.” He whispered.

“Connor…” I felt my face redden. He grabbed my cheeks and squeezed them together so i looked like a fish. He pecked them lightly and released quickly.

“Morning breath…” He said waving his hand in front of his face. I kissed him again just to bother him and waltzed over to the bathroom to brush my teeth.

 

A/N: This song makes me cry. I hope you are enjoying it so far! Please comment! It's almost over believe it or not!

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