The words spoken..

Just poems about the words left spoken and unspoken

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You said you loved me. I said it back. You said I was your world. How could you lie like that? You told me I was beautiful. Now you call me dirt. You told me I was good weird. Now you tell them I'm crazy.

The words I haven't said to you. They still linger with in. I love you with. My whole heart and you let me fall. You said you'd love me forever. How short that must be? Six weeks? A month and two weeks? Is that forever in your eyes? Do you ever look back and say man i really did fuck up her life? Do you ever stop and think that maybe I loved you but you were to selfish to notice? Did it ever occur to you that I might be the girl you wanted to be with?

I'm sitting on the ground by the old brick building in town just dreaming of your perfection and blue eyes thinking how lucky any girl would be to have you. Just wishing it was still me. I know I messed up a lot and that I messed with your feelings but you can also partially thank your so called best friend for that. I don't know how you feel about me anymore. And I don't really care. No it's not that I don't still love you because I do. It's just I gave up the fight I kept loosing.

There will come a day when you think of me. When you need me but I won't be there. I won't be waiting with open arms. I won't be there laughing with you and holding you. It just won't happen.

Then again maybe it will. Maybe I'll take you back. Maybe just maybe if you feel the pain i still feel then you'll realize how it feels to have your heart ripped out. I don't trust anyone anymore. But you knew that all along. Knew about my trust issues and everything else. Yeah when you told me all the stuff that's happened to you I felt bad. But I don't know why I did. You don't deserve a girl who will be there for you and never let you go. And that time my mom threatened you wasn't really a threat she was looking out for me. She was saying we'd have to break up but you took it as a threat. She just didn't want me hurt and crying. Would you like to see the part you played in my scared up arms and thighs? Or would you just laugh?

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