Broken Angel

The title pretty much sums it up. I'm a broken angel and this is my story.


4. A Letter

I'm sorry. I know it probably isn't my fault, but I always get this feeling that everything always is. I can't help it. Was I a burden to you? Was I just a toy? Or did you have actual real feelings for me after all? I don't know who or what to believe, but I need the absolute truth. I'm done with your games and your lies. I'm done with the shit and drama. All I want are answers.

I've heard rumors all around from different people from different cliques, all in one school. You used me to get someone jealous. You wanted me just so you could say you were dating someone. Maybe you were desperate. Maybe you felt lonely. But lets get real for a second.

I gave you my all and my heart, but you took it for granted. I never would've let you go. I never would've hurt you, but one of us had to break and that was me. Go figure.

I don't understand what was going through your mind. You could've told me from the start. You could've told me that you were going to hurt me so I didn't have to endure the pain I'm going through now. You could've warned me...but you didn't.

You played my heart and I fell for you...hard. Too hard. I hate to say this but I fell in love with you. Actual love...and I still am. Keep in mind that I can't just turn my feelings off in the snap of a finger. It doesn't work like that. I don't know when or how I'm going to move on, but when I do I know it's going to hurt like hell. Because I goddamn loved you so much.

You probably don't care at all. You've probably forgotten about me. You probably don't even care about me anymore. You've probably forgotten that I exist. But that's okay. I'll accept it. Somehow. All I wish now is for you to be happy. And I wish I was the one doing that.

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