11. ~It can only get better?~
Chapter 11 (It can only get better?)
The car ride there was a little quiet at first but we got over it and we were talking like nothing happened we talked about our favourite tv shows and super heroes are just a bunch of random topics I would have never imagined I would have with a girl like Natalie. When we finally got to the mall my mouth was sore from smiling and laughing and the mall was packed with people I hope I don't run into anybody I know here. "Come on princess let's shop!" I shout with joy she giggles as we jump out of the car. We walk inside and the place is crowded lucky I don't have claustrophobia or I would've been freaking out! We walked into so many shops and she tried on so many clothes I needed to sit down and relaxing for a couple of minutes so I let her go into this shop while I sat on the chair outside the door and waited. I waited for what felt like a very long time so I decided to go in and look for her... She wasn't there... She left me... I can't believe this... I knew this was too good to be true. All of a sudden I got a text I reach in my pocket and check the screen it's Natalie...
From: Nat :*
I HOPE YOUR FUCKING HAPPY! I KNEW YOU WERE LYING ABOUT THAT CHICK YOU WERE WITH THE OTHER NIGHT YEAH ASSHOLE THE ONE YOU SAID MADE YOU KISS HER... YEAH WELL LUCKY FOR YOU WHILE I WAS IN THAT SHOP THAT SAME GIRL CAME UP TO ME AND SHOWED ME PHOTO AFTER PHOTO OF YOU TWO THAT SAME NIGHT KISSING HUGGING AND SHE EVEN SHOWED ME YOUR TEXT MESSAGES TO HER!! I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU EVER EVER AGAIN I HATE YOU NOTHING WILL EVER MAKE ME LOVE YOU LIKE I DID BEFORE! HAVE A NICE LIFE PLAYER!!
I fell to the floor not caring of people were staring, how could this happen again i have really done it this time I have lost her she is no longer mine. I get up and run to my car I had to see Natalie I know she didn't want me to but I need to explain that none of that bullshit is true. Tania set me up she knew about Natalie because she was at the mall the same day I met Natalie and wanted her revenge and she was doing a very good job. Fuck why am i so stupid what has Natalie done to deserve this, the car ride to Natalie's was so blurred all I can remember is 100 thoughts were running through my head about what I am supposed to say or do to win her back. I arrive at her house and run to the front door I knock and pace up and down the steps waiting for someone to answer finally someone opens the door "oh hello Tobias is everything okay? Why are you crying?" He asks looking worried and by the sounds of it Natalie didn't tell him "hello sir do you mind if I talk to Natalie it's urgent" I say as polite as I can "sure she's in her room" he says and moves out of the doorway so I can come in, "thank you" I say and sprint up to her room I don't bother knocking I just open it and quickly shut it. Straight away I see her lying on her bed her head facing into the pillow and I hear her soft crying I wanted to hug her and kiss her and tell her everything will be fine but I know she won't let me I don't know what to do... Ugh... I'm an asshole like honestly I know that now how could I have been so stupid. "Natalie?" I whisper, tears build in my eyes when she shoots straight up and looks at me her makeup all over her face she frowns "how did you get in here? Why are you even here I thought I told you to leave me alone!" She walks over to be crying, "I know what you said but if I didn't love you I would've left you alone but I do love you" I say with passion and guilt building up in me I try to hold back the tears but they just fell when I saw a razor blade in one hand and her arms were covered in blood. What have I done I am such a asshole I don't deserve Natalie she is too good for me what kind of a boyfriend makes his own girlfriend so sad that she cuts herself I want to die I don't deserve to live no point anymore just none, Natalie is never ever going to forgive me and I'm never going to forgive myself "there you go again the lies that caused me to cut and cry for hours" she says sitting down "Natalie I didn't lie to you I swear Tania set me up she was at the mall when I met you and at the time she was my girlfriend and she got jealous and when he knew that I was going to brake up with her she wanted revenge she wants me back an I said no Natalie I didn't kiss her on purpose and those text messages she showed you were from ages ago I promise I'll even prove it myself you can look through my phone I love you please love me back" I say falling to my knees on the floor in front of her I cried. I felt a warm hand rubbing my back I looks up to see Natalie staring at me "Tobias I'm so sorry, I should've asked you first instead of just assuming that it was true, I've done this to you twice now an yet you still choose to stay with me why is that?" She says wiping tears from her eyes "I stayed because I love you more than anything and I can't afford to loose you because if I did I would never forgive myself I would have nothing If I didn't have you" I say she smiles and leans in kissing me on the forehead "I love you Tobias" she says " I love you too Natalie" I say and crash my lips into hers finally I had my Natalie back.