When I walk inside I find Luke sitting on the couch with his head buried in his hands. I close the door which makes Luke look up at me. No matter how much I told myself not to look at him in the face because I know what expression was going to be there, but I did anyway regretting that decision.
He is hurt. It's written all over his face.
All of this started because I decided to live with them. If I never came into their lives this would have never happened. Looking at his face makes me want to climb in a hole and die. I never want to see him like this, it tears my heart apart.
" I'm sorry if I messed things up for you and Calum. I'm truly am. It was stupid of me to do that yesterday. I hope you can forgive me."
" Luke none of this is your fault it's mine and I have to make a decision," I explain walking over to the couch that he was sitting on.
I carefully set myself next to him and place my head on his shoulder slowly, not really sure if I should do it. As I slightly lay my head down I feel him tense up bit, but then he relaxes.
" What decision do you have to make?"
I hesitate for a second or two before mumbling," He wants me to choose, him or you because he doesn't want to be with me until I make up my mind on who I want to be with and I have the whole week to decide."
I pick up my head off his shoulder and get up from the couch. I walk over to the hallway that lead to the front door and stairs. I turn around and say," I'm going out to think for a bit. Also you don't need to apologize for yesterday, I had a great time. Thanks."
I turn around and head upstairs to get ready.
I pull up to the local bowling alley and shut off the engine. This is where I'd used to go when my grandpa challenged me to bowling duel. We'd go against each other to see who was the best, but sometimes I'd let him win and sometimes he'd let me win. I only come here every once and awhile to just sit and think about memories and stuff.
I open the car door and go inside the building. I walk to the usual lane that my grandpa and I used every time we came here. I sit down in one of the chairs at the table in the lane.
I look up at the ceiling hoping that maybe it will just give me an answer, but I know it won't.
Just think about each of their qualities that you like.
Luke. He has wonderful eyes. His hair is amazing. He's truly a good person. He's sweet. He's funny. Has a lip ring that makes him even cuter.
Calum. He's funny. Also has amazing hair. Great kisser. He's charming. He's nice. His smile is fantastic. A great guy.
Oh I can't choose they're both wonderful guys.
" Yeah, they both sound like great guys," a voice says behind me.
I turn around quickly pulling out my knife and point it over at the stranger. She puts her hands up quickly.
" Sorry didn't mean to scare you. I'm Jessy," she says slowly putting her crossbow on the ground.
I put away my knife knowing that she wasn't going to hurt me because she would've already done it by now.
" I'm Sarah. Man you almost gave me an heart attack."
" Sorry," she giggled.
She has brown short curly hair and has green eyes. She is wearing a 5 Seconds Of Summer shirt with some jeans and combat boots.
" So what do you come here for?" She asks sitting next to me.
" I come here to think and for a get away. What do you come here for?"
" To go bowling."
I start laughing.
" It's not funny! Nobody owns it, so it's free. I don't have to pay anymore so why not!"
This is what makes me laugh harder. After awhile I stop laughing.
" So you like to go bowling in the middle of a zombie apocalypse?" I ask.
" Yeah it helps me feel normal again."
" I'm sorry for laughing at you....But do you just run all the way to the end of the lane to pick up the pins?"
A couple moments of silence go by and then I ask her a question.
" You like 5 Seconds Of Summer?"
" OMG, MORE LIKE IN LOVE WITH THEM! Are you apart of the 5sos fam too???"
" No, but I do like their music. Plus I just asked because of your shirt."
She pouted and looked down at her shirt.
" I hope they're still alive."
" Oh trust me they still are."
She looked up at me still pouting.
I want to tell her about them, but not yet.
" So who's this Luke and Calum guys? I deffianatly know it's not the real Calum Hood and Luke Hemmings because they should be back home for a break."
" Just two guys I like and I can't choose one. I don't want to hurt them anymore."
" What type of relationship would you like to be in?"
" I would like a relationship that's slow and nothing too fast because I don't like to rush things. And actually get to know the person like really know them."
" Think of the guy who has been taking it slow and getting to know you as a person and there you have your guy."
She is right. I think about them both and see who's the closest to what I like in a relationship. I have my answer, I know who I want to be with.
" Thanks Jessy. And to repay you I have somebody I think you would like to meet."
Her eyes start to sparkle with curiosity.
" You will just have to wait and see. Follow me."
We get up from our seats and walk to my car. I drive to my house for her surprise...
Yay, a new character in this story! Her name is Jessy! And she's apart of the 5sos fam!
Well Sarah finally has her knight in shinning armor in mind, but you guys got to wait like Calum and wait to the end of the week ( in the book not in real life). Sorry!
I think Sarah and Jessy are going to become best friends.