I sighed in aggravation shaking my hands before gliding my fingers across the keypad of my laptop trying to finish my report on American depression. But every time I had a solid thought in my head it disappeared the moment I looked at my bed thinking about what happened there two nights ago. It was like a Kaleidoscope of memories that just came flashing across my eyes. The way I moaned and gave into him sickened me to my stomach but the other half new I enjoyed it just as much.
The way his heavy breath fanned across my heated skin, to the way his hair tickled my cheek when he dropped tiny kisses from my jaw down to my collar bone, the way his fing-, I banged my laptop closed and clenched my legs tight in anger when the heat rose on my skin again. I needed to get him out of my head before I drove myself insane, I needed to focus on school and this stupid History book report. I skipped two days of school just so I could clear my head and prepare myself for the awkwardness that will be there. Knowing me I’d be the one acting awkward and Harry will be the one acting cool like nothing happen.
Have I spoken to him about what happened?
Do I plan to?
This was the last thing I was ever going to ask Harry about. I’m planning to do what he does best, I wasn’t going to think about what this makes us? Or will he drop his sleeping around? Because I know Harry, I know who and how he is, but most of all I knew how he handles situations like this. He ignores the situation, and currently that situation is me. It’s what he does with every other girl he slept or had some form of ‘relationship’ with, and who knows Harry better than I do?
So these two days is me practically preparing myself. Besides Harry hasn’t called probably scared I was going to beg him to date me and be my boyfriend, like one of those clingy girls he has to deal with every once in a while. Well he has another thing coming because I am not one of those girls, I’ve watched too many pathetic females running after the boys to know they find it annoying, like a bee buzzing in your ear. Besides I knew his ways and how he treats girls so my hopes aren’t up and I’m not going to run after him like some lost puppy, I have my dignity.
When I woke up the next morning Harry was gone and honestly, I didn’t expect him to stay or talk about it. I wasn’t the slightest bit hurt, yes I have feelings for him but I wasn’t going to get my hopes up about Harry changing his ways for me. I’m like the annoying little sister he never had, it’s the way all the guys saw me yet they loved me that way because they think I need protection from guys like them. Just thinking about Harry seeing me as a little sister made cringe because what we did was not normal for brothers and sisters to do.
An unwanted shiver went down my spine making me cringe, I shook my head and grabbed my phone off my desk to see I had a text from Jason which instantly brought a smile to my face because we’ve been texting non-stop, plus his sister just gave birth which means he wasn't at school and its driving him crazy because he hates the fact that he’s being surrounded by people he was supposed to see at the next funeral. Which he hoped didn't come soon, not because he’ll be sad by the loss but because then he’ll have to see them and pretend he remembers all of them.
To; Ally Mally
One of the things I hate is when parents asks who the baby looks like, so Samantha and James are having this little war. It was born 45 fucking minutes ago, it looks like a potato!
I laughed and bit my lip shaking my head;
From; Ally Mally
I wouldn’t call it a potato if I were you, that baby might just grow up to be the sexiest human being alive. BTW you haven’t even told me if it’s a girl or a boy you noodle face :/
I pressed send when the doorbell rang downstairs; I groaned and pushed my swivel chair out looking at myself in the mirror,
“Well this is as good as it’s going to get” I mumbled pulling my pink flannel shorts up and grabbed my grey Mickey Mouse crew neck and pulled my reading glasses off before running downstairs with my cell phone in my hand when the door flew open causing me to scream out load while my hand flew out to my chest.
“Oh calm your tits Strawberry it’s just us” Liam smiled sauntering into the house like he owned it, behind him was Niall, Zayn, Louis and a grim looking Harry.
Oh Great just the person I wanted to see.
I rolled my eyes and glared at Liam throwing my phone at his face only for him to catch it smirking at me;
“Please in the name of Jesus tell me why you guys are here” I glared as Harry closed the door.
Niall walked up to me and kissed my head for heading for the kitchen like he usually did, Zayn laughed winking at me before pulling my arms out inspecting my them, then my legs, hair and face
“mmh She looks fine” Zayn huffed placing my arms down before walking around me “Seems legit” he said sliding his Leather jacket off.
I Closed my eyes and cursed myself for forgetting the little lie I told them about me being sick;
“Lying again Cupcake?” Louis frowned flopping on the couch casually placing his arm around the head rest causing me to roll my eyes.
I placed my weight on my left leg and crossed my arms over my chest eyeing all of them as Zayn and Niall entered the room with bowls in their hands. Harry just stood by the door eyeing me like he was waiting for something and I knew what he was waiting for but I wasn’t going to give him that satisfaction of acting like a clingy bitch.
It angered me that he was just standing there staring at me instead of greeting me or at least acknowledging that I was there.
Liam looked between Harry and I before glaring at Harry like he knew what happened, and I bet Harry told him because Liam was more likely to keep a secret than anyone else. I awkwardly crossed my arms and bit my lip as Harry began playing with his lip ring which I haven’t seen in a while, I furrowed my eyebrows but stared at Liam who shook his head going through my phone.
Oh dear God don’t go through my messages! I mentally yelled at Liam
“So you going to tell us why you lied to us” Niall mumbled stuffing his face with Aidan’s cereal.
I nervously glanced at Harry who now looked like he was interested because he suddenly stood up straighter causing his presence to feel like he crowded the place, his hair was pushed back with a green bandanna what surprised me most wasn’t the fact that he has his lip ring in or the fact that he’s eyes were greener.
No, what I noticed was the fact that he was wearing a light blue t-shirt , which was something that was not normal. The last time Harry wore colours other than Black, Dark blue, Grey and dark green was in ninth grade which was when he became the Mr bad-boy-player and since then he hasn’t worn any other colour. But now, now he was wearing the colour like it was a everyday thing, which was not.
Gemma said that the reason he wore those colours was because she thinks he’s in a bad place but this, this was new.
“Ally!” Louis yelled.
My head snapped in his direction pulling my focus away from Harry who looked slightly uncomfortable with the fact that I was staring at him so intently,
“I-uhm studying” I lied placing my hands in my front pocket crossing my fingers, “I need time…to finish my project.”
“Nerd” Zayn sang placing his bowl down.
“Me a nerd?” I laughed pushing my hair back “Haha no, I’m just making sure I don’t end up working at Nandos with you in the future.”
“Ooooh BURN!!!” Liam yelled causing everyone to laugh and Zayn to playfully glare at me,
“Hey Ally so you and this Jason kid? Should we give him the little visit and have the bro to bro tal-“
“No.” I rushed out grabbing my phone from Liam before locking it sliding it into my pocket “You do not go near him okay, he's off limits. His the one guy I am not allowing any of you to go near” I shook my head in panic.
The last time the guys had a ‘BRO-TO-BRO-TALK’ my crush ended up avoiding me for 3 weeks before leaving the school. I ended up crying to my mom because I thought I did something wrong only to find out about the rumour that was going around school. To sum it all up they threatened to ruin his school life if he ever hurt me or touch me in the wrong way.
“What you scared that he might be a pussy and run away?” Harry growled, glaring at me.
“No, what I’m scared of is YOU!” I pointed at him while taking a step towards him “I'm Scared that you might lose your temper and end up actually hurting him. You’ve been so uptight lately! You’ve been fucking more girls than you usually do and its starting to piss me off, every time you ditch me for some cock sucking bitch who’s willing to open their legs efor you when you ask!” I yelled at Harry while everything and everyone went silent.
Harry took a step towards me with a menacing grace, like a predator stalking his prey.
And most of all Patient.
“Leave” Harry said to the boys while staring down at me like he was going to eat me up and he couldn’t wait.
“Not now Liam, I let you talk me into waiting two days” Harry growled causing my heart to pound against my chest as Harry stepped into my personal space against my body "I think I've waited long enough." He breathed sliding his fingers down my lips allowing his eyes to hungrily follow its path to my neck just above my chest.
It felt like I couldn’t breathe, like I was choking on what air he was breathing against my lips. The heat immediately went all over my body and between my legs. Harry’s hand gently cupped my cheek rubbing his thumb down my lips,
“Breath.” he whispered pushing his body against mine staring into my eyes.There was a sound that came out of the back of my throat and before I knew what was happening Harry soaked the sound up by placing his lips on mine making me fall in swirl of heat and lust.