Our Hate/Love.

'I want to give you this, for our 16th year friendschip.' He said, giving me the same paperplane necklace that he has.
'Promise me to call every day, and never forget me.' I said.
'I promise.' He replied.


6. Chapter 5

~Carmens POV.


I woke up, by my phone ringing. I picked it up and answered it.

'Hello, Carmen speaking.' I said  grumpy.

'Carmen, where are you hun, you have a photoshoot in 30 minutes.' Daisy said, wait photoshoot, I totally forgot about that.

'I am coming, bye.' I said and hung up, I changed in some sweatpants and sweater, and ran to the building, I changed in the clothes for the shoot and Sydney did my make-up and hair. Then I remembered the day.. the day Harry and I were friends 18 years ago.. were. Its february the 5th

I walked to the room, and saw Daisy biting her nails. I waved at her and she sighed in relief, and hugged me tight.

'You know, people need to breath.' I said, and she let go.

'I really love that necklace you have hun.' She said and played with the paper plane I got.

'I know.' I wispered. 'Why are you so stressed?'

'There are coming famous people here.' She said.

'So I am not that famous anymore.' I joked. She laughed and shook her head.

'Ofcoars you are hun, can I see that necklace is good?' She asked and I put in off, she took a good look and nodded her head.

'Simple, but perfect.' She said, and at the point she gave it back, 5 boys walked in. All wide eyed.

'CeCe!' Louis said and hugged me.

'Hey, Celine and I made it clear it was her nickname!' I said and he laughed and let me go.

'How about that other nickname, what was it again.. ow yeah Carmenella.' He said and laughed. And Harry’s eyes went wide, but I decided to ignore it.

'Hey, think about it by yourself!' I said and punched his shoulder playfully.

'Hi Carmen!' Liam, Zayn and Niall chirped and hugged me.

'Hi boys, nice to see you again.' I replied and hugged them back, 'What are you guys doing here?'

'Well we have a photoshoot with a beautiful person.' Zayn said and winked. I laughed.

'And who might that be, Cara, Barbara, Britney or Emma?' I joked. Liam laughed.

'What about a beautiful person with the name Carmen.' Louis said, and I blushed.

'I am not that beautiful.' I said and blushed more.

'You are!' Niall said.

'Harry, come and join us.' Liam said to Harry who stood still by the the door. wide eyed, he slowly walked to us, and I eyed him up and down, he changed a lot. I crossed my arms, and looked at him with pure hatred.

'Harry this is Carmen. Carmen this is Harry.' Liam said.

'And I told at the after party about my bestfriend from Holmes Chapel and your necklace?' Louis said, and touched my necklace, I put it off and showed it better. Harry's eyes went wide. I nodded. 'I talked about Harry.' And showed Harry's necklace.

'Uhm, Hi then. Daisy when is the shoot?' I asked.

'In 15 minutes, hun.' She replied and I nodded.

'Why did you wake me up 15 minutes ago?' I shouted back. And Niall and Liam laughed.

'Because I know you hun.' She shouted and winked. I sighed.

'Really, how many alarm clock did I smashed this year?'

'295 alarm clocks hun.' She said and I blushed. This made Louis and Zayn also laugh.

'Hey watch it, Last year it was 360.' I said. This made the boys laugh louder.

'When do you wake up?' Zayn asked.

'Maybe 1 or 2 pm.' I said and shrugged.

'Then I like you already!' Niall said and hugged me from the side. I laughed.

'Are you the one who loves food?' I asked and he nodded proudly. 'Then you and Celine are better!'

'Really, whats her job?' He asked.

'She is an awesome fashion designer, it was her dream!'

'And your dream?' Louis asked.

'What I am right now.' I said.

'Since when?' Liam asked.

'Since I was 15 or so.'

'Wanna grab some lunch after this?' Zayn asked.

'Sure I don't see why not.'

~10 minutes later.

'Okay, boys stand beside Carmen, Harry I want you and Zayn beside her sides and lay an arm around her waist.' We did as told and took some pictures with different poses, but I still feel weird with Harry, he didn't say a word to me.

After the shoot Harry looked me up and down, then smiled, I rolled my eyes and walked to my room to change my clothes. A white t-shirt with the infinite sign, soem shorts, a love bracelet, slippers, my infinite phonecase, superman necklace, paperplane necklace and earrings.

Asking how these clothes are here? Because this is my second home. So I have some stuff here. I walked out of the room and saw Harry sitting there with his head in his hands. He saw me and stood up. I sighed and walked away, I walked to the other boys with some tears on my cheeks.

Liam is the first one who same me, and looked confused, he walked to me and hugged me tight. The others saw it too and hugged me too. These boys are amazing. They all pulled away.

‘Whats wrong?’ Liam asked, I shook my head.

‘Nothing.’ I replied.

‘If theres nothing why are you crying?’ Louis asked, then Harry walked in the room with his look full worry.

‘its, its something I don’t wanna talk about today.’ I said and they nodded.

‘Coming Harry?’ Zayn asked him, he nodded his head and walked behind me. I felt him staring at me. But I couldn’t care less. Louis wrapped his arm around my shoulder, and we walked outside.

There were so many paparazzi.

‘Louis are you cheating on Eleanor?’

‘Is this your new girlfriend?’

‘Did you and Eleanor break up?’

They all are so anoying. I stopped walking and Louis stopped too.

‘Don’t you see it, he loves Eleanor to much to cheat on, nor break up! We are not together! And will never happen, Because he loves Eleanor. I thought you guys were smarter than this!’ I shouted, and all the boys looked at me wide eyed. Every paparazzi was quiet now, except one.

‘But, do you like him?’

‘No, my heart is for someone else, but my career is above that.’ I answered truthfully, and walked away, the boys followed me from behind, this time Zayn layed his arm on my shoulder.

‘That was quiet something, love.’ He wispered in my ear, and I shrugged.

‘That you did that. That was soo awesome!’ Liam said and I laughed. We arrived at a small coffeeshop and I walked inside, I ordered a hot chocolate, the boys ordered that and some food, Well, a lot of food.

‘You don’t want anything love?’ Niall asked. I shook my head, ‘Why?’

‘I can’t.’ I replied.

‘And why can’t you?’ Louis asked. I sighed.

‘Because I have anorexia, if I eat, it comes out right away.’ I said and looked down.

‘What! Since when?’ Zayn asked.

‘From tomorrow on, than 2 years.’ I said, and looked up again, and saw Harry with his mouth wide open. I took a sip of my drink and blushed of shame.

‘Okay, back from that paparazzi incident, Who has your heart.’ Niall asked.

‘Someone I know from the past.’

‘O fuck it, I can’t hold it anymore! Carmen, do you even know what day it is?!’ Harry shouted.

‘Yes I know, but that day doesn’t excist for me anymore, because you wanna know why?’ I said, and ripped my necklace off. ‘Because you frigging left me, and didn’t keep your promise! Thats why, we are nothing.’ I said and smashed the necklace on the table. The boys looked shocked.

‘Sorry boys, I hope Harry will explain and if he doesn’t, call me, I’ll explain it.’ I said and the tears were streaming down my cheeks, I ran out of the shop, to my new special place, the hill.

Its beautiful there, laying in the grass, watching the sky, the flowers and a giant tree. And thats what I am gonna do, laying in the grass watching the sky.

I layed down but the tears were still streaming. I closed my eyes, but that didn’t stop them.

‘Why me?’ I wispered to myself. ‘Why me, I didn’t do anything.’

I lay there, thinking about some lyrics.

                                                              ''Did you forget?''

Did you forget
That I was even alive?
Did you forget
Everything we ever had?
Did you forget?
Did you forget
About me?

Did you regret (did you regret)
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget (did you forget)
What we were feeling inside?
Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand?
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
Please don't forget us

Somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us
(Don't forget)


I sang and thought about it, it sounded pretty good. I typed it in, on my phone, and saved it. then just thought about some random songs, I sang them and then thought about my situation, that stupid situation I have.

I sat straight up, and the tears I couldn’t hold back, streamed down my face, I didn’t cry back then, but now its a lot harder.

I felt someone hugging me, I turned around and saw Liam.

‘Sorry.’ He said.

‘Your sorry, after what he did?’ I replied.

‘Can you explain it then?’

‘Okay…’ I said and explained him the whole story, he nodded, letting me know he listens.

‘I am sorry.’ He said again.

‘Don’t be.’ I said smiling, it felt better to know someone knows my  story, I even told him, that Harry was the one who had my heart.

Liams phone ringed, he answered and said somethings.

‘Uhm, Carmen I gotta go, Harry is smashing the hotelroom, and I need to calm him down.’ 

‘Goodluck, and if you need help, call me, and say the hotel, and room.’ I said, and he nodded.

‘By the way, you have a beautiful voice.’ He said.

‘yeah no..’ I said and shook my head, he laughed and waved, before walking away.

I lay for another 20 minutes on the hill, before someone called me.

Liam Calling.

I answered it.

‘Liam, whats up?’ I asked.

Uhm, about that offer.’ He said.

‘Yeah, I am coming.’ I said and stood up.

Thanks, this is the hotel, and room number. *****, but Carmen, Taylor is also here, but obviously failing.’

‘Whahaha, okay sorry but yolo.’ I said and laughed.

Bye, see you soon.’ He said and hung up. I walked to the hotel and room, I knocked on the door and Zayn opened it.

‘Thank god you here.’ He said and pulled me inside. I laughed.

‘Yeah, okay. Where is he?’ I asked. He pointed to a room. I walked to the room and knocked on the door, then opened it, but didn’t like the sight.

It was Harry and Taylor, kissing. While Taylor layed on top of him.

‘Okay, I am not needed anymore.’ I said and Harry jumped off the couch, while Taylor glared at me. ‘Bye then.’ I said and walked out, the tears forming in my eyes.

‘No Carmen wait!’ Harry yelled but I closed the door, the boys came running to me. I let my back slide on the door, and sat on the ground.  Niall picked me, walked to a bedroom and placed me on the bed.

‘What happened?’ Liam asked, being worried as normal.

‘Well, I knocked on the door and opened it, but then I saw Harry and Taylor kissing and Taylor was on top of him. So I said I wasn’t needed anymore, but he called me back but then I closed the door. And did I mention Taylor glared at me?’ I said and all the boys except Liam looked confused.

‘He didn’t tell you did he?’ I said, and they shook their heads, ‘Liam can you explain it, I can’t bear to say it anymore.’ I said and he explained it all.

‘… and about the paparazzi incident, when she said someone has her heart already? Well that someone is Harry.’ He said and the boys looked at me, hugged me and said calming things like…

‘You deserve better.’

‘You’re beautiful.’

‘He is crazy.’

But it didn’t work, it made it even worse. I can’t stand Taylor Swift, I heard her songs, and it is alla bout her exes. Just frigging think about it on your own.

The boys were talking to me, but I couldn’t hear them. I started to see black in my eyes, more and more black, last thing I know is a knock on the door.

~Harry’s POV.

Carmen walked away, and closed the door. Taylor glared at me.

‘Why did you kiss me when she knocked on the door?!’ I yelled at her.

‘Because I don’t share.’ She said, in her sexy voice, she touched my abs.

‘But that isn’t the reason of that!’ I yelled again, ‘You know what. Just, go, I see you tomorrow.’

When she walked out of the hotelroom, I walked back to the room I first was, but then heard Liam talking, so I earsdropped them.

‘… and about the paparazzi incident, when she said someone has her heart already? Well that someone is Harry.’ He said, and heard more sob sounds. Is he talking about Carmen? I think he is.

Then I heard the boys wispering some things, so I knocked on the door and walked inside, and saw Carmen in Liams arms, not moving and breathing very slow.

‘Whats wrong?!’ I said panicking. I looked at Carmen, she looked so beatiful, why didn’t I keep my promise? Ow wait I already know that.

‘I think she blacked out.’ Liam said and layed her down on the bed. He grabbed his phone and dialed a number, spoke some things in and nodded his head.

‘Okay, we just let her rest.’ He said. (Don’t know if its true, so don’t use it!) he opened the door, and the boys walked out, but I kissed her forehead before walking out.

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