23. Hurt That Much
I woke up in my house later with a pounding headache. I found out later that they gave me what it called 'ecstasy' a not that friendly drug. But what could I do?
(The boy is now in jail for assault.)
My life went on. And it was rather slow. That was around the time I found out Of Mice was playing at warped tour. Now, I never even thought twice about what my parents might say. 'No' was the word I was thinking of. So, generally as I snuck down the stairs that morning, with my full blown essay about what I wanted to say, I was not expecting the 'yes'. I headed back up the stairs afterward in complete and utter shock. And that's when I made the promise to myself. I was going to meet my hero Austin carlile. And when I met him I was going to be clean. Clean of any cuts.
But I still kept the blades, of course. Just in case.