It’s been three years since I’ve met two of the Jonas Brothers. Yep, three years and not a sign of me getting married with any Jonas. There was a terrible fight when my heart and brain fought to get over Nick, but I decided to focus on something else, my future, while things got in place.
I got in college even when my parents didn’t like very much my career, Communications. I wanted to produce or write movies, T.V. shows, music videos or something like that… I wasn’t really sure how or why but I was in love with everything about my career and my college.
“Hey! Mrs. Leyva was looking for you.” One of my classmates told me before I got into the cafeteria.
I ran to her office, I was so excited… I knew she was looking for me because of my application for an international exchange.
When I got to her office she was sitting in her chair reading something in her computer. I knocked the door.
“Hi, come in. I was looking for you, darling.” She said with a huge smile on her face.
“Yeah, Clarissa told me that. What’s going on?” I asked trying not to look so pumped but I knowing I failed.
“Well… I just got an e-mail from Disney.” She got to the point and then paused.
“So?” I pressed.
“Oh my god! Really?”
“Yes, you just have to send this information” She said handing me some paper about the visa and all that stuff. “And you’ll be at Disney World in a few days.”
“OH MY LOVING GOD!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH MRS. LEYVA!” I took every single paper and ran out of her office.
I was about to scream in the middle of the building but I preferred phoning my best friend.
“Whaddup?” Jessica answered after a couple of tones.
“I’m going to Disney World! I got into an exchange program with them!” I said with a very enthusiastic voice.
“Wow… An exchange program? For how long?” She asked. She didn’t sound very excited…
I know I’m telling you every single detail about how I got to where I’m now but that conversation with Jessica was like deleted of my mind… I mean, most of it, because all I can remember now is how it ended. How our friendship ended…
“YOU’LL LEAVE ME HERE! IN THE MIDDLE OF ALL THIS SH**!! “
“I WON’T LEAVE! IT’S JUST FOR A WHILE! YOU’D BE HAPPY FOR ME! THIS ABOUT MY FUTURE! IT IS SUCH A GREAT OPPORTUNITY FOR ME!”
“NEVER MIND! GO AWAY! I DON’T EVEN NEED YOU FU***** SELFISH WH***!”
I don’t know why it happened. All I know is that she became like that one song you always skip, but never delete off your playlist. She was my best friend and I loved her so much, I still care about her even when she disappointed me…