I couldn't sleep yesterday thinking about Harry. I just don't understand him. I mean why would he lean in to kiss me but then just suddenly backs away and leave me there? What will happen now? Are we still friends or not? Does he wants to be with me? Ugh I'm so confused. I send a text to Ally maybe she can help me understand what's happening. After a while she texted back.
To: Ally -Hey Ally-
To: Adriana -Hey Adri-
To: Ally -Are you busy?-
To: Adriana -Well I'm going on a date with Josh why?-
To: Ally -Nothing important, have fun on your date-
To: Adriana -Is there something wrong?-
To: Ally -No everything fine-
To: Adriana -ok bye-
I put my phone on the night stand and went to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror and let me tell you I even scared myself a little. I brushed my hair and put in a side braid and changed out of my pjs. I look much better now even thought I still look like a truck ran over me. I went downstairs and made myself a bowl of cereal then went to my room. Just when I finished eating my cereal someone knocked at the door. What if it's Harry? I quickly got up and went downstairs to open the door. Instead of Harry I saw Liam.
-Hey Liam, what are you doing here?-
-Ally called me and told me to check if you were alright-
-Well I'm ok-
-You sure because you don't seem to well-
-Ok I'm not fine I stayed up all night thinking about Harry-
Liam took a step forward and gave me a tight hug I hugged him back.
-C'mon you can tell me what happened-
We went to the living room and sat down. I look at Liam and he was waiting for me to start talking.
-Yesterday when we were at the park playing hide and seek I was hiding with Harry and he was about to kiss me but he suddenly moved away and stand up then left. He didn't say anything just left me there and I'm so confused Liam. Does that mean he doesn't like me anymore? Because I don't know what else to think.
-I think that he was just scared of what your reaction would been if he kissed you-
-Why would he be scared of my reaction?-
-Well you told him that you two should stay friends for a while maybe he thought that you wanted to stay just friends-
-Maybe your right but what am I supposed to do now?-
-Well are you ready to be in a relationship with Harry again?-
-I don't know Liam, I mean I love him I'm sure of that but I'm still scared that he will realize that he doesn't likes me anymore and I'll end up broken hearted again-
-Well if you truly love him give him another chance to prove that he loves you-
-That's the thing Liam I don't know if he loves me I don't even know if he at least still likes me, what if he doesn't wants to see me again-
-You two need to talk, tell each other your feelings sort things out-
-Yeah I know but when?-
-Wait till you find the right time to do it just know that it has to be soon-
-Okay, thanks Liam-
-Glad I could help-
-I'm going to make us something to eat because I'm hungry-
-I'll help you-
We went to the kitchen. I gathered all the things we needed to make lasagna. Is the only thing mom has showed me how to make and if you're wondering yeah I asked mom to teach me how to cook because I was embarrassed that even Harry knew how to cook and I didn't. The things is I only watch her made it but how hard can it be.
Liam and I started to prepare the lasagna. Let me tell you it was not easy but it didn't look that bad it actually looked pretty good. I put it in the oven and look at Liam.
-Well it looks good, I hope it tastes as good as it looks-
-It can't be that bad, we did everything like it was supposed to be done right-
-Yeah I think so-
We waited till it was done. I got it out of the oven. It look fine to me. I served both of us some lasagna and we sat down to eat.
-At the count of 3 we both take a bite-
We both took a bite of the lasagna. It tasted horrible. I almost puked. I look to Liam and just watching his face I knew he didn't like it either.
-This tastes horrible- I said
-Yeah I thought we did everything right-said Liam
-Me too but I guess we forgot something-
-Now what do we do?-
-Well I'm still hungry so I guess we can order some pizza-
We went to the living room and I called the pizza place. We sat down to watch a movie while we waited for the pizza. A while later I heard a knock on the door. I went and payed for the pizza. I grab a slice of pizza and Liam did the same. We both keep watching the movie. When it was over Liam left. After that I went to my room to study for my Spanish text that is this week. When I was done I checked my phone hoping that Harry has texted or called me but he hadn't. I put my phone away and went to do something else.