Have you ever wanted to live on a dream? Have you ever wanted to live in a perfect world? I've wanted to for a while. My name is Hanoi and I'm 17 years old. I've always wanted to live in a world where nothing could go wrong. I've been through hell ever since I was a kid. My mother died of sickness when I was just 4 years old. So for the next thirteen years I lived with my abusive father. He treated me as if I was his slave. He'd make me do everything for him and if I screwed up even a little bit he'd beat me and throw me at walls until I could barely get up. " WHEN I TELL YOU TO DO SOMETHING YOU'D BETTER DO IT RIGHT, UNDERSTAND ME!??????!!!!!!" I was never appreciated by him at all. I'd work my ass off for him and he'd get mad about the little stuff. Even at school I had it rough. The other kids that I was gay cause I stayed by myself a lot. Who the hell are they to judge me? I can be whoever I want to! I just wish life could be the way I want it to be.............. just for a day.