I have been in bed for about 3 days straight, my mom has tried to cheer me up and make me feel better but none of it has work, I just can't stop thinking about how stupid I was for getting myself into this kind of relationship and trust someone who doesn't even care. The person who I thought I feel in love with broke my trust and lied to me.
Justin was texting and calling me not stop till an hour ago, I'm glad he stop because I don't want to have to have the reminder that his lips were on another girls lips.
I decided I would get up and go take a hot bath to relief some of my pain, I rolled out of bed dragging my feet across the cold wooded floor. Once I entered the bathroom I started to run the water, I walked over to the mirror looking at my reflection and noticing my red swollen eyes, I waited for the water to fill up to top and slipped out of my dirty clothes. I dipped my toe into the water to see if it was save enough to lay in, I glided into the water relaxing my muscles, and letting some of my worries slip away.
I knew I was done in tub once my fingers started to prune up, I walked out of the tub while draining the water. I reached for my towel and wrapped it around my slim body, I walked back to my room and opened my closet grabbing grey sweat pants and a tank top, I put them on and layed back down into to my bed.
I noticed there was a new text from Justin, why couldn't he see I didn't feel like talking to him right now. I unlocked my phone and read the text
Baby I miss you so much its hurting me so much right now I don't know what to do with myself. I just need to see you right now, I've been in my car driving around the city trying to find my way because I'm lost with out you. Please sweet heart talk to me.
A tear rolled down my face reading the text, it hurt me to see Justin like that but he hurt me so much and I think he needs to understand my pain before I understand his. I decided I wouldn't answer his text, I slid my phone under my covers and rested my head down on to the pillow.
I saw a faint light creep into my room and then fade away, I looked towards the door and there stood my mom with an apologetic expression I moved over so she could come lay with me. She sat on my bed pulling the covers over her legs and having me rest my head on her belly. She softly rubbed my head and kissed the top of my head whispering "Its okay sweety", I couldn't help but let a tear slip from sore eyes.
After about an hour went by, I felt my phone vibrate again I knew exactly who it was, this time his call didn't make me sad it pissed me off why couldn't he just understand I didn't want to talk to him. I instantly picked up the phone "What!" I snapped, I said through the phone and moving away from my moms body
"I'm sorry. Please! please don't hang up" he quickly said
"What do you want" I groaned
"I miss you" he whimpered "do you miss me"
"No"....yes I do
"W-what why-" he said with stutter
"You know what I don't need to explain myself for the reason I feel the way I feel, so just leave me alone okay!"
"Baby I know what I did was wrong but I don't love her and I didn't kiss her" he replied
"Yeah well you kissed her back, obviously you forgot your love for me at that moment" I said with anger
"Just STOP! I love you and I know you still love please just lis..............................." the line went dead
"Justin.....Justin, Justin! " I screamed through the phone, I looked over to my mom her eyes were wide wondering what just happen.
I kept calling his phone but It would just go straight to voice mail, tears started to roll down my face I didn't want to believe the conclusion to what happened to Justin was true.
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