Since the day I told Cyan who I am, she's been acting strange. It's been 4 days now. She doesn't smile at me anymore or hold my hand when we go out. She doesn't even kiss me like before. It would just be a small peck on lips or a quick kiss on the cheek.
It's really frustrating actually.
I want her to act normal like she used to.
I miss her.
I was in interrupted by my phone ringing, I groaned before I reached for it, not quite bothering to look at the caller ID. I just answered it and immediately regretted when I did.
"JASON, WHERE ARE YOU!?" Jake yelled. He is one of the gang members I trust and he is one of my very good buds.
"Dude calm your balls, I am at home, what is it?" I replied calmly.
"GET DOWN HERE, "THE COLLINS" ARE NOT PAYING UP AND WE GOT TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!"
I clenched my jaw when he mentioned the rival gang. They are a bunch of ass clowns, mother fuckers. We have got to teach them a lesson.
"Dude just tell them to fucking pay or blow their place off" I said now a little irritated.
"What about all our money, we can't just blow them"Jake snorted.
"IF THEY DONT HAVE THE MONEY, HOW CAN THEY POSSIBLY PAY! JUST TELL THE FUCKERS TO GET THEIR SHIT TOGETHER AND PAY US UP OR JUST GO TONIGHT WITH THE GUYS AND KILL THOSE FUCKERS. THEY ARE DIRTYING THE TOWN ANYWAY" I yelled not really caring who hear me whatsoever.
I know Cyan can't hear me since she is in her yoga.
Ya, she takes Yoga. It's healthy for the both, her and the baby.
"Kk so we will got for the hit tonight" Jake sighed.
I didn't quite bothered to answer back, I just hung up. To be honest Jake got me all frustrated. I wasn't in a mood to deal with that shit. I have other, better, more important things to do. I need to think of different ways to get my relationship back on track.
I heard our room's door open signing my baby, my queen is done with yoga and now we can finally spend time together. I closed my eyes immediately pretending that I am asleep. Since I was already in bed, that made it seem more real and obvious plus it's only 9:30 am. I heard slow, soft footsteps coming towards our bed. I smiled a bit since Cyan don't even come near me since past few days after the big revelation. Only I would go talk to her or kiss/hug or touch her.
I miss her so much. It's like she is near me but still so far. ugh!
Suddenly I felt warm, petite hands on my cheek. I inwardly smiled. Cyan started to stroke my cheek in a soothing way. I sighed in relief but not to loud for her to hear.
Just as I was about to open my eyes, her lips got in contact with my forehead. I stopped myself from waking up. She then kissed my nose, her warm fresh minty breath hit my lips. Few seconds past but she didn't kiss me. I was getting desperate and curious.
What is taking her so long?
Just then I heard her sigh and she got up from the side of the bed.
To her surprise, I grabbed her hand quickly and sat up straight. Cyan gaped at me. I pulled her and her body smashed with mine.
"What's wrong?" I asked, my voice raspy and sounding unexpectedly incredibly sexy.
I watched her gulp hard. She was nervous I can tell. I kissed her temple softly.
"Relax, it's just me babe."
She looked away , I lifted her chin and forced her to look into my eyes.
"I love you"
Well that hurt....
I got a little frustrated at her actions.
Her face was blank of any emotions.
Usually she would smile when I tell her that I love her and she would say she love me back but now it's like she don't love me anymore.....
"I love you more" she took me by surprise as her voice came out groggily like she had been crying. I smiled but frowned at the thought of her crying.
"Are you okay?"
"Yes, I am fine, just-just a little...a little tired" she stammered.
Is she scared of me or something?
I frowned. Well there is a possibility that she is scared of me since I m "THE JASON MCCAIN"
"Justi- ahh I mean uhh Jason....are you hungry? I will just prepare the food now."
I smiled when she said my real name. It sounds so much more good almost perfect when it comes out of her mouth.
"No baby, you are my queen and you are carrying my baby, I don't want you to work. I will prepare the food for us"
I smiled as I hooped out of bed and kissed her quickly before making my way towards the door. I was about to turn the knob when my baby's little voice caught my attention.
"Yes" I replied quick.
"I am sorry" she said looking down at the carpet.
I frowned and walked back to her. I scooped down since she was sitting on the bed. I kissed her full on the lips. Hard and dominating. Surprisingly she kissed back with as much emotion as she could possibly muster. I pulled back after a few seconds. Well that was a passionate kiss ;)
I rested my forehead on hers. Breathless I said "don't be sorry baby, I know and I understand." I smiled wide and held her hand. We both made our way to the kitchen.
Things are at least starting to get better.