Anna, how do I begin to say I'm sorry? I owe you more than an apology, I should have sent this letter ages ago, as soon as I left. I'm sorry for running off like that, it was wrong of me to leave you that way, I should have called and I doubt you'll forgive me for it.
I hope Dan and Phil are looking after you! if they aren't tell them I'll chop their balls off! ;) I know that now I'm not there to protect you from your dad but just know that if he does anything even if you see him in the streets I want you to ring me and text me so I know and I'll do what ever I can to get there to fight him off. Just because I'm not their physically to hold you and love you, I'm there in your heart and I'm never leaving.
I think I'll be home soon, just hold on for a while longer baby, we'll reunite soon. Harley misses you like crazy and misses you, I know you're rolling your eyes at his soppyness but he means it, He is going to send you a letter and if he doesn't I'll bitch slap him ;) (but I think I'll have to join the queue because you'll want to slap him first.
As much as I want to tell you about what's going on but I can't, not through a letter anyway. I know who framed me and you do to, you just don't want to think about it.
I know I've already said this but I miss you so so so much! I know that in a few months it'll be 2 and 1/2 years since we started dating, it feels like only yesterday that I sang to you on stage at the school dance and asked you out, it was so terrifying and I'm so glad you said yes.
I know you too well to know that you've been crying most nights and if you look under your bed in a purple box there is something for you to cuddle at night, I was hoping you wouldn't need it but I know for a fact that you need it.
Don't bottle up your pain baby, don't shut Dan and Phil out, they want to help and want their babysis (and non-blood-related-baby-sis) to stop crying and they want to comfort you so once you've read this I want you to go and hug them and have a movie day with them ok, if you don't I will find out, you know I will.
Just know that I'm not actually that far away from you, I'm surprisingly close, just hiding well. I'll see you soon princess, stay strong, I love you with all my heart and I am never going to stop hugging you when I'm home.
All my love,
Jason xxxxxxxxxxxx <3