We we all sitting around the bonfire that was huge. I don't know why but I've always loved the fire. I like watching the flames and hearing the sound of material being burnt down. I was currently sitting right next to Ashton just looking at him.. Okay more like admiring him but whatever. He was talking to Niall and Bethany who was sitting just across from us. I was looking at Ashton's mouth moving with every word that he spoke. I looked over to Bethany and she gave me a faint smile. She was probably just tired.
" Hey Viktoria are you tired yet?" he asked me. " No , not really are you? " i returned his question. " Yeah i am going to go to the tents, I'll see you tomorrow babe goodnight" he yawned and kissed me on the cheek before walking away to the blue tent that the boys set up earlier.
I could see some people going home, or at least trying. They were absolutely smashed from tonight with all the alcohol in their bodies. They were mumbling all sorts of things. Some of them even threw up almost right in front of me. Gross.
" Hey Viktoria! I'm going to go to sleep now , goodnight" she said and hugged me. There wasn't really anyone there just a few couples who were laughing and talking. It was nice to see everyone get along and just have a good time. Parties like this always turns into a chaos and I'm happy that this turned out differently.
" Hi Viktoria " a rather drunk Harry slurred. " Hi Harry" i greeted him but he seemed confused and sad. " I still like you , so so much" he said while trying to hug me. " Harry listen , i don't have feelings for you anymore I'm sorry " i said and his face changed quickly. " But you promised me Viktoria! It's Ashton isn't it? " he yelled so loud i bet everyone could hear it all the way to the tents. " Be quiet Harry! people are sleeping" i hushed him. " N-no I'm not going to be quiet " he kept yelling stuff at me but i couldn't quite understand since he slurred.
" Harry you have to go " i almost begged him since i didn't want to cause a "scene" right now. Plus Ashton would get super mad at Harry and i don't want either of them to get hurt because of me. I understand Harry a bit because it sucks to like someone who will never like you back. But at the same time it's not my fault and i can't be with everyone who likes me.
After a few minutes i got help from another guy that i recognize from school to put Harry to sleep. I went to my tent and laid down. I couldn't fall asleep, i have so much on my mind it is almost impossible.
We leaned in closer to each other with our noses touching. " I really like you Viktoria " he said. " N-no Harry stop i can't do this!" i screamed while pulling my head back and stood up. " Why? all i want is for you to be my girlfriend" he said and i could hear that he was almost about to cry. "I'm so sorry Harry , maybe we'll be together in the future but not right now" i told him. " Okay then but only because i like to see you happy. But do you promise me that we'll be together? he asked me and his eyes were now red and tears were streaming down his face. " Okay " i told him. " No , okay isn't enough say it! " he demanded and i was scared since i had never seen him in this state. Oh what Love does to you... " I promise " i said feeling bad because i knew that i didn't actually mean it. He'll probably forget it soon enough...
- Flashback over -
I closed my eyes and fell asleep.
- NEXT DAY -
I woke up with someone laying next to me and it wasn't Niall for sure, I mean unless he uses girl perfume that smells like flowers and candy. I turned my head to my right where the odd smell was coming from and i saw Viktoria laying there. I wonder what happened, either way she was scared or drunk. " Viktoria, rise and shine" i said in a cheery voice but trying to be quiet. I really wanted to know what happened. " Shut up " she muttered and put a pillow over her head to block out any noise. I grasped the pillow and threw it across the tent and unfortunately it landed on some random girls head. She woke up and she did not look very happy. " Excuse me? " she said while throwing the pillow at me and i grabbed it before it hit me in the face. She went back to sleep pretty quickly i must say.
Viktoria was now wide awake and looking at me. " Beth , Harry came onto me yesterday and he wanted me to be with him again because i promised but i don't like him , i love Ashton" She said and i think i froze for a second. " Love ? " i asked her with a low voice. " Uh yeah , i know that we haven't been dating for such a long time but i really do love him since we spend almost everyday together" she said dreamingly. i was so happy for her but i was also scared because Ashton is quite the heart breaker. " I understand but do not spend too much time together it'll make you both go crazy" i told her and she looked confused. " Why?" she asked me. " Trust me on this one " i said and she nodded her head and i smiled at her.