Bethany and me talk almost everyday.I really like her.The only problem is the fact that she has been hanging out with that Luke guy. I don't get it though i mean am i not good enough? i wish i was. I have been thinking about something. I mean i could always ask Viktoria for help. I don't know how she will react though i mean i think she likes Michael or Ashton. I will be able to convince her. I was on my way to Viktoria.She didn't live to far away so i didn't need to bring my car.
I knocked on the door and waited for someone to open. "Who is it?" i heard someone scream. " It's me" i said. "Uhm and who are you" she asked, "Niall" i said. She unlocked the door and hugged me."Hi" she said. " Hi Viktoria" i said. "So what do you want to talk about?" she asked me. You see Viktoria is a great listener and i am too but it's nice to talk with someone about my problems since people always seem to come to me with their problems.
We sat down on the couch. I didn't know what to say because i didn't want to seem selfish. She started tapping her fingers on her knees since she was starting to get bored."okay well here it goes" i said and she looked at me.
"So i really like Bethany. Words can't explain. When I'm with her i never want to let her go and when i'm not with her everything seems so weird you know , i feel like crying" i said and she nodded not saying anything."So i was wondering if you could help me " i said. "Uh yeah but with what?" she asked me. "Uh so you have to flirt with Luke and make him interested in you so that Bethany will give me more attention" i said.She looked at me and i could see that she wasn't so sure of this. "Uh i don't know Niall" she said.
"Please" i said begging her for help. " It wouldn't really help and besides i really like Ashton " she said and looked at me with puppy eyes.Viktoria always feel guilty when she wasn't able to help someone. " Uh okay but think about it" i said with tears in my eyes. I was not going to cry. I never do.She finally agreed to at least think about it. I was almost out of the door. " Niall wait" she screamed and i turned around. "Uh do you want to come to a be beach party tonight?" she asked me and i agreed. She told me all of the details and i started walking home.
I was thinking about today while i was on my way home.
* Incoming call from Vikki :* *
"Hi viktoria" i said while smiling.
"Hi Beth" she said and i could hear that she was smiling too.
"Uh so i was going to ask if you want to come to a beach party"
I agreed with her and she told me all the details and it was only 4 hours left so i decided to go to grocery shopping. I went to whole foods grocery store. When i walked in i saw something that i never wanted to see before. Niall kissing a girl. More like the biggest whore in school. I looked at them with tears in my eyes. Niall looked up and saw me. He looked sorry but i didn't care i mean i know that we are not together but i can't help it.I really like him but clearly he doesn't feel the same and he has probably been leading me on for quite a while.
I ran home and unlocked the door. I'm lucky because nobody is home. They are at my aunts house and they are going to be there for a few days i guess since she lives in another state. I threw my jacket on the floor and i ran up to my room and threw myself on the bed. I was still crying. How could he do that? all i need now i a bath. I went to fill the bathtub up and i put my sea bath bomb from lush in. I sat in the bath for a long time when i remembered that i had to get ready for the beach party. I looked at the clock and i had exactly 2 hours. "Perfect" i said and got out from the bath.
I walked to my wardrobe to pick out some clothes when i thought about something. Niall once told me that he liked a girl who looks kind of "Bad" Maybe he will like me if i look like a bad girl. It took me a while but i finally found my bikini. It was a black bandeau one and it was my favorite. I wasn't going to wear a shirt since it was super hot outside. I picked out my blue ripped high waisted denim shorts and my black cardigan over. I went to my bathroom and i was going for a dramatic makeup. I made a smokey eye and a cat eyeliner. I put on some red lipstick and fake eyelashes. Everything was waterproof so no worries. I picked out a few rings and i put on my belly button piercing. I never really have it on only when I'm going to the beach. I put my wallet and my phone with a charger in my black bag. I let my hair be in its natural state. I put my sunglasses on before i was outside.
I walked for about 10 minutes and i saw the beach. I could hear a lot of people screaming and talking. I could smell alcohol and smoke. They played some sick music and i was actually in the mood for dancing. I walked past a few guys who whistled at me and i liked it. I liked the fact that there are a lot of other guys who would like me. It doesn't have to be Niall.
"Boo" someone said and i screamed. "Oh sorry" the girl chuckled and i noticed that it was Jade."Aww jadie" i said and she laughed at me. "I can't find viktoria" she said and we started looking for her. "Found her" i said while smirking at her direction. She was kissing Ashton. I already knew that she liked him and it was just so cute. When we got closer i could see that it wasn't Ashton at all.
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