Stay professional

Life is finally getting back on track for Emi when she gets to work as a designer for a record label but can she deal with her boy band clients? Will she start to see then in a different light from the hate she had before and can she remember to stay professional?

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35. He changed

 

Zayn's P.O.V

 

I haven't slept at all, this hole mess with Niall and Emi just kept playing through my head over and over again and by 7.30 I just couldn't lie there any longer. I needed to get out and do something, clear my head so I'd be able to face the two of them today and not let it get to me that one of my best friends actually hit a girl as perfect as our Emi.

 

Climbing out of bed I made my way over to my suitcase being as quite as possible trying not to wake Harry as he'd pretty much only got to sleep himself. He felt so guilty for all this even though it wasn't his fault in the slightest but yet he kept saying it was. I pulled out my running stuff before making my way in to the bathroom to get dressed and ready to head out. 

 

After pressing play on my phone I then slipped it into my pocket. Then volume was on full and when I put in my headphones it blocked out everything around me, exactly what I needed! I put my hood up and then headed out the back door of the hotel hoping more than anything I can go unreconised for this run, it's not that I don't love my fans I just need some time to think at the moment. I headed left and began to run down the streets heading the way that would lead me to the beach which should be pretty quite this time on a monday morning.

 

Once I got to the beach it was pretty deserted so I took my hood down letting the soft breeze run through my hair cooling me down. I wasn't alone but there was only the occasional dog walker or other runner but that was pretty much it. I slowed my pace and dropped the volume of my music as I ran down the beach till I found the perfect place to relax away from anyone else. I sat myself down on the cool sand that was in the shade of one of the palm trees that lined the entire length of the beach, it really was beautiful here and if everything had been normal then this would probably be the kind of place we'd of all come together to have a laugh on these days off. Oh how I wish that was the case but no, instead I was here as it was a place with no distractions. It was nice however as it really gave me time to think about everything that had gone off. 

 

First things first Niall cheated and hit Emi...

But he was drunk and angry...

But that was because he thought Emi was cheating on him with Harry...

And we didn't try and make him think other wise we just assumed the worst of him even though he's one of our best mates...

They didn't give us no other reasons not to think that however...

So if harry had been honest with out we wouldn't have thought it...

But he didn't want to be honest because he knew we would over react...

So its kinda our fault but then again we don't keep secrets...

We would have supported him and done what was best for him and his family...

And if that had happened non of this other shit would have happened...

Or even if Emi had told us without Harry knowing...

Then again she wouldn't have as she was doing what she thought was best for harry and being a good friend...

Plus Niall never thought to just sit and talk to either Harry or Emi about this...

He really didn't handle it well...

Then again I don't think any of us would have...   

But now he may have lost Emi and that would be heart breaking for all of us as she's just so perfect for him and for the short while before everything with Harry and her he was the happiest I've ever seen him and that just made us happy-

"Zayn?" A voice questioned pulling me out of my long train of though. I looked up to see Emi about 10 foot in front of me. Journal under her arm and her personal camera round her neck.

"Emi what are you doing here?" 

"I came to draw, write, take some photographs ... think. How about you?" she asked as she came to sit down next to me placing her bag and vans down next to her. She slipped the journal Niall had bought her in to her bag making sure not to damage it before removing the camera strap from round her neck and putting that away also.

"Needed to clear my head and process everything really..." I told her honestly, sighing. I looked over to he to see her looking down at her toes that she was wiggling in the soft sand.

"What am I going to do Zayn?" She asked after a short silence.

"That depends on what you want?" I asked her back.

"Honestly I want my Nialler back... The one I fell for months ago and made me smile and forget about all the bad things in my life whenever I was with him. What happened Zayn? He changed and it's as if I don't even know him any more..." she replied before tear started to roll down her cheeks, pulling her in to my chest I held her tight and comforted her. I hated seeing her like this, it was as if when her life was just going perfect again something bad happens to her again and it just wasn't fair she deserves so much better! 

"Why do you think you don't know him anymore?" I asked her once she had calmed down and stop crying. 

"Because the Niall I knew would have trusted me, he'd never cheat on me and most of all he would have never ever even considered hitting me." She mumbled into my chest. 

"Emi love, trust me that Niall is still here. We both know he hasn't changed at all he was just confused. He was just scared and worried thats all." 

"Why?" she asked with a confused look on her face as she pulled away slightly. 

"Because he thought he was loosing you to Harry when he'd only just got you thats why. You know from day one Niall has been so petrified of loosing you that he would constantly be coming to me for advise wanting to know how me and Perrie have lasted through everything and how we are still head over heels in love after all this time. Trust me love he would have never done any of those things if he knew the truth and wasn't being so paranoid. I'm not saying what he did was in anyway right to do what he did but I can assure you he wouldn't have done it in any other circumstances." 

"You don't know that Zayn." She said staring out to the ocean. 

"Yes I do Emi You just have to need to talk to-"

"I know I do Zayn but I can't right now." she cut me off.

"Why not? You need to talk to him eventually." I asked trying not to sound harsh.

"I know that Zayn, I really do but I just can't right now." She bit back. God I really didn't want to argue with her.

"Emi listen to me-" 

"No you listen to me, I don't want to talk to him right now, I want to be alone. I need him to know what I felt last night, when I sat up waiting, waiting for him to come back from that... t-that slut's house. I need him to know the pain of not knowing weather I'll even walk back in that door! He needs sit and wonder... wonder if I even love him... because I didn't know if he did last night." She stumbled over her words as she cut me off again standing up and slinging her bag over her shoulder. "Just give him this." She said fishing a folded piece of paper from her back pocket and throwing it down in front of me before picking up her shoes and heading off down the beach. I watched her for a while, it was clear she was crying but I knew not to follow her. Once she was quite a way off in the distance I looked down at the paper she had thrown on the floor. 

 

Picking it up I shook of most of the sand before turning it over to see 'For Naill' written in her fine cursive writing on the front. Resisting the urge to open it I quickly shoved it in to my back pocket and pushed my self off from the sand dusting myself off. I needed to get this back to him as soon as possible. 

 

 

 

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