"I just don't get why he's all over her" annoyance in my voice as I talk to Liam
"dose it matter? and he has to act like nothing changed"
I nod still not feeling any better.
we have been in this cafe for half an hour now waiting on nothing. all Harry has been doing is basically throwing himself on her. and it's just pissing me off.
right now there feet are tangled together and he is lightly playing with her fingers.
they will laugh ever now and then but that's about it. only Liam can hear what's being said personally I could careless what she says to him because there all lies anyway
she doesn't love him and he doesn't love her.
he loves me.
but Hannah if he loves you and you love him why the fuck are you dating Liam right now?
because I love Liam
Hannah stop lying to yourself you liked Liam. you liked having someone with you while Harry was gone but now that he's back you don't need Liam anymore. you used Liam.
no I didn't!
yes you did!
I go back and forth with my subconscious for a good 10 minutes. before I finally give up and stop thinking about it
"hey are you okay?" Liam's voice is quiet
I look up at his worried face.
I smile "yeah I'm fine just over thinking I guess"
"over thinking about what?" he takes out his matching ear piece and sits it down. telling me that he's not listening to Harry and Allison's conversation anymore
I shake my head "nothing really just about..." I look at Harry briefly then turn back to Liam.
Liam follows where I was looking, glancing at Harry then turning back to me
"do you love him?" he asks blankly
I stare Into his eyes looking for anything that would tell me how he feels but there nothing.
"I...yeah . yeah I do"
he holds his stare
"okay. so what do you want hannah? me or him?"
I'm a little taken back by his words. they arnt sweet or understanding but they are in patent and annoyed.
"Liam.. I don't know"
I let my head fall looking into my lap
"well you better fucking decide because I'm not going to sit here and wait for you and waist all my time on you if you are just going to leave."
I look up shocked. my mouth slightly open and my eyes wide.
he dosent give me a second look as he places the small black ear piece back in his ear and gets on his phone.
I feel like I'm going to cry but I hold it back. why was he so mean about it? what's up with him?
I hear loud laughter.
I turn my head to Harry and Allison and they are closer then ever
they stare Into each other's eyes the way hannah and I use to.
I feel my heart hurt and ache for him.
I thought I knew what I wanted. but now?
I'm not so sure anymore.
soo I wrote this chapter on my phone at school bc I thought you guys deserve it bc of my absence for such a long time. so again in sorry andddd thank you for all my reads so far you guys are the best!!! I'll try and update tomorrow !!! love you guys!!