"Harry please no. don't do this" tears keep sliding on my face
he's tense with fists clenched and eyes red with wet cheeks
"hannah what else am I suppose to do. I know your 'dating' Liam. I know you guys are together. okay I know everything."
"you weren't suppose to find out like this. I knew you would be upset. I didn't wanna hurt you Harry. I did this because I love you" I say then look down
his stare hurts me emotionally because I can see the pain in his eyes. the betrayal.
"you did this because you love me?"
he laughs and glances down then looks back up to me
"hannah you didn't tell me you don't want to marry me anymore because you love me?"
"I never said I didn't wanna marry you!" I stand and face him now
"yeah you basically did the minute you fucked my best friend."
I had nothing to say. because he's right. I messed everything up just because I was trying to be strong with out him. even though I knew I couldn't do that.
"you've been playing with me and Liam for the longest. you've been going back and forth just because you know you can. hannah I love you. you will never know how much I love you but I'm not gonna let you walk all over me. I'm not gonna let you hurt me because you think you might love me. I'm done being your second choice... and it's sad that it took me this long to realize that I was."
his words killed me. every single one.
he held his stare while he talked. tears came from his eyes but he still stared. his fists in clenched and his body relaxed.
he turned and walked into the closet
I stood there stunned with the words. I never knew Harry would be the one to make me feel so small and so pathetic.
he walked out of the closet with a duffle bag full of clothes.
"where are you going?" I asked in a whisper
he turned to me with cold eyes "I'm going to the people who actually care about me."
"Harry" I whispered faintly but it was too late he was already out of the bedroom.
why am I so stupid
I never know how I feel. or what I want.
I'm such a bitch. such and awful person. I hate me.
I sat on the king sized bed and cried.
Harry left. he called off the wedding and this time it was really him. it was the actual Harry who knows what we've been threw.
I got under the comforter and snuggle up to myself.
I already miss him. I just got him back and I threw him away.
he's right iv been playing with him and Liam.
I think it's best if I put both of them down.
I don't wanna hurt anyone anymore. I'm gonna leave both of them alone. I'm gonna let both if then be free. and happy.
I'm not gonna be a burden.
I felt my eyes get heavy and I felt myself go to sleep with the thought of the future I want with Harry.
authors note ://
righttttt I know it's short but I felt an update was needed bc I love you guys anddddd I was in a good mood ! yay lol sooo idk when the next chapter will be up but hopefully it will be up soon bc I got some good ideas for the story! alright love you babes! thanks for readinggg!