"come on, let's move this to the bedroom" Allison says in a breathless voice
she stands and starts tugging on my hand to get me to get off the couch.
"I would love to tonight baby but I have stuff to do tomorrow" i lie
I'm not having sex with her. hell no. I'd never let it go that far.
"babyyy" she drags out the y
"I'm sorry. but I can't. I want to but I need to be getting home gotta go to the studio tomorrow"
"uggghh Harry it's like I never see you anymore. and we haven't had sex in like 4 days"
holy shit did we have sex that much before!
"I know but I need to start focusing" I lie again.
she flops down next to me disappointed
"it's like you don't want me around" hurt in her voice
"NO NO NO I do baby I do. I'll try to come over tomorrow so we can finish this up okay?" I say making my voice sound as convincing as possible.
she looks at me with hopeful eyes.
"okay!" she smiles then wraps her arms around my neck.
I hug her around the waist.
she let's go and kisses my cheek
"bye baby. I love you" she whispers in my ear
"love you too" I say while getting up, slightly pushing her off of me in the process
I smile and walk out of her apartment.
closing the door I let out a huge breath of relief. holy shit that was crazy!
I walk down the steps and into the parking lot.
I spot Liam and hannah sitting on the hood of Liam's car
I walk quickly over to them, the wind wanting to blow me away basically.
"how did I do?" I smile at them
Liam smiles "did great man" he high fives me.
I laugh a little knowing why he thinks I did good.
I look at hannah.
her eyes are glassy and her nose and cheeks red from the cold. she's wrapping her arms around her self trying to keep warm.
she stares at me for what seems like 200 years. her stare hurts. it's like she digging into my soul and giving me butterfly's at the same time.
suddenly she get off the hood and gets into the passenger side of Liam's car.
"what's her deal?"
"I don't know. but we will meet you home?"Liam asks
"yeah sure thing"
I walk away from Liam's car and get into my own.
I turn it on and crank the heat on full blast trying to get warm again. looking in the rear view mirror I see Liam already pulling out.
I bet Hannah's mad because of me and Allie. but what dose she want from me? to just wait till she's ready to want me back? no it doesn't work that way.
5 minutes go by and the car is warmed up.
I pull out and start making my way home.
home. sounds weird. I live here. I live here with hannah and we where suppose to get married and have kids and make a life here.
amazing how things change.
now Liam's back and their in love. lucky him. I guess.
it takes me about 10 minutes to get home... back to the house.
I park Infront of the house and notice Liam's cars not here.
I get out and walk to the front door.
maybe I beat them here.
using the key I unlock the door and walk in.
The living room light is on. I guess I never turned it off
I sigh taking off my jacket and throw it on the couch.
I'm so ready to go to bed. this has been such a long night.
I walk into the bedroom and Hannah is sitting on the bed. back facing me.
"that was fast Liam" she says with a little giggle.
rolling my eyes I say "no not Liam just your fiancé Harry"
hannah stand and turns fast. almost shocked to see I'm standing here.
"ohh why are you here?"
I walk to the closet to look for pajamas. is she serious right now?
"I'm here because I live here?" I bend over to the drawers
"why don't you just stay at your little whores house. you seem to like it there anyway"
what the hell?
"wow hannah. just wow." I say laughing a little at how childish she's being
"what?" she yells
I stand straight and look at her "why don't you stay at Liam's house."
"what are you talking about?" her voice shakes a little
I walk out of the closet and get about 10 feet from her
"I'm talking about you fucking Liam while I'm sick! while I have no memory of anything your over here banging LIAM IN OUR DAMN BED!"
she rolls her eyes "YOU REALLY DONT KNOW SHIT HARRY!"
I laugh sarcastically "Ohhh really? SO YOU FUCKED HIM ON OUR DAMN COUCH THEN!"
" YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I WENT THREW WHILE YOU WERE GONE HARRY!"
is she for real right now!
"REALLY HANNAH! REALLY! YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I WENT THREW IN THAT FUCKING HOSPITAL ROOM! MY MIND WAS EVERYWHERE AND YOU THINK JUST BECAUSE I WASNT THERE AT THE TIME IT WAS OKAY TO SCREW LIAM!"
a tear falls down her cheek "what else was I suppose to do Harry! I was alone!"
"NOT FUCK LIAM THATS FOR SURE!"
she didn't say anything
"I needed you hannah. I needed you to be there with me and care for me. threw sickness and health. we where suppose to get married and have a family and love eachother forever"
I paused. tears threatening to fall.
"but I guess you don't want that."
hannah looks up her face red a puffy
"I do Harry I do!"
"HANNAH I CANT SIT AROUND AND WAIT FOR YOU TO LOVE ME THE WAY I LOVE YOU! I'm obviously more into this relationship then you are"
I whip a tear from my cheek and look away from her.
"I'm gonna let you be happy."
"w-what do you mean?" she asks. her voice sounding so small
"I mean the weddings off... your free to be happy now"
THE WEDDDINNG IS OFFF!!!! omg!!!
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alrighttt omg I took forever to update. shit I'm sorry guys! I just forget ALOT. it would help if I got comments to remind me buttt I don't lol I'll try and post the next chapter as soon as I remember lolif I get 5+ comments I will make the next chapter extraaaa long too!!!
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