Oh my Gosh! Jeff kissed me last night. I must be sick, or I actually like him. I'm sick, because I can't like him. He tried to kill me. Sure I have forgiven him, but I can't like a guy who did that. Can I? I'll ask the girls later, what they think.
I need to get ready for breakfast and stop worrying about this, because it's nothing, right?
I got dressed in a pair of white skinny jeans and a Black Veil Brides shirt. When I got downstairs I saw Raven. "How was the concert?" she asked me.
"Amazing! I swear, when they sang Me and This Girl, Gabe looked at me. When they sang Heartless, David stayed singing to the section we were in, and Cole sang so beautifully." I then began to ramble on about them and the concert, as I fixed my plate. In the back of my mind, the thought of liking Jeff kept bothering me, till I finished eating. When I did, I placed my plate in the sink, and grabbed Raven and Sally's arms as I ran up to my room.
"We need to talk about last night." I told them. "There was one major thing I left out. I was half asleep when we got home, so Jeff carried me in and put me to bed. The thing is, he thought I was asleep, so he kissed my forehead and told me 'Goodnight'. I also said goodnight to him as he was leaving. I just want to know what you guys think, because I'm also confused on whether I like him like that or not."
"Well, first of all, we need to get that new girl before the boys think of killing her again," Raven said
"What happened last night?"
"Well, you should ask her," she said before going to get Mackenzie.
"Don't worry Miss Violet. They didn't get to hurt her with me and Raven around," Sally said reassuringly.
As Raven brought the new girl in, she sat down and told me what happened last night. As we talked, I explained how her dog, Krovvie, was with Smile and he was perfectly safe. When we had explained everything to her and become good friends, we went back to talking about my situation with Jeff.
"So that's what happened and now I don't know what to do. I don't know if I like him. What do you guys think?" Violet said with a sigh.
"I don't know, because that is what you need to decide. We can't tell you how you feel. Just try not to make it awkward between you two." Raven said.
Well, Violet seemed to really like going to that concert last night. She wouldn't quit talking about those stupid guys.
I thought I might like her but, if I did, she wouldn't like me back. I mean, I tried to kill her once. Why would she like me after that? I think the only time she has ever liked me is when I took her to that concert. She ran off after breakfast with the girls. I guess she was going to tell them about me kissing her forehead. If she is telling them that, what is she going to say? Would she tell them she likes me or would she talk about it being weird? Is she going to say it was disgusting and repulsive? Though, it could be about what happened with the new girl last night.
Whatever the case, I hope she isn't saying anything bad about me.
Hey guys! Sorry I haven't updated or really been on. My laptop broke after I got it back, so I wasn't able to update for so long. A lot of stuff has been happening too. My Wiiu won't let me update because it keeps reloading. I'm currently saving up to get a new laptop and an Ipod touch so I can update more. I got an opportunity to update so, here it is. Hope you enjoy it! I think there will be more updates in the summer whether or not I have a new laptop. I won't forget you guys and if you think I'm going to, hit me up on Quotev. I'm @MissNobody800 and can chat on there. Just tell me you're from here and we can chat if I have the time.
Tell me a story, how the sun loved the moon so much, it died every night just to let her live.