36. Chapter 36
No. Just no. This is just so unfair. And it’s not even my fault. That stupid Allie, she left the side guards down and look what happened, I’m practically dead. Well I may as well be, probably paralysed and maybe brain damage. Great, just what I need. And I’m only just in a relationship. He came to see me that was sweet. He cried, I mean he’s one of those boys that you can just imagine crying but doesn’t. And he cries over me. I need a hug right now, but I can’t have one, it could kill me. I mean come on, it’s a hug. Now that could kill me, I feel so vulnerable. And my family haven’t even bothered to show up. How nice. I need Jake. Just Jake. Wait, Allie said she was leaving to become a full time carer for Luke Hemmings. Someone came in:
“Lizzie,” it was her, the stupid nurse,” you won’t have brain damage.” Oh yeah that helps. I will still be useless. “And you won’t be paralysed either. Just thought I would let you know.” Well that’s good. That’s the only thing she’s ever done for me. Give me info. She walked across the room and sat by my bed, “Morgan is dead. It was bleach. They don’t know who did it. And I’m pregnant. With, with, with Ashton Irwin’s baby.” She let out a sob and ran from the room. So that’s why she was asking me all those awkward questions, for advice. Well she asked the wrong person, this is my first boyfriend. And I love him so much. And I can’t even tell him.
“She’s dead and it’s all your fault.” Said a tall thin doctor calmly.
“NOOOOO.” I screamed. He told me to shush. I kicked him. He took me to the window and threw me out.
I woke up in cold sweat. It was just a dream, she isn’t dead. She isn’t. She can’t be. I looked at the clock. 4 Am. 2 whole hours til I could check and I need to now. I really do, and it will be my fault if she is, she was texting and if she wasn’t she would of realised sooner and got help. She might be out now if it wasn’t for me. She won’t blame me, but I always will. Even if she’s perfectly alright. Which she will be, won’t she?