That was it. Calum dead, now Perrie. My girlfriend, fiancé, best buddy. She was gone, forever. Killed by a gun. Held by a kid. And that kid wasn't Morgan, so who was it? Did he secretly have a sidekick, so he didn't get the full blame? Or was it just a coincidence? It couldn't have been though, could it? Anyhow, she is dead. Being dressed up in her wedding dress now, special for us. The funeral was in 4 days.
I wasn't actually in when she was shot, I was getting Jessy from the hospital, who was shot too. But she didn't die, Perrie did. The Dna off the gun was being checked out today, apparently the kid shot and then legged it. I obviously told everyone, as soon as Liam told me. He was in the flat at the time, but he couldn't of helped. He was in the shower. Louis and Harry were in town. The girls with me. Michael curled up in a ball in the flat across from us, we got them moved seen as their rent had ran out where they were. Ash and Luke at the hospital. Perrie opening the door, getting killed...
The pain was unbearable. My insides exploding, or so it felt. Mum was coming over, but dad was stuck at home because of work. She was due to arrive today, 10 she said. I was supposed to be having the operation at 2 this afternoon, but I'm not sure if I can last that long. It hurts, and is literally killing me. Dr Nelson had been in a few times already this morning, so had an anniethatist. That scared me, the fact I would be put to sleep for approximately 4 hours. I was told it barely ever went wrong with people my age, but it still had its risks. Of me never waking up. Of me having to leave this world, just like Calum did. And apparently Perrie too. She was shot, but not by Morgan. I hope the idiots were both locked up for life.
Allie had only been in a few times this morning, mostly with doctors, twice on her own. Well I say on her own, the first time she walked in with Ash, who had been coming up every day to look after me. I wasn't a baby, I don't need looking after, but the company was nice. Having a lad to talk to about my issues, instead of all the female nurses, and gay doctor. He freaked me out slightly... Allie and Ash spent a lot of time together, she went back to the flat with him at night sometimes, or to rest during the day after night shifts. It was the days she was there that Mikey came up, or someone else. Louis had been up a few times, I spoke to him. Unlike Harry. I don't know why, but I could never speak when he was around, not even to Allie.
The doctor walked in again, gave Ash the 'go away' look as usual, and pulled the curtain round.
He let out his usual cough, then spoke. "The operation is being moved later, an emergency case just came in. 6 o'clock now." Then he left. I nearly screamed. He didn't bother to ask me how I was, didn't think of me as an emergency case. He just told me I was basically worthless compared to this emergency.
Ash came back in, but I wasn't ready. I was crying. I wasn't supposed to cry. It made me look babyish, like a little kid, despite the pain. He sat down next to me, on the chair, as always.
"Luke, Gill is coming in a few minutes, she says your moving into a group room because this is needed for an 'emergency case'." He put a silly voice on for the last part. If this emergency is the same person, never mind the operation saving them, i'll kill them myself. It was not fair.
Ashton started collecting my stuff together, and sure enough, Gill came to move me. Her wrinkely flabby face scared me, even though she was only 4 and a half foot tall or so. The bed was unlocked, the drip put at my side. I hadn't eaten since I came in here, because my operation was supposed to be each day, but it never happened. She started pushing, Ash following closely behind. I passed the room Lizzie whatshername was in, Allie was in that room too. I was put in the room next to it, there was only two other people in. A boy, he looked about 9, with a broken arm, and a baby. There were no adults with these kids, the boy was watching tv and the baby sleeping. Gill parked me up, then waddled out. Ash arranged my stuff around me, although there wasn't much. A spare lot of pyjamas, some underwear and a teddy bear. The teddy bear was Calum's.
After a few hours of dozing off randomly, mum came in.
"Lukey!!! Baby what happened?" She exclaimed. She came up to me and hugged me, being careful not to hurt me.
"Eh, got pushed down, shattered my hip, found out I got cancer, that got worse, got told im practically worthless, not much really." I said sarcastically. She gave me a dirty look, mum always hated sarcasm.
"Erm, I'll leave you two to catch up then, see you in a bit." Ash said and left. I felt slightly guilty, I mean, hes been there for me forever, but as soon as my mum comes, I get all chirpy and happy. I sighed, then started chatting to mum.
I felt so sorry for him. Laying there, day after day, in so much pain. As soon as his mum came, he seemed fine. Thanks a lot there Luke!
After I left, I went back to the flat for a while. I guess Allie noticed I wasn't there, because she started texting me. I just laid on my bed, exhausted after days of running round after Luke. His doctor was rude, his mum didn't notice me, the only person who actually seemed to care about my feeling was Allie. She seemed to understand, so I kept inviting her over. I got company, she got to rest away from Eva and Lottie, her nutty housemates.
A few hours later, I got a text from Luke.
From: Luke - Come back pleeeeeeeeeeeeessse. I'm sorry ):
I picked up my shoes and put them on, then walked up to the hospital. I had to remember my way to the new room, and when I entered Luke's mum wasn't there. Luke was crying out again, worse than i'd seen before though.
"Luke, where's your mum?" I asked, trying to sound calm and not bothered by the fact he was screaming.
"Went... To find.... Doctor....." He replied. I rushed over to the bed, grabbing his hand, in an un-gay fashion. I tried to calm him, but ended up going to get Allie. She was in with Lizzie again. The operation was due any minute anyway, but until he was taken down, nothing would get in the way of me getting him help.
"Allie, he aint getting any better, and he's going in soon." I said, still trying my best to keep cool.
"ARE YOU ASHTON IRWIN?!" A woman, I presumed Lizzie's mum, screamed. I nodded, then she got told off by Allie for screaming. Lizzie twitched slightly then, but only I saw.
"Can I have your autograph please?" The woman asked. I agreed, then scribbled it down on some paper.
"Err, Allie, Luke is still dying ya know." I said sarcastically. She followed behind me into his room, but he wasn't screaming out anymore. He was laid on the bed, unconscious. Allie ran over and checked his pulse, she seemed really worried, like, more than she had ever been.
"GET THE DOCTOR NOW!" She screamed. Funny, she just told a woman off for screaming.
I did as she said, but Dr Nelson was already coming along with Luke's mum.
I was told I wasn't allowed in the room, they had to check some stuff. That I could wait outside, because there might be some sights I don't want to see. I didn't give a dam about that, I wanted to be in there, making sure Luke was ok.
Luke's Mum's POV. (Sorry I don't know her name, 5sos haven't got 2 books and a film out about them and their lives yet.)
The doctor lifted Luke's top up, examined his abdomen. He had a small lump to the left, a bit under his ribs. I stood next to him, my hand gripping his tightly. Tears were streaming down my face, same with the nurse. He told me they were close, she cared for him well. There was a bag attached to him, because he couldn't use the toilet. It was full, ready to pop, and his usual flat stomach seemed enflamed and large. The verdict was, his kidneys weren't doing their jobs properly by purifying the urine, so when his bag needed changing, he wouldn't know. There was a leakage of wee around his left kidney, and his bladder fit to burst. He would need surgery instantly. So they took him away.
I sat in the chair, beside where the bed was. I cried for about an hour, then Ashton came in.
"What the hell happened?!" His voice was angry. He didn't have a clue. I explained everything. He came and cried too.
*Hello. This chapter is very long, and disgusting. Please don't judge me on writing this. I needed something I knew enough about, so I chose kidneys. If some of it is wrong, don't blame me. Happy reading, and oh yeah MY BIRTHDAY IS 3 DAYS BEFORE ASHTON'S!!!!!!!!! Lol I like that a lot. Oh yeah, btw my name is Allie Herwin now (: xx*