"Erm, yeah..." Niall mumbled as he pulled away, resting his hand on the back of his neck whilst he looked down. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have kissed you. Erm, I gotta go..." He turned around and rushed off and out of the front door.
I sat back down on my sofa and placed my head in my hands and groaned. "Why?" I whispered to myself and sat there for what seemed like forever when in fact was only about 5 minutes until I fell asleep lying down.
"Oii! Wakey wakey!" Harry's voice boomed through the walls of the flat. "Come on! Get up!" I just groaned and scrunched my eyes closed even tighter. "Don't make me sing the wake up song! It's time to-" I shot up and covered his mouth with my hand.
"Sing another word I will throw you through that window. Understood?" I grumbled and pushed him back, leaving him nodding fast. I grunted and threw my body back down on the sofa and closed my eyes.
I was then to feel somebody grab my legs and pull me onto the floor with a thud and a crunch of my arm. "Harry!" I screamed and clutched onto my wrist that I landed on. "Harry it hurts!" I cried. He rushed to my side and gently looked at my wrist. "Fuck you." I mumbled and let a tear of pain fall from my left eye.
"Shit, Han I think it's broken. I'm so sorry." He kissed it making me wince and pull it away. "I'll call Johannah and ask her what to do.." He rushed to get his phone out. "Hey Johannah.... Haaaa yeah I know, sorry about that....Yeah, yeah. Look I need your help.... Yeah Hanna landed on her arm.... No she can't move it.... Yeah it was under her body.... Yeah.... mmhhmm.... Okay, thank you Jo.... Yeah I will, byee.... Bye." He hung up and lifted me up bridal style.
I groaned and buried my head into his neck, too much pain to fight back. "You've broken your arm..." He mumbled as he locked my flat door and carried on walking with me in his arms to his car.
"Right now I hate you." I mumbled and closed the car door with my okay arm. He just laughed and quickly got in his side and started the engine and drove off.
Yeah, I broke my arm in 2 places and ended up getting pins in my arm all in a space of 4 hours. "What color cast would you like?" The nurse asked me sweetly, but it was fake.
"Pink please." I smiled warmly. Wow this room was too quiet. I told Harry to wait outside because he's done enough damage today.
"Han what happened?" Harry rushed over and placed a hand on my cast, but I moved it away.
"It's not dry yet. And I broke it in 2 places and got 4 pins. Wow great brothering there Haz." The last bit was dripping in sarcasm. He just looked at me with his mouth slightly open. "Eurgh just take me home." I scoffed and walked towards the main doors of the hospital.
Harry parked his car under my building and got out of the car. "No. Just go home..." I said and walked towards the lift. He sighed and then there was a bang so I turned round and seen Harry sitting down on the floor beside his car and a dent in the door, he must have kicked it. "Harry." I whispered and walked back towards him.
"No, just go. I'm such a fuck up." He buried his head in his hands. I sat down beside him and leaned against his car and sighed. "I said I would kill anybody that hurt you... Hanna, I hurt you." He whispered, his voice cracking towards the end.
I felt a tear fall from my eye. "Harry it was an accident." I tried to hug him but he just shrugged me off. "Fine." I spat and walked away towards the lift again. "Don't talk to me ever again!" I screamed and pressed the button.
When I got to my floor I walked towards my door and felt my back pocket for my key and realized it's inside and the only other person who has a key is Harry. I groaned and kicked the door before sitting down, leaning up against it and began to cry silently. "Fuck you Harry." I whispered to the ceiling.
God knows how long I was sat here until I heard the lift in front of me ping. I looked up and seen Conner coming this way. It sounds bad but why couldn't it be Niall? "Hanna what's wrong." He ran over to me and lifted me up quickly. "Hanna what happened to your arm." I just shook my head and buried my head into his shoulder. "I seen Harry on my way here, he told me to give you these.." He put his hand around his back and placed some cold metal in my hand. I lifted it to my face and it was the key to my apartment and his paper aeroplane silver necklace, seeing this just made more tears fall and made me hug Conner harder. "You wanna talk about it?" I nodded my head and pulled away, covering my face with my sleeve.
I handed him the key and made sure to keep the necklace wrapped around my fingers. He opened the door and moved aside to let me in.
Me and Conner stayed up late, talking about everything and hugging. I told him every single detail about how it was an accident but yet I still walked away, leaving him in the car park. "Baby it's okay." He kissed my temple and pulled my head to his chest and rocked slightly, calming me down. "Here, phone one of the boys." He handed me his phone and nodded, saying it's okay. "I'll go run you a bath." He got up and walked out of the room.
"Hey Con? What you phoning for?" Hearing his voice calmed me down immediately.
"It's Hanna..." I said and laughed a little.
"Shit, I was about to phone you... Harry's flipping out and nobody can calm him down, Han I think you should come round here." His voice was rushed.
"Ohh, I don't think that's a good idea... Just don't leave him alone, whatever you do." I panicked. last time Harry acted like this somethings happened and we don't talk about it.
"We won't. Look just come round, try and talk to him."
"Louis! I can't, I'm the reason he's acting like this..." I mumbled.
"Look I don't care. You're the only one who will be able to handle him." I sighed and nodded, then remembered that he can't actually see me.
"Fine... I'll be 5 minutes." I mumbled then hung up.
"Conner can you stay here. I need to go see the boys for a bit." I walked into the bathroom to see him sitting beside the bath running the water. He nodded with a smile and stood up.
He kissed my lips softly. "Be safe, yeah?" I nodded and kissed his cheek before handing him his phone and leaving.
I drove as fast as I could towards the boy's house they're sharing and when I got there, it was obvious something was going on inside. Quickly, I ran to the door and pushed it open before running in. "Harry stop!" Niall screamed from somewhere upstairs. I followed the noises and looked in the room I previously stayed in. I was horrified by what I seen, multiple holes in the walls, everything trashed and Harry sitting on the floor with cuts all over his body.
"Hanna." Liam rushed over to me and pushed me out of the room. I looked up at him and shook my head before pushing past him and rushing back into the room and sitting down in front of Harry.
"Harry listen to me okay?" He just slumped his head to the side. "Harry you know it was an accident. Come on get away from this, we've been through it before." I pleaded, only just noticing the boys all stood behind us. "Go." I mouthed and motioned for the door.
Once they were gone I turned back to Harry. "Where is it?" I asked seriously but he never moved. "Harry!" I shouted and dug my hand in his pockets to find them empty. "Harry give it to me." I demanded, and finally he put his hand around his back and pulled it out, the blade. "This needs to stop." I spat and looked down at his blood covered body. "Please." My voice cracked and tears spilled down my face.
"I'm sorry Hanna." He whispered and pulled me into a hug. I dropped the blade on the floor and hugged him back, both of us crying and now, probably us both covered in his blood.