You know when that person has been there all along, right in front of you but you were too blind to even notice them in any certain way. How wrong was I to only call him a friend, he was my first kiss. That was when we were 4, we would play outside all night every night on the summer until it got dark but one night it started raining so we went under the sand pit until it stopped but when it did stop we got out and it started again but this time we stood on the grass and danced around until we both fell over and decided to kiss. I know how cliche kissing in the rain but we were only 4 and we never knew any better. He was also my first boyfriend, we were 14 and thought we were deeply in love even if we knew we weren't. He was my first best friend, when I was born, he was the first baby I ever met and from day 1 we had a connection. He was my first big fall out, I cried for hours when that happened. It was when we were 15, his psycho ex beat herself up and blamed it on me so he would fall out with me, he believed her over me and called me a liar but there was more to it and I still hate the memory now. We never spoke for a year and it was hard. He was my first time, and well you know about that so I don't need to go into details but it was good. We've been through thick and thin with each other and now I wouldn't change a thing. I'm falling deeply for this fool and I don't want to be stopped.
All of these firsts with Conner and Harry was always on my back, he always seen these things happen, he was there for everything. I may have been close with Conner but I was closer with Harry even if he tries to act all protective and older, he's only older by 2 minutes and I never let him forget it.
Yes I decided to sleep here the night and Conner said he would drive me up in the morning, what a loving boyfriend.
"Babe it's 9 already. Come on." Conner whispered as he gently shook me awake. I fluttered my eyelids open and I still had my head on his bare chest and his arms wrapped around my tiny body. "You wanna get going?" I nodded my head and slowly lifted myself out of bed and stood there looking like a zombie just wearing one of Conner's shirts and my underwear.
I stepped out of Conner's bathroom wearing a pair of black leggings, a red flannel top unbuttoned on top of a grey vest top with some uggs and my brown wavy hair in a messy but with loose bits everywhere. "You look beautiful." Conner wrapped one arm around my waist and kissed my lightly whilst placing his hand on my chin. He slowly pulled away and smiled.
"Since when did this happen?" Barbra asked slyly from the top of the stairs, I buried my head into Conner's chest and looked down, not wanting her to see my flushed cheeks. "Answer me then?" She was so impatient it was funny.
Conner wrapped his other arm around my waist and kissed my head. "Last night, mum... I'm gonna drive her up home today, is it alright with you?" Conner turned so she could see the side of my face and the whole of his.
"Finally, I can't believe it's taken this long to get you both together and yeah it's fine, just say hi to Anne for me." Yes his mum and my mum have been friends for years.
She walked back down the stairs and Conner burst out laughing. "Can we go now?" I asked and looked up at him, he nodded and held my hand all the way to the car and he got in the drivers side and I got in the passengers side.
Me and Conner just talked the whole way there and the occasional kisses. We seen the sign for Holmes Chapel saying it was only 3 miles away, I'm so excited to see my mum and have a catch up with her, it's been about 7 months since I seen her last because of the tour and I miss her loads.
"We're here!" Conner shouted when we turned onto my mum's street. I cheered and clapped my hands jokingly. "Welcome home princess." He smiled, I nodded and kissed his cheek as we pulled into the drive.
Quickly, I jumped out of the car and walked to the front door and knocked. It was a while but somebody eventually came to the door and unlocked it before my mum opened it and stared at me in shock. "Baby." She smiled and pulled me into a hug. "Ohh Hanna, I missed you so much." She held my head and I hugged her tight. "Where's Harry?" She pulled away after a bit of time.
I looked down and sighed silently. "I gave him time with the boys. A lot of stuff happened." I explained and looked back up to see her looking behind me at the person who just wrapped his arms around my waist from behind. "Oh, and my and Conner happened." I smiled weakly before her face relaxed and she smiled even brighter than before.
"Come in, both of you, come in." We both followed her into the living room and sat down. "So what's happened?" The question I was dreading the most...
I explained everything to her, all from the day I left till the second I got to the door. Some parts I would struggle and tear up and other parts I would laugh about how silly things were. She understood all of it and Conner helped with explaining some things. Talking about Niall was hardest, I genuinely thought I loved him but I never, not compared to Conner.
"Honey, it must have been really hard for you." She cooed and pulled me into another bone crushing hug. "Soo I have big news for you." She smiled, I motioned for her to carry on. "Me, Robin and Gemma are moving to Portugal." My heart sank. How could she go with Gemma after all the things she did to her.
"What about me and Harry?" I asked, shocked.
She laughed. "Harry has a carrier with the boys, and you have a future with Conner." I shook my head and stood up.
"What if I never had Conner? I do love you mum but you're pretty messed up at times." I said quietly and stood up. "And Gemma? After moving away and not saying a thing to you for how many years then all of a sudden comes back and moves with you to Portugal?" My voice got higher and higher by each word.
"Gemma has a family now. A husband called Ben and a baby called Iyla, this was their idea Han. I'm sorry." She began to cry and my eyes were already watery.
"What so Gemma doesn't even care about me and Harry anymore? You really know how to drop a bomb huh." I began to cry but Conner stood up an hugged me and shushed me.
"She loves you both. That's why the house we bought has 6 bedrooms so you can come if you want." She begged and stood up.
I shook my head and began to walk towards to front door. "I don't even care." I whispered and slammed the door shut and sat on the front step with my head in my hands.
My phone buzzed in my pocket so I lifted it out and seen Harry was calling me. "Hey Han... How's things at home?" I sniffled and was about to say something but he interrupted me. "Hanna what's wrong?" He rushed.
"M-mum and Robin are m-moving to Portugal w-w-with G-Gemma." I stuttered through sobs.
"What?!" He shouted. "I'm coming up now, don't leave that house." He hung up on me. Well things are going to go down great.
The door opened and Conner sat down beside me. "Don't even try..." I mumbled and rested my head on his shoulders. "Harry's coming up." I mumbled and closed my eyes.
"Things will be okay." He sounded so sure. How does he know?
Hours passed and we just sat there silently until Harry's range rover pulled up on the curb. He came running over and picked me up, embracing me in a hug. "It's okay, I'm here." He kept whispering as I silently cried into his chest. "Come on, we'll go inside." I followed him inside and Conner followed behind me.
"Harry baby, what are you doing here?" My mum cooed when she walked through the kitchen but when she seen all our faces, her smiled dropped. "She told you then?" She asked quietly.
Harry nodded and walked up to her, his height easily towering over hers. "Mum how could you do this. Gemma left us, all of us and now you're doing the same thing to me and Han... Make a decision, go to Portugal and never look at us again, or stay and have contact with Gemma. You don't have to leave to be close with her." She gasped and shook her head.
"How could you make me chose?" Harry just shrugged. "Well I'm not choosing. I can't, not between my baby's." She whispered.
"Fine, lose us both." Harry spat through his teeth and dragged me out of the house.
I shook my head and began to cry. "Harry." I cried.
"Shh, it's going to be okay. You have me and Conner." He whispered and hugged me tight.
Conner just stood there, looking down probably feeling awkward. I pulled away from Harry and ran into Conner's arms. "You have me princess." He whispered and kissed my head.
Well that was a lot of drama for one chapter >.<
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