I wake up with a beaming headache and a soft body cuppled up to me. I flutter my eyes open and see Nellie as the body.
I sit up and immediately regret it. My ponding headache rushes through me entire body. I continue and stand up from the bed without waking up Nel. I walk to the sink carpboard and find a bottle of asprin. I open it and pour 2 asprins out of the small bottle. I grab a glass, fill it with water, and chug it down with the asprins.
I walk back to the bed and sit down looking at Nellie. I can't believe those things happened to her! She is so beautiful, nice, funny, and perfectly imperfect.
WHAT???!!! I did NOT just think that! I do NOT think that way of anyone except for my sister and mum as a family way.
I DON'T think she is beautiful or nice or funny or perfectly imperfect or strong for running away like that after years of survivng that pain.
I quickly turn my head and look away.
Suddenly, Tyler and Kelly walk in holding hands.
"Dude, where were you all of yesterday and last night? We left at midnight and a quarter after came back and you were just getting back after being gone all day and night." Tyler says.
"I will tell you later. I have a lot to talk to you about anyways." I reply to him.
"Let's go now." I tell him after a minute of awkward silence.
I get up and look back down at Nellie asleep on the bed. I look back up at them and walk towards the door. I leave as well as Tyler does.
Once our dorm door is shut, he looks at me with that weird 'explain what the heck is going on' kind of face.
I sigh loudly.
"Yesterday after she left, I went to the bar. I was confused on why I am acting this way. Never have I thought these kinds of things before. I thought if I went to the bar I would go back to my old self. The drug addict, drinking, one night stand self. This isn't me with the cuddling, thinking about her non-stop, wishing to kiss her, comfort her, protect her. That isn't me! What do I do, Ty?" I explain.
"I think that you are falling for her or atleast like her extremely. People can bring out sides that you didn't even know existed. You don't date or anything. Your undateful except when it comes to her. Your only dateful for her. Getting drunk won't help with falling out of love with someone. Let yourself like her, let yourself think that she is beatuiful and strong and other things. Don't let yourself be indeniable about how you feel the way you do. People feel the way they do and they can't help it. The heart wants what the heart wants." He tells me.
My eyes widen in shock at his first sentence. Falling in love?! No, I can't - wait, don't be indeniable. Ugghh! This is hard.
I flop right down on my bed with a sigh.
I guess that I am falling for a girl that I just met.
Super sorry!!!! This is basically a filer chapter. It has been forever and I give each and everyone of you guys permission to hate me! JK please don't hate me!!!! I am super busy but am out of school now meaning hopefully faster chapters than months of waiting.