18. I'm sorry
I didn't feel bad even after everyone looked at me oddly. I just ran into the bathroom. "Why does this have to happen to me?!" I cried "why can't I just be a normal young adult in college with normal friends!!" I asked
"Erin" Louis said softly from the other side of the door
"Go Away!" I cried
"Bae please let me in" he pleaded
"Louis please go away i don't want you to see me like this" i cried
"Like what Erin?! Like a person who actually has a heart and not some cold-blooded bitch who doesn't care about anyone or anything? So I'm begging you Erin please let me in" he begged so I opened the door and I let him in
"Come here love" he said opening his arms I was engulfed by his embrace "Let it out.." he whispered
I cried " I mean I don't know what would've happened if we weren't here! He's just a goddamn player and to think that he had actually told me he was in love with me he was probably just trying to make my barriers come crashing down..."
"Wait! What?" Louis interrupted me
"What part?" I asked
"The part where you said he told you he was in love with you!" Louis yelled
"Yeah! earlier he said and I quote "I really liked you better when you were that bubbly care-free girl that... I... fell..." and I said "spit it out and then he said "that i fell in love with"
"He told you he loved you?" Lou asked
"Yes... I'm not sure what to think... Harry has only brought me hell and I don't need that kinda shit right now don't I deserve to be happy?!"
"I'm not saying that you can't be happy! I'm saying I think you should talk to harry and ask for his side of the story!" Lou reasoned
"Fine" I huffed