My eye flutter open to the light shining in from the window. I sit up in my bed and let a huge stretch. Wait what? When did I get in my bed? I get out of bed scratching my head in confusion before putting a pair of socks on and begin heading down stairs. I walk into the lounge room just curious to see if Harry was there and of course I was right! He was there asleep! I let out a sigh and continue into the kitchen grabbing the orange juice out of the fridge and pouring myself a glass. I take a seat at the table and rest my head on my arms closing my eyes.
I hear someone enter the kitchen and grab something from the fridge before taking a seat opposite from me.
Please don't be Harry, please don't be Harry!
"Good morning" Harry says blankly.
I let out a huge sigh and ignore him.
"Silent treatment?" He asks with a tad of attitude.
Once again I didn't respond.
"Mmm" he simply says.
"Liv please understand. I really am sorry!" Harry says with sadness in his tone.
"Far out Harry , you don't get it do you!" I shout loud causing him to jump and loud enough to probably wake up everyone.
"Get what?!" He says rising from his chair.
"Sorry is not going to cut it! You think you can just say sorry and everything will go back to normal! I don't even believe your sorry is sincere! You would of done it. If I didn't walk in. Nothing would have stopped you!" I shout standing from my chair.
"It's not like you were trying to get your memory back! All you did was push me away! " He says holding his tears back.
"Don't start crying expecting me to feel sorry for you because I won't! You don't know how hard I tried to make things better for you! I asked how things use to be and tried to remember the little things, I did with you and the other! I tried. I tried bloody hard and it was for you! The only reason I was trying to regain my memory was for you Harry! There was nothing else there worth remembering!" I shout tears forming in my eyes.
"Liv..." He says in a whisper
"Shut up. Don't talk! I wore your t-shirt to bed. I fucking slept in the same bed as you. A complete stranger, and you think I wasn't trying! You know how hard it was, seeing the way you looked at me and not being able to feel the same way. Looking into your eyes and seeing all the pain I caused. Did it ever even cross you mind, that all the little things I did with you, a stranger was for someone else's gain and not my own. I was trying to get my memory back so I could love you again, so we could be together again." I shout tears streaming down my face.
"5 minutes. That's all it took for me too fell it and lose it again." I shout even louder.
"You don't love me?" He asks wiping his tears away.
"How the fuck do you expect me to love someone who I know will give up on me when times get tough! Someone I know I can't trust to stay with me for a lifetime! Someone who will move on without even fighting for me" I shout grabbing my glass of orange juice and pouring it down the sink.
"I don't know what I was thinking!" He says walking up to me.
"That's the thing isn't it Harry, this whole time you didn't even think that I was going to get my memory back did you? You had no hope! You knew you were going to move on this whole time, you were just waiting for your opportunity!"
"No that's not true!"he says bawling oiling his eye out.
"I don't want to see you! I don't want to talk to you!" I shout running up stairs into the bedroom.
I rush into my wardrobe and pull out my suitcase laying it on the bed.
"What are you doing?" Harry asks worried still crying.
"I can't stay here, I'm going to my parents" I say angrily packing random clothes in my bag.
"No don't go!" He says closing my suitcase.
"Don't tell me what to do! I'm leaving to get away from you!" I say shouting, knowing at this point everyone was awake but to afraid to make an appearance
"Please Liv!" He begs tears from his eyes falling onto the bed.
"This is what we both need. Some time away from each other!" I say with a huge sigh.
"No we need to be together!" He says holding onto my hand.
"Don't touch me!" I say yanking my hand away from his and continuing to pack.
I grab a pair of tracksuit pants and a jumper before walking into the bathroom locking it and getting changed. I tie my hair up into a messy bun and walk out to find him unpacking my bag.
"Harry please go away!" I shout pushing him off! I grab the clothes that he threw out and put them back into the suitcase. I put on my uggboots on zip the suitcase closed before bringing it down stairs with Harry following close behind.
I open the front door before walking out without saying a word. He was staring at me the whole way. I got into my car putting the suitcase in the back seat. I reversed the car and drive off so that he was no longer in sight.
I slams the front door closed and rush back upstairs slamming my bedroom door closed again! I layed down on the bed and kicked the lamp over with my foot.
I run my hand through my hair pulling at it slightly.
"Harry.." Liam says walking into the room.
"Where is she?" He asks
"She went to stay with her parents and Josh for a couple of days" I said with anger.
"Why didn't you help me stop her!?" I shout through clenched teeth.
"Because I don't blame her for leaving after what you did to her!" Liam says with an angry tone.
"Get out!" I shout
Liam walks out the room slamming the door behind him causing me to jump slightly.
I closed my eyes before hearing mumbling coming from outside the room.
I was nearly at the apartment and I honestly couldn't wait to see my parents and Josh! I turned down their steet and parked at the front before getting my suitcase out and walking to the door.
I let out a big sigh before ringing the door bell.
"Coming!" I hear call from inside.
The front door swings open and there stands Josh with a surprised smile on his face.
I drop my suitcase and embrace him in a huge hug.
"Liv why are you here?" Josh says squeezing me tighter.
"I remembered! I remembered everything" I say letting go and giving him a huge smile.
"That is so great! What helped bring it back?" He asks picking up my suitcase and closing the front door.
"Ahh long story, rather not speak about it!" I say avoiding the conversation.
"Okay babe! So how long are you visiting for?"he asks nicely.
"I'm only staying for a couple of nights, just to get away" I say quietly.
I could tell he was about to ask what I was getting away from but he knows I wouldn't answer.
"Your mums in the kitchen, I'll bring you bag up to the spare room" he say with a smile.
"Thankyou!" I say with a smile before entering the kitchen to find my mum doing the dishes.
"Hey mum!" I say with a smile.
She turns around with a surprised look on her face.
"Olivia what are you doing here?" She asks all excited giving me a tight hug.
"I just thought I'd stay here for a couple of nights!" I say with a smile.
"Ohh Livy I wish you could stay forever but we are going back to Australia tomorrow night!" She says with a sad tone.
"Ohh.." I say as my face drops.
"But you are welcome to stay tonight!" She says trying to put a smile on my face.
"Yeah I think I might" I say nodding.
"Where did Josh go?" She asked looking into the living room.
"He just went to take my suitcase upstairs."
"Suitcase?"she asks confused.
"Yeah I thought I would stay for a couple of nights but that doesn't matter" I say forcing a smile.
"Olivia what's wrong?" She asks trying to catch eye contact.
"Nothing.." I say looking down.
"You can tell me when your ready!" She nods giving me a smile.
"Now go upstairs and I'll bring you some lunch" she says turning back to the dishes.
I make my way up the stairs and find the spare room and the end of the hall way. I open the door and find Josh picking up clothes from the ground.
"Need help?" I ask with a smile.
"Ahh no I'm alright! I'm just picking up clothes that I left here!" Josh says with a handful of clothes.
"Ah alright!" I say with a little laugh.
I take a seat on the bed and let out a sigh.
"So talk to me!" Josh says taking a seat next to me.
"There's nothing to talk about!" I say avoiding eye contact.
"Bullshit, I'll give you three seconds to tell me or I'll have to tickle it out if you!" He says getting his fingers ready.
"Fine, fine!" I say laughing.
"So I went home quickly during the reception of Zayn's wedding and I found a necklace that Harry gave me before the accident. It triggered my memory. So I went back the reception to tell him I loved him and that I remembered our relationship and I found him half naked in a room with another girl" I say with an annoyed tone.
"What? What a fucking jerk!" Josh says with an angry tone.
"They didn't do anything but i cant help but believe that if I hadn't walked in he wouldn't have stopped" I say quietly.
"But please don't tell my mum she will worry and she doesn't need too I'm fine!" I say softly.
"I promise I won't, and you know I'm here for you all the time! Even if we are living on other sides of the world!" he says before pulling me into a hug.
"Gosh I miss your hugs!" I laugh slightly.
"I'll miss you more than you know!" Josh says tightening the hug.
"Do you think it was a good thing to do coming here?" I ask letting go of the hug.
"Yess and no" he says tilting his head.
"Yes because I'm leaving tomorrow night and and this gives me a chance to see you! and no because I know you Liv and all your trying to do is get away from the situation, that's only going to make it worse and drag on" Josh says as tears begin to form in my eyes.
He was right, he knows me so well!
"But I don't want to see him! I hate him!" I raise my voice slightly in annoyance.
"You don't hate him! You love him.." Josh says looking down
"No I don't!" I raise my voice a little.
"Olivia trust me, I know you! And I can see the way you look at him, and the emotion in your eyes when you talk to him. It's something I wanted you to feel for me for so long but you never did. Go back home and make up with Harry, you'll regret it if you don't" Josh says locking eye contact with me.
"All I feel is anger towards him! All we will do is fight!" I argue.
"You'll get there, have hope!" Josh says, again bringing up that word. 'Hope'. I don't even feel like I know the definition of the word any more.
"Are you trying to get rid of me!" I say wiping my tears away and letting out a little laugh.
"Pft umm yesss!" He says laughing.
"You know Liv I've never stopped loving you, and I hate to see you so upset. So for me to tell you to go back to Harry is a huge thing! I'm telling you because I know it's what is right for you, and all I want it for you to be happy" He says with a smile.
He brings a huge smile on my face and I embrace him in a big hug. We laid there for about 10 minutes cuddling.
"I should go!" I said with a smile
"Or you could just wait for him to come and get you so you don't have to leave me!" Josh says.
"Yeah that won't happen!" I say with an obvious tone.
Before he could answer the door bell rings.
We both look at each other with shocked faces.
"No.. It can't be!" I say shocked.
"How much do you want to bet it's him!" Josh says standing up as rushing out of the room.
I wait upstairs just o be sure.
Josh opens the door and a huge smile appears on my face but when I realise I was smiling I quickly turned it into a frown.
"Where is Liv?" Harry asks with a puffed out tone.
I begin making my way down the stairs to the door.
"Liv.." He says trying to catch his breath.
"Why are you so puffed out?" I ask confused but with a blank face.
"Well everyone hid the keys from me so that I could drive to come find you, so I just ran!" He says bending over breathing heavily.
I try my best not to smile, I succeed and keeping a straight face.
"I'll get you a drink" Josh says walking him inside to the kitchen
"So you really ran here?" I ask awkwardly in the car as we drove home.
"Yep, I wasn't going to give up on you " Harry answers without looking at me.
I kept my face frowned, he wasn't going to get away with this that easily.
"Don't leave me again!" He says looking at me any noticing my frown so quickly looking away.
"No promises" I say concentrating on the road.
"But let me tell you one thing, your not getting away with this easy. What you did hurt. It still hurts, but a good friend told me second chances make us stronger. We then learn for the next time, or we learn for ourselves. You still need to gain my trust, but I'm willing to let you start!" I say still holding a grudge.
"And from now on you will be my slave! I will use this against you forever!" i say trying to lighten the mood a bit.
"So if you use that against me forever that means you know we are going to be together forever!" Harry says as his smile widens.
"Not necessarily!" I say bluntly.
We arrived home and he opened the passenger door to get my suitcase out.
"I got it!" I say slightly pushing Harry out the way to grab ahold if the suitcase.
"No it's fine I have it" Harry says grabbing it from my hands.
"I can do it by myself!" I say raising my voice slightly and bluntly.
"Geez... I was just trying to help" Harry says stepping back.
"I'm capable of doing it by myself okay!" I say pulling the suitcase out of the car and pulling it with two hands towards the door.
"If you say so" Harry says brushing past me and walking inside leaving the door open.
I reached the bottom if the stairs and I struggled miserably trying to pull it up the stairs. This was so much easier when I was furious. I made it up the first step but the wheels on the suitcase just didn't want to move. Wow. Now I look like an idiot for not letting Harry help. I look up to see Harry with a smirk on his face and liam walking my way.
"Why aren't you helping her?!" Liam says with an angry tone towards Harry.
"She insisted!" Harry says putting his hands up with a smirk on his face.
Liam rushes down the stairs grabbing the suitcase from my hands and picking it up with no difficulty.
"Thankyou" I say with a smile.
I close the front door behind myself while Liam brang my suitcase upstairs. Harry was standing at the bottom of the stairs with his arms crossed and a huge smile planted on his face.
He shook his head and smiled. I brushed past him slightly nudging him making my way up stairs.
"Dick" I say with a huge smile in my face.
"I heard that!" Harry says following behind me.
"You were suppose to!" I say with a small chuckle.
"Okay guys I'm going to bed!" I say to all the boys and Sarah once the movie finished.
"Yeah I think we all should!" Sarah says, we all agree and everyone begins making there way up stairs.
I walk into my bedroom and take a seat on the end of the bed taking my ugh boots off. Shortly after Harry walked in.
"Um what do you think you're doing?" I asked joining my eyebrows in confusion.
"Getting ready for bed" he says casually like nothing was wrong.
"You're tripping if you think your sleeping in the same bed with me tonight. No fucking way" I say shaking my head in disbelief.
His face turned blunt am with a tad if embarrassment. I grabbed him pillow and threw it at him along with a blanket before pointing down stairs.
He dropped his head with a frown on his face and began slowly walking out the room. He looked like a little kid who just got told off and sent to his room but instead he is getting sent out of the room.
I shut the door as he left and slid into bed digging my head I to the pillow. There was no way he was getting off that easy.