“Liv?” I ask confused as I push the half naked girl off of me.
Quickly getting up from the bed I run over to where Liv had fallen on the floor.
“Liv? Liv it’s not what it looks like..” I say in desperate hope to not have just ruined what I had.
“Don’t touch me. STAY AWAY FROM ME” She yells back at me as she slides away from me with pure anger and disgust in her voice.
“Liv please let me explain..”
“DON’T TOUCH ME AND DON’T EVER TALK TO ME AGAIN” She yells as tears stream even more down her face and she gets herself up while shaking.
“Olivia please don’t do this let me explain..”
“Explain what Harry? How are you going to bullshit your way out of this?” she says as she turns around and starts to walk down the corridor towards the stairs.
“Please Liv WAIT!”
“I hope you realise you just ruined everything….” she says as she stops in her tracks to turn around face me.
“How could I ruin something that isn’t there!” I reply with slight anger in my voice.
“Yeah well you know what Harry, if I hadn’t just caught you half naked with some slut you would have known that I was coming here to tell you I Love You and I remember the way you make me feel. The happiness you bring me. But then again I guess that doesn’t matter now anyway…” she replies with hurt in her voice.
As she turns around to head downstairs I quickly run to her and grab her arm turning her around and kissing her.
“GET OFF OF ME” She screams as pull back from the kiss and let go of her arm. Immediately she turns back towards the stairs and leaves me standing in the corridor with an angry Liam.
“YOU REALLY FUCKED UP THIS TIME HARRY! I warned you. I told you to wait for her, not to give up on her. AND YOU FUCKING GO SLEEP WITH ANOTHER GIRL” He says with pure anger in his voice as he grabs my shirt and pushes me to the wall.
“You really fucked up…” He says through his teeth as he hits me against the wall and follows down where Liv had just exited.
As tears started to stream down my face I quickly did the zip on my pants and ran down the stairs to find Liv. Pushing my way through the hundreds of people I tried to run and do up the buttons on my shirt at the same time.
“LIV? LIV?” I shout as I stumble through the big groups of people.
Finally getting a glimpse of her beautiful brown hair I sprinted towards the door ignoring the calls and people trying to stop me.
“LIV WAIT! Please just let me explain” I shout as I step outside to where Liv was crying.
Without a word in return I simply received a disgusted look from Liv before she threw something small at my chest. Bending down to the floor to pick up whatever it was she had thrown at me I pick up the small necklace.
“The necklace, the necklace helped you remember?” I ask with a whisper as I can sense the pain I had just put her through.
With no reply I decide it was my chance to explain myself.
“I am so so so sorry Liv. You don’t understand how hard it is to see you in pain over something so immature and stupid. Please know that I love you more than anything and that I wouldn’t have let anything happen up there..”
“It didn’t look like you were backing down” she says with a teary voice
“I love you, and only you. I never want to ruin that..” I start but again get cut off by her anger.
“It’s too late for apologies Harry. If you truly loved me the thought of going upstairs with a random never would have even crossed your mind” she say hurt clear in her voice.
“I didn’t think you were every going to remember. I didn’t think you were going to love me again. Everyday since the day of the accident the only thing I have ever felt it sad. I was sad that of all the people in the world this had to happen to you. I was sad you couldn’t remember, not only because you couldn’t remember me but because confusion was evident on your face. I hated seeing you unhappy and constantly trying to battle yourself. And on top of that despite my heart telling me you would come back to me, by brain didn’t believe it..” I start as tears start to leave my eyes.
“So you gave up? You fought for so long and then you threw it all away just like that?” She asks as she takes a seat on the park chair just outside of the entrance doors.
“I needed you, and you kept pushing me away.”
“I wasn’t trying to, I was just confused and unsure”
“I know you were, and I was accepting of that, but every time I tried to get close to you even just as friends I felt like you were pushing me away. I felt like you didn’t want me to get close to you again, I thought you gave up” I reply in all honesty.
“Your brain wasn’t the only one fighting its heart..” she replies before silence filled our conversation and I took a seat on the opposite end of the chair from where she was seated.
“So where does this leave us?” I ask scared for the answer.
“I know you didn’t actually do anything with that girl…. But it doesn’t make up for the intention. What would have happened if I didn’t walk in Harry? Would you really have been able to deny sex with a beautiful girl? And don’t say you would have, because no guy would have been able to in this case.” She says without making eye contact with me.
“I’m sorry” was all I manage to say before she got up from her seat and turns to face me.
"We need time, I just need to clear my thoughts...”she said before walking away from me with tears in her eyes.
"How much time!" I ask wiping the tears from my eyes. Instead of responding she ignored me and continued to walk away.
"Olivia! How much time!" I say tears now streaming diwn my face like never before, I grab a hold if her wrist and pull her towards me.
"DONT TOUCH ME! AND HOWEVER LONG IT TAKES FIR THE PAIN TO GO AWAY! AND TO THINK THAT LOOSING MY MEMORY WAS SO PAINFUL, DO YOU KNOW WHATS EVEN MORE PAINFUL, HABE THE PERSON YOU LOVE GIVE UP ON YOU!" She screams causing some people to stare.
"Do you love me?" I ask under my breathe.
"Would you love some who have up on you? Who would rather sleep with another girl rather than wait for you to regain your memory? Would you Harry?" She says angrily nudging my shoulder.
"Olivia I don't want to argue with you!" I say calmly.
"What the fuck do you expect me to do, just forget about it! This could of been the best night of my life, regaining my memory and come running back to the person I was in love with! But... But you fucked that up!" She screams rushing off away from me.
Instead of going after her I just stood still watching her walk off until she wasn't in sight anymore. I dropped to my knees and brand my hands to my head roughly and angrily rushing my hands through my hair.
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