Don't Forget Where You Belong

*Sequel to Little White Lies* Things are different now. The past has happened and the future holds unknown events. Will Olivia remember or will Harry become just a lost memory... Copyright © 2014 itsa1derfullife All Rights Reserved

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12. But I Still Love You...

Liv’s POV

My head hurt. Why can’t I just remember. There are thing that keep popping up in my memory but it’s never the whole story, I either only remember a small section or the faces of the people with me are black.

What happened that was so bad to make everyone to react like that. The throbbing pain in my head made me want to scream. I just want this all to be over…

“Liv are you okay….” Sarah asks as she makes her way slowly into my room and joins me on the bed.

“Why did this happen to us… Why can’t I remember anything” I say in my best tone considering the anger that was growing inside of me.

“I know liv, it’s hard. But you will remember soon I promise” She replies in her most convincing tone.

“I look at Harry and I feel nothing. I don’t even feel like I know him at all. I can see the look in his eyes and I see the pain, but I can’t remember…” I say as I pull on my hair and tears start to form in my eyes.

“Then I see Jason and it feels like that part of me is full again, I don’t feel broken and confused anymore”

“Liv you can’t see him anymore” Sarah says with a serious face as I sense the fear in her voice.

“I don’t understand what happened?” I ask trying to fit the pieces together with luck at all.

“All the times you remember with Jason might be good, and it might feel right to be with him but during the last 3 years a lot has happened. We can’t trust him. He has done stuff that can never be forgiven, so I am begging you not only as my best friend but as my sister to stay away from him” Sarah says with a more serious voice.

“But I don’t get it….” I start before I am cut off by her,

“You may not understand for a while now, at least not until you start to get your memory back so for now you just have to trust me Liv please” Sarah says in a desperate voice.

“But I still love him…”

Harry’s POV

After Sarah went upstairs to go check on Liv I didn’t know how to react. She invited him here. He could have touched her and no one would have known.

The anger in my body was high making me start to pace up and down the lounge room. Why can’t she just remember. My mind screams at me as I see a photo or me and Liv laughing at the park the day of hide and seek.

Without thinking I pick up the frame and throw it at the wall making it shatter into 100’s of pieces. My heart ached, and all I felt like doing was crying.

Looking at the shattered glass on the floor I decided to make my way upstairs to go see Liv, or at least try to speak to her.

Walking up to our bedroom door it was left slightly opened, enough for me to see Sarah and Liv on our bed, and tears falling from Liv’s eyes. Moving over to the wall next to the door I leant my back against it and sat on the floor with my head in my hands,

“Then I see Jason and it feels like that part of me is full again, I don’t feel broken and confused anymore”

“Liv you can’t see him anymore”

“I don’t understand what happened?”

“All the times you remember with Jason might be good, and it might feel right to be with him but during the last 3 years a lot has happened. We can’t trust him. He has done stuff that can never be forgiven, so I am begging you not only as my best friend but as my sister to stay away from him”

“But I don’t get it….”

“You may not understand for a while now, at least not until you start to get your memory back so for now you just have to trust me Liv please” Sarah says in a desperate voice.

“But I still love him…”

Not only was my heart in pain, it had now been shattered into millions of thousands of pieces. My Liv does not only not remember me, but she is in love with someone else. Tears start to stream down my eyes as my heart feels the worse pain possible. Quietly I get up from my sitting position and head downstairs and straight for the front door.

I need fresh air.

Harry it’s only until she remembers. She will remember you. Don’t break you have to stay strong for her.

My conscience was trying to tell me everything would be alright but my heart was telling me that everything was going to go wrong. 

“How will everything be alright? Tell me how this situation will get beter” I scream to no one in particular as I walk up to one of the pot plants on the porch and push it over with my foot.

“How can people constantly tell me things are going to be okay when even they don’t know that for sure. Tell me how this world works. Why do bad things happen to good people. People told me to believe in destiny, everything is meant to happen for a reason. Well destiny is fucked. That’s all bullshit people are telling you so this world doesn’t seem so messed up. I don’t believe in that shit anymore” I scream before I fall into a crouched position and the tears stream down from my eyes even more.

“I’m so sorry Harry, for everything you are going through” I hear Louis say as he crouches down next to me and places a hand on my back.

“People have to stop saying sorry. Saying sorry isn’t going to get my baby back or give my Olivia her memory back” I say as I get up quickly and pull away from his touch.

“Harry…” Louis begins to say unsure of what to say.

“Don’t. Just don’t. Nothing you say can make this better. And I don’t want you to say things are going to get better cause that’s just false hope and I’m over it……”

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