I put on a tank top, a short and sleek skirt. I chose a cardigan because I was unsure about how cool it would be to be out. Niall did what he promised and at nine o'clock was a ladder against my window. I was unsure and it felt like I really did wrong. Nevertheless, I opened the window and immediately dived Niall head up.
"Ready?" he whispered and looked at my clothes. "Forget the cardigan!"
"It gets cold?"
"I promise you, you wont freeze and you look sexier without the cardigan. You can always borrow some silly guy's jacket?"
I chose to obey him and he disappeared down the ladder. I chose and leave my room and before I walked down the steps I closed almost the window. I swallowed and took me down to the ground. Niall put the ladder down to the ground and smiled at me. He looked almost over fond at me.
"Promise me one thing!"
"Whatever happens tonight, don't tell dad."
"Do you trust me?"
He nodded with satisfaction.
"Yes, I trust you and you wont regret it."
Niall grabbed my hand and we hurried from the yard. We came out on the street and Niall took me to one direction.
"And one more thing?" he mumbled. "I haven't the world's snobby buddies, but they are the best that one can have."
"I don't care! You just promised that I wouldn't feel sorrow or pain."
He nodded and laughed easily.
"You will become a new person."
We came away from the area and right as it was, I saw a few cars further away. There were youths around them and I heard that they laughed out loud. Niall slowed down the pace and dropped my hand.
"From now on, you aren't my so-called sister."
"Who am I?"
"Just say you are a friend."
We arrived at the car and I felt slightly off.
"Hope, this is Louis, Harry, Liam, Zayn and girls are Eleanor, Perrie and Sophia." He then looked at them. "This is a friend, Hope!"
They cheered for me and seemed not to care that I had turned up. Instead grinned Louis at me and looked down at my legs.
"And no one flirts with her."
Zayn was amused.
"No, but I just don't want you to hanging over her!"
"Cool!" Eleanor mumbled directly and seemed amused. "You tend not to be the one who denies the guys a little pussy?"
I blushed and realized that they didn't save on the words. I wasn't used profanities or dirty words.
"Kind of like if you let us touch your fucking body." Harry grinned against Eleanor and direct, she became angry.
"Shut up fucking cock!"
Niall grinned and smiled at me. He saw that I just gaped.
"They might not be talking pure, but they are okay as friends."
I chose to just nod and I kept myself close to Niall. I felt insecure and I understood that this was tough buddies, he had.
"So what should we do tonight?" asked Liam and leaned against the car. He grinned and seemed to wait for an answer.
"We can just hang out!" Perrie replied, and then she went forward Niall. She stood close to him and let her hand caress him over his pants, over his dick. "What do you say?"
I backed off. Was it his girlfriend? Niall sighed and took her hand away.
"I wont fuck with you, if that's what you think."
"So, Hope's your girlfriend?"
Niall shook his head and backed off from her.
"No, I said!"
Perrie became slightly annoyed and looked at me from the bottom up.
"She doesn't look like an experienced girl and I'm sure she doesn't even have tasted a dick."
I just blushed.
"And?" Niall muttered. "She doesn't fuck just because it's fun."
Perry knew it was an insult and went back to Eleanor.
"Fuck it then."
Okay! I admit that I changed my mind. Nialls friends was anything but what I was used to, and they spoke with words I didn't use. Niall ended up next to me in the back seat of a car and Louis sat behind the wheel, Eleanor sat beside him. The others sat in other cars and I heard them screaming with happiness. The night was young?
"So we can't touch Hope?" asked Louis and he looked at me through the rearview mirror. Niall didn't seemed to like that everyone talked about me.
"Can we just let her be?"
Louis laughed a little bit and pressed the gas.
"Okay, but I don't think you should keep her for your own pleasures."
Eleanor struck Louis and looked at him coldly.
"So you'll be cheating?"
Louis laughed and looked quickly at her.
"You know I never faithful, so what does it matter to you."
I chose to take Nialls hand. I felt like a wimp and I understood why he hadn't wanted me to dress normally, for the evening. Niall smiled reassuring to me and he let me hold his hand. I don't know why I had to be close to him, but it felt more safe than to release him.
It felt crazy to be out when it was dark. Louis followed Zayns car and they drove fast. Niall spoke with Louis about things they planned. I didn't listen and looked out the window. I watched as we left the city and went out to the country. I watched as we slowly drifted towards foreign places and I wasn't sure anymore. I wondered if I had made a mistake. Niall seemed to care about friends who weren't normal and I didn't fit into the picture. I was fifteen years old, a virgin, and I hadn't mismanaged before.
"Are you okay?" Niall whispered in my ear and I nodded weakly.
"Not okay, but I'm alive."
He smiled and looked at me. It was the first time he seemed to care and I realized that I had misjudged him. I understood why he rebelled and I didn't accuse him of anything. He spent time with friends who didn't care and he seemed to like to live dangerously. I was the opposite and I realized the difference between us. Yet, we shared the same dad, Bobby!
The cars stopped outside an old cottage. Niall made sure I followed him out of the car. I didn't let go of his hand and everyone started to walk towards the door. Liam bent down and picked up a key, which lay under a rug. He locked up and everyone went inside. Directly I saw that there was an abandoned cabin that they had taken over. It was old sofas in the room, there was a small kitchen and a toilet. I kept myself next to Niall and we sat down on one sofa. I noticed that the walls had hardly any wallpaper left and the lights didn't work either. Liam lit some candles and Zayn lit some kerosene lamps.
"This is the club house." Niall whispered to me. "We found it last year and we are often here."
I realized I didn't know much about Niall. Was he in a club? Harry picked up beer and put it in the middle of the floor. He gave everyone a jar and he even gave me one.
"Drink it!" Niall whispered to me and smiled big. I hesitated.
"I'm only fifteen years old?"
"I was fourteen years old when I started."